My mind is a prison. It's covered in paint. With colors of joy that now feel so faint. I hide all my fears. I bury my tears though all these long years. I smile at the world but inside I know that the weight of my heart is too heavy to show. I know I need to let you go. But even so my tears fall in the snow. I know I might reap what I have sown. But even so I know I'm the reason i'm alone. I keep looking at my phone but I should have known, you’d end up killing two birds with one stone. She's in a world of her own. When you're face to face with the unknown, how would you know? Cause if feels there is nothing to show, for the pain that i know.

Feelings overflow me, like waves washing over me, stalking my back, you make me feel sad, I put on a mask to make me not sad but it never lasts for long your singing my song, you make me feel wronged, I wish you would listen but then we start kissing, then I start missing you more. I feel like I'm crawling to shore. I thought that I knew you before but now my heart is at war. I still cry on the floor. Still wanting more. But I guess you went out the door.