Can I gently lure myself into your life?  

Make you feel as you’re forever in my arms, when you’re alone in bed at night?

Whisper all the sweet words into your ear until I see you slowly and slowly fall into my deception and lies

Make all things that’s wrong feel ever so right

May I lead you into my home and gently place you on my bed

Look straight into your eyes and speak words of significant meaning

As if they wore worthless and dead

Can I bring comfort into your heart?

I’ll make you feel so loved and serene

I’ll disguise myself as being the man of your dreams

While I prey on my next victim to control and lead astray

In the same manner I lit up your light blue sky, I'll make em truly dark and gray

Can I drag you into my deceit, forcing you to make me the center of your life?

Can I pretend to love you and untruthfully envision you as my wife?

Portraying to be your blessing,

Disguising the hidden lesson

I‘ll make you fall so deeply in love with me

That you will have to pray with all of your might

For the Lord to bring you out of the darkness and make everything vivid and bright

Can I take you on pointless dates and sit through meaningless movies and earn my way between your legs?

Cognizant that this bond means loyalty and trust to you so I’ll take it slow and just ******* instead

Can I make you believe that I AM the man that can protect you from all the hurt that this world can bring?

Then I WILL up and leave you  on a beautiful day without any logic reasoning

Why?

Because I seen a woman with more beautiful eyes.

I seen a lady that smelled as sweet as a rose.

I seen a gorgeous woman with a smaller nose.

I seen a lady with a beautiful body and attitude so fierce.

I seen a woman with a smile that'd burn the sun and hair flowing past her ears.

I tricked you into developing such love for me that, I took it from your mind to love yourself

I display myself as a perfect man, so you wouldn’t go and fall for someone else

Like a thief in the night I snuck in your life in the mist of you lying hopeless

I played your Knight in Shining Armor because I knew you were a Damsel in Distress

Your weaknesses, I feed on until I began to bore myself of fraud

When I seen that love was all you needed

I valuated my hand

Weighed my decisions

And I played my cards




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                                    ©Patty Ann

Waterfalls of emotions, rushing into destruction
Prolonged feelings of love and ire eruptions
Disoriented impassion flows through the air without restraint
Without gravity
Fixed my lips to force sound but I can’t
His cell phone breaks the silence, the loud noise of his dying battery
Skin on skin, sitting so close yet feeling so far
My heart reaches for yours, yours for mines but they never seem to bond
Secrets from the past presents the truth for the present
So many thoughts are running through my mind, still my lips have not to depart yet
My eyes closes slowly, my heart drops landing right beneath my feet
My mind is racing, thoughts are flying, I begin to realize that this is were the ending of us meets
The NOISE.
It feels as if my ears are going to explode
I try to protect them but right through my fingers the loudness pours
My silent cries, my fainted screams
I CAN’T TAKE IT ANY MORE !
My palms are sweating. My heart is racing. My tears are beginning to fill.
I glance at his beautiful brown eyes, and the thoughts of his secrets forces them to spill.
Not ONE word was said as we sat next to one another. Sound of his breath is all I hear
Space? Didn’t exist between us there was no room for it there
All seats were filled, BUT one will be empty as I watch him leave the room.
Never knew Silence could be so LOUD, especially when It’s talking to you.



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                                    ©Patty Ann