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46 · Jul 2020
Thanks,
But i wouldn't really know what to say
So I'd rather you put your words in my mouth

I'll lend you my voice

Until I can gather my thoughts
Until I find the courage
To speak out
Loud
46 · Jul 2020
I'll stay on this page
For this seems to be the last one.
45 · Jul 2020
In the garden
The gardenias bloom
All at once
Circling the silent pond
That sits still
Like fluid glass
Rimmed with silver
45 · Jun 2020
Musings
He doesn't seem to have much faith, does he?
Well...we have, don't we?
Yes
We do



But for how long...?
45 · Jul 2020
In the shade
Together in the shade
In the hushed fragrance of rose petals
Crushed in your mahogany hands.

The sun gets high on this wine
Of our hidden romance
Under the last lonely tree.
45 · Jul 2020
Heavy colours
Heavy colours
Spill onto the floor
A marred rainbow
Splashed onto the door

Get out of here
Before you lose your mind
Living in a hologram
You lose your sense of time

I scraped away
At the painted ground
Broke my nails
Your blood came out

So go away
Before I paint you black
Go to your land of colours
And never come back
44 · Jul 2020
Out of reach
Whenever I drew near
You disappeared into the vast plains
Leaving a whiff of strawberry shampoo
For me to try and grasp

The piano in my brain
Plays melodies like an amateur
So confident in it's ability
To impress
43 · Jul 2020
Grey addiction
A dark room
Greyish lights on a young face
From a thin box
Of addiction
43 · Jul 2020
Runaway genius
The unruly boiling cauldron of genius
Escaped from the grasps
Of the ignorant
And that was the last time
We heard anything about it
42 · Jul 2020
My sunshine lover
Hair the colour of sunshine
Mouth wide open in a loud smile
You remember your feet in white sandals
As she stood beside you, in a yellow sundress
The hot, dusty parking lot
Screamed for release
And after three months together
You cry as you whisper goodbye, hug yourself to sleep

No more than strangers in the crowd
Both too alike to be together
But at least you know

How it is to be in love with yourself.
42 · Jul 2020
I'm an old memory now
We weren't strangers behind the screen

You were aware
Of how my hair became oily in the afternoon

And I knew
How I could play tic-tac-toe on your dry arms even in summer

But that was one year ago
One fine day we stopped talking
Don't know why....did we fight?

You were my best friend
I loved you more than any lover and yet
We don't talk anymore

And I know that I should forget and move on
That variety is the spice of life
But...
I can no longer call a person my home
42 · Jul 2020
Principles
The basis of justice is equality

All principles are enmeshed into a tight orb

Thus ignore not one and champion another

For them we bring all of them

To the exact same fall
When I was young
The lyrics of a song
Were what I made out of them

Didn't matter if
What I thought they meant
Weren't what they meant at all

Didn't matter if
Even I somehow felt that the song
Didn't fit in with my interpretation

Cause those songs were my own
The lyrics were mine
Or at they became so for me
If only for a little while.
42 · Jul 2020
Rats!
The rat inside laughs
As it thinks of the other rats
Squirming around it
41 · Jul 2020
Invisible high
Singing in the spotlight
Shut in a crazy, stupid cage
Oh I'm a stupid fool
Such a crazy fool

In the highs and lows
Taking life as it goes
Stuck in a moment gone by
In an invisible high
41 · Jul 2020
Problem? Or not?
I wonder if it's a problem
That it feels like people who don't know you
Love you more than those you can feel and touch...
This morning when I woke up
It was raining
Softly pouring from a gloomy grey sky
My cat came home soaking wet
She had had a bad time.
I closed my eyes hoping the sun would shine
Break through the curtain and bring a hint of warmth
But when I opened my eyes, my cat was gone
It was only me and the rain, the rain and I.
And thus I stopped wishing
41 · Jun 2020
I ask of you
I wonder if it matters...
The way words look on a page
For they describe nature as poemesque
On the wall of the hallway
Of my suburban home
Stands a lovely lady
Clad completely in white

Her eyes stare off into the distance
Her wet, brown hair
Encircles the soft lines
Of her bare neck

Her lips curve slightly upwards
Anticipating the smile
Of the one she looks at
One who cannot be seen

This is a woman from all of history
I look at her when I pass her by
And wonder who she's looking at
With her half closed, smiling eyes.
40 · Jul 2020
Why?
So long as we exist
We will question,

What is freedom?
What is justice?
What is misery?

So long as we remain human
We will want to know

What is life?
What is love?
What is death?

Years will pass
Crowns will fall
Thrones will rise
We'll dance in hell or rise to heaven

And we'll still ask
Why?
Why?

Why?
39 · Jul 2020
Withering in love
Browsing through the realms of the unknown
I came upon an unknown flower
It was copper coloured
With a fragrance of the wet earth
I touched it
Gently, very gently
But alas,
It withered away

I stared at it's rotten petals for a while
And wondered why the little flower
Had blossomed when a drop of my vengeful tears
Had fallen on it
But had withered away
When touched with care.
39 · Jul 2020
To my grandmother
I stare at my grandma
As she forces a comb
Through the unruly strands of silver
Falling over her wrinkled forehead.

She has lived long
Eighty years now
She has seen men and women
Die for an ideal

I fervently hope
That she will tell these stories
Even when I lie in my
Deathbed.
Immortalise her please!
39 · Jul 2020
On an endless voyage
Let us set sail
On our humble raft
To no country a d to no end

Adrift in this shoreless expanse
We shall sing to our heart's content
And feed off each other's love

Hurry now
For who knows when the raft shall break it's shackles
And set sail without us?
39 · Jul 2020
No one came for me
They will fork out my eyes...they said

Peel off my speckled skin

And tear out my lashes

With their freshly cut fingernails

But still I stared

And no one came for me
Forgotten or forgiven?
38 · Jul 2020
Your flower
Could not bring my thoughts
To a common outlet
The mesh of spring
Allows your blood-red flowers
To peek through

I could not help but
Smile
At the soft delicate petals
Which would little by little
Rot away into nothingness

For they were lovely
Oh! So very lovely!
38 · Jun 2020
In the mirror of her eyes
Suddenly something passes by
In the mirror of her glassy eyes
And I see myself, bare of any disguise
I see the world, it's fire and ice.

Shaken to the very core
I rush for the exit door
But find that I
Have never been let inside.

Your very own
Outcast.
38 · Jul 2020
Marionettes
We are marionettes
Pulled together by invisible strings
And pulled apart by the same
Rolling in and out of love.
37 · Jul 2020
Your path
When destiny scorns the road you take
Walk straight ahead
37 · Jul 2020
Hope I find out someday
How does it feel
To love oneself
Perfectly
Completely
Without any room
For dissatisfaction
36 · Jul 2020
Two worlds to battle
One click to make her smile,
Oh time! What have you done to my child!

Maybe it is unfortunate only to me,
But forgetting reality, was never a good thing.

I'm scared for you and I'm scared for myself
We have two worlds to battle now, on the street and in the cell.
36 · Jun 2020
Straight Road
It was a windy day
The hours seemed short and blurred
Weary of work, I
Had started walking downtown.

A long road was ahead of me
But there were no forks
No choices did it offer
So I kept walking straight ahead.

Shall I ever look back?
Maybe I will
But there was
Only one choice ahead of me
36 · Jul 2020
Good night
I shall go to sleep, goodnight goodnight goodnight
Hope I wake up to some news
Or I think I'd rather die.
36 · Jul 2020
On an emotional ride
If I see emotions wafting by
I'd lean onto their warm, wide back

And let them take me to their wonderlands

Whether they be empty
Whether they be bursting with colours

I'll learn

How to feel better
And look love in the eye

For that's the only truth we can be sure of
36 · Jun 2020
My romance with Paranoia
Paranoia
Creeping up my thighs
Right into this ******, thumping heart

All of my baser senses
Numbed into action
The eyes wake with an unusual start

The hours pass by
Cotton rags on the navy sky
And little by little I drown into fear
35 · Jul 2020
Musings#2
Hard feelings die hard
What a bad coincidence
35 · Jul 2020
Unfortunate nights
Lonely strangers
Sit together in a pub
Knees brushing
Hearts gone numb
They sit and think of the overcast sky
Seek to lose themselves in an ephemeral high.

Lonely strangers
Wait together for the bus
Sharing umbrellas
Separated in a rush
They fall in love in the most unfortunate of times
Prisoners they are, of their own, fickle device.
35 · Jun 2020
So unfair...
Feels like I could die
No one
No one will know

I could drown in myself
And never
Never wash ashore

These thoughts they come and go
But alas
Alas! I remain
Forever...
Alone...
34 · Jul 2020
Loving my heart
Loved your touch too much to forego it

But your warm caress

Could not soothe my aching heart

And so I left

For my heart did not agree with this love of mine
34 · Jul 2020
My worth
Unaware of my worth

I have stumbled uneasily through auctions

Never really satisfied

With the price I was sold for
Me and you together
More nerves to step on
More fears to face, challenges to overcome
More songs to sing in the shower
More worlds to create when we open our eyes
Throwing words into the unruly night
As we walk home
Finger bones clicking like plastic locks
Me and you together
33 · Jun 2020
Unforgettable melody
Make music
With my hands and feet
Strum my senses
Like a lovelorn guitar

I guarantee
The melody will be
Unforgettable
33 · Jul 2020
The loneliness of life
The loneliness of life
Is a hard lesson learned
But once realised
Is one rarely forgot

No one makes it out alive
None of us have a second chance
So go all out in this amusement park
Ride your rides as long as your ticket lasts
32 · Jul 2020
The lost corner
The lost corner
That's where it all started from
Those abandoned toys
Rose up in a white sandstorm.

An absolute tornado
Of long forgotten moments
Churned into black hours
A list of lost adornments.

Here a dried rose
There a rusted, copper dine
Now up to the sky they rise in circles
All mushed up in forgotten time.
31 · Jul 2020
My well wishers
Met a horde of people
All of whom knew my name
Surrounded by a sea of well wishers
We want you happy...they claim

They kicked me out into the open
Severed the shackles which called me home
And now for their happiness I've been here for a while
In the midst of the unknown I roam
30 · Jun 2020
On the foothills
On the foothills of Sahoo
Where the great old man dwells
I sleep all night with broken stars
For in light I walk on pungent egg shells

Nature embraces these blue mountains
But my old friend, the sea, disowns
Might never have both, even if I can
Thus with the stars I live alone.
Just another one of those made-up facades
That I hid in the woods
For the milkman to find out
And parade it
For the people to believe

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