Every waking moment
Trapped in memories
Haunted by your words
My eyes itch and burn
It’s not over for me
This is the beginning
Feeling the what-ifs
Marks layer my chest
What have you done
Will anyone save me?

Should of never let my fingers linger
But I can’t help myself
I let my words flow to you
You caught them one by one
Now I’m trapped in the world we created
I was in my head dreaming
With nightmares lingering
Afraid of loosing all of this
My mouth won’t move when you're near me
For these words that I script
They are only released through my fingertips
I desperately want to tell you everything
But I find myself only speaking to your reactions
And you’ll never hear what you really mean to me

I’ll be leaving soon
Do you know which day?

I’ll be taking my heart back from this lifeless land
Will you feel the beating?

I’ll be keeping these thoughts about you to myself
Will you wonder about it?

I’ll bury our past memories in our homeland
Will you dig them up?

I’ll fly through the air and sprinkle my sweet tears
Will you catch them in your mouth to taste?

I’ll land in the west and let go of the east wind
Will you let that soft smoky breeze give you life again?

I’ll be thinking about you
Will you remember me?

That eye on your chest
Does it see past me?
Or does it see the real me?

You cherish each line
The grooves that form the shape
It reaches for your heart

As my fingertips touch your skin
The colors vibrate beneath my hand
This eye is watching my every move

It’s a conspiracy to think
Who this belongs to
You wince as I release my touch

Am I just a tool for you?
I hope not
This eye will always follow me

Such a fool to fall into your mouth trap
I gave so much of me only to be eaten
A twisted taste from the beginning

I helped myself in and you clasped harder
I knew this but I only hoped for the best
Planned your meal for the midday

I went beyond what was needed
I blame myself for volunteering
You were just hungry for a foreign meal

You slowly chewed my words
From first letter to period, chomping away
Masticating every part of me

The juice running down your mouth
Satiating your taste and wonderment of something new
I’m left in your fermented mouth ready to be swallowed

I land into your full belly
Surrounded by previous snacks
I’m covered in gooey regret

Am I to blame for this mistake?
Let me rest here for a second
I’m slowly losing myself

I’m ready to show you what lies within me
No soul has ever ventured here
I’m gonna serve this specialty to you

But tell me one thing
Are you all in for this because I need you
I’m looking to plant a garden of desires

It took me time to find myself
Heart opened, examined and pumped
I love myself to love you

I call out to you as mine
Show you these curves you need to handle
Make your eyes roll back and see the future

I’ll examine every piece of you
Detailed attention to where you need it
I’m gonna love the pain out of you

Watch me as I come for you
Let me satisfy what you never knew existed
I promise this won’t hurt my love

Let me ride your mind throughout the night
Gently wipe away past scars from my back
Lay your body over my soul and speak to it

Our kisses will water the seeds of our garden
Silent touches will ignite sparks between our bodies
The sounds we make will echo to the full moon and back

We only exist in this world created by our intentions
Hold my hand as we breathe in the thick morning air
Now I’ve seen what lies within you

Open your box
I’m here to look
Don’t be afraid

Open your mouth
I’m here to consume
I won’t speak

Open your hands
I’m here to touch
Feeling your vibrations

Open your eyes
I’m here to see
I see words unspoken

Open up to me
All you got, release it
I’ll catch the pieces that overflow

Open your heart
I’m here
Finally
Here