I am past the point of caring,                                                          ­                            
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I am past the point of hurt                                                             ­                     
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I shut down and stopped sharing                                                          ­                
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I think we are at our worst                                                            ­                              
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You've ripped out my heart                                                            ­                  
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and left a jagged hole                                                             ­                     
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but the saddest part,                                                            ­                                                
                                                                ­                                                                 is it's turned black as
coal                                                             ­                                                   
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I feel hollowed out and vulnerable                                                       ­     
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  empty inside without a soul,                                                            ­
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unable to feel or just incapable                                                        ­                
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You have achieved your goal,                                                            ­                            
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  I'm unable to smile, numb to the core,                                                            ­    
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  a barren waste field, unable to grow                                                             ­                     
 You're such a glutton and return for more                                                             ­                     
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  I thought you loved me but didn't
know                                                            
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that you're a selfish person, a total *******

Years of words unspoken between you and me,                                                              ­      
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has caused a lot of tension and instability                                                      ­        
                                                                ­                                                               Hidden anger and resentment drove us apart,                                            
              ­                                                                 ­                                       
  just like the hatred we have in our hearts                                                    
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We both know it's over, but no move is made,                                                            ­
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how much more is sacrificed before the price is paid                                                             ­               
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We continue together but broken in two,                                                          
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unwilling to give up on me and on you                                                              ­                
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We both push each other to be the one to give in,                        
                                                                ­                                              
seeing who will break and who will
bend                                                          
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So busy pointing fingers and not holding hands,                                                           ­       
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we throw out blows and hope they land                                                        
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There's so much **** water under the bridge,                                                          ­                    
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  as we stand together out on the ledge                                                            ­      
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  The only time we come together is to destruct                                                      
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  the very thing we once loved so much

Every time I put my foot down,                                                            ­              
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you get ****** and start coming around                                                           ­             
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and about the time I'm on solid ground,                                                        
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you come back to claim your lost and found                                                          
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You can't stand me being on my own,                                                             ­     
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you hate the thought that I have grown                                                            ­                
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  Just like I flower I start to bloom                                                            ­                
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  till you get jealous & cut my roots                                                            ­                  
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  Why can't you swallow your pride,                                                           ­   
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  I don't need you by my side to thrive                                                           ­       
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  You're so afraid that I have moved on                                                               ­                 
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and have no need to bring you along                                                            ­            
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Let me go, you never really cared                                                            ­      
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      until you realized I'm no longer there.

I know you said it was over for us,                                                              ­                                                              
I know I have broken your trust                                                            ­         
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but every time that you get
near,                                                            ­                    
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my head has heard but my heart has no
ears                                                      
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You still look good and that's no
lie,                                                             ­           
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   I still smile when I look in your
  eyes                                                          ­                      
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  I know you've made it perfectly
clear,                                                           ­                                       
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  but my head has heard but my heart has no
  ears                                                          ­
                                                                ­                                                        
  I make excuses just to talk to
  you,                                                          ­                
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  I can't take the fact that I've lost
  you                                                           ­         
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You say it's over, but I can see your
tears                                                      
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My head has heard but my heart has no ears

These tears you see falling are my heart on my
sleeve,                                                    
     ­                                                                 ­                                                        I'm dying on the inside, but the outside is all you
  see                                                           ­         
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   I can put on a fake smile that is your faulty
   reality,                                                        ­      
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  I can alter my perception of who you think is
    me                                      
                                                                ­                                                                 ­    I have all the things that make others happy                                     
                      ­                                                                 ­                       
  looking at my situation can fill someone with
jealousy                                                    ­                                                        
  but deep inside I'm broken where no one else can see,                      
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I hide the wounds by laughing to cover my
frailty                                
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  So many different experiences formed my personality,              
                                      ­                                                                 ­        
 some were good and some were just major tragedies                          
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I don't want to go back again, it's all too hard for
me                                                               ­       
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so, I put on a plastic smile and pretend just to be

I could never please you, God knows that I've tried                                                            ­                                                 
    My efforts have amused you, so many nights I cried                                                            ­                                            
Every time I got up, you knocked me back down                                                             ­                                           
Now that I have had enough, I'm knocking off your crown

The torn wings of a butterfly,                                                       ­                             
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never lets them truly
fly,                                                             ­                                             
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The wind never feels the same
                                                            ­                                                            
  but a different beauty still
  remains                                                       ­                           
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Lackluster and so fragile,                                                         ­                                                                 ­                                                                 ­                         
   perhaps a little less
agile                                                            ­                            
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  I can still see their former
  light,                                                  ­                                
                                                                ­                                                      
  a beautiful butterfly in flight