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Janie Mar 12
There was a little girl
Thinking about being
old enough to smoke
There was a little girl
Wanting to work
Rather to sit in classroom
All alone

She thought that life is hard
Being so stressed out
Just because of little exam

Children being as tormenting
As they can be
She dropped her innocent heart
Deeper into the sea

As she grew up
New story came
Thinking there will be
Better Days

Having no idea…
Jerks broke her heart
And she fell deeper
As she ever was
Hating life because of a boy
Feeling that end would bring
Her a joy

As an adult
Smoking relieved her pain
Telling herself
,, that is not what I wanted,,

But not giving up
She held hope in her
Hands
Suggesting she might see
Face of the day

But time passed
And She graduated
And moved out
Thinking again
That life will be easier that way
But financial crisis
Kicked in

And now she dreams
Of Being that little child
she used to be again
Janie Mar 12
I don’t wanna
Think again
Cause
Everything I
Thought
Turn out
To be right
Anyway
Everything
I tried to
Hide
My mind
Showed me
A lie
And every single
Time  
My overthinking
Proved me right
I am scared to
Mind things
I shouldn’t
And to be hurt
By my
Thoughts
And truth
That they
Conspire

— The End —