Initial-attraction
physical-attraction
emotional-attraction
******-attraction
finan­cial-attraction
any-attraction
leads possibly to
FATAL-ATTRACTION
Why don't we first focus on
MENTAL-HEALTH-attraction?
Heart-broke

Movies were invented to
"MOVE US"

Old movies are the
"BEST"

Movies adapted to
"MARKET US"

New movies are not the
"BEST"

Today SOMEONE took their own life
Today SOMEONE gave life to SOMEONE
Today SOMEONE has been killed
Today SOMEONE was *****
Today SOMEONE got kidnapped
Today SOMEONE was lost and SOMEONE was found
Today a soul of SOMEONE was saved
Today a soul of SOMEONE was sold
Today SOMEONE has changed
Today SOMEONE remained the same
Today SOMEONE got hurt
Today SOMEONE fell in love
Today, Today, Today
SOMEONE
The list goes on
the good, the bad and the ugly
There's a SOMEONE for everything
Just read the statistics
SOMEONE ....
Well cheers to SOMEONE today, for better tomorrows
and becoming SOMEONE good!

Subconscious spinning wheel dictating the various nerves
to be hit

As you take orders without any doubt causing actions to happen

Physically all over the matt being stretched in different directions

Until finally your mental decisions have your body spent

You hit rock bottom, falling all over yourself and the many colors

LoSt

Deepthoughts
caughtin
MoTiOn R
             a
               P
             i
          D
               l
            Y
    d
   O
   w
Unaturally
\                  /
   \             /
      \idea/
       BORN

If i can stop myself from being the devil

Then
MaYbe

the devil can stop
himself too

HOPE

Insecurities
WILL
trap you
OR
set you
FREE
ReBeL

Spokane Washington
an ounce of **** from the dispensary $98

Grand Rapids Michigan
an ounce of **** from the dispensary $225

BOTH EQUAL THC LEVELS
LOCATION, LOCATION
LOCATION

Place yourself
within temptation
seems like
a risky situation
Continously
I find myself
amidst bad ingredients
but the difference now
from him and
WHO I AM NOW
I dont give in
or let others dictate
MY DECISIONS
free

Don't story
be angry

Or

Write the
fight out

and

"Don't worry
be happy"(Bobby McFerrin)

...............................................I
................­...............................R
................................­..P O W E R L E S S
...............................................D


...W
K I L L S
   L    O
   L O V E
          E

WILL KILLS LOVE
LOVE KILLS WILL

MY LOST LOVE
COST MY WILL

TIRED...
POWERLESS...

17 years old
he was still
a kid

Raised by the streets
his mom worked 3 jobs
to barely make ends meet

No male role-model
for him to look up to
if only he did

17 years old
the court said
he was a man

One bad decision
he will now live with
for the rest of his:

LIFE-SENTENCE

Love lasts
far past
the shelf-life

When everyone tries
everyone should win
but life is so cold

Disrespect me
          to check me
                       If i refuse
   to disrespect back
       Then
You will
       continue to walk
                      all over me
    so i fire back
​​​         Then .........

Fiction
versus
Non

Lie
versus
Truth

Imagination
versus
Reality

Fabricated
versus
Recollection

Innocence
versus
Innocence

Possibly
or
Not

It
all
Depends

On
the
Author

And
their
Mind

Heart
mental-health
Soul

IDENTITY
versus
IDENTIFY

Spring mind
Summer soul
Fall heart
Winter eyes

My visions appear cold
as feelings change colors
and start to fall apart
becoming bare...

My soul attempts to nurture the darkness, with warmth, feeding needed hope...

My mind a constant source of new life as it decides between the cold and warmth...

Lose sight
of
HIM
HER
THEY
THEM
and
EVERYBODY-ELSE

Focus more
on
I
ME
YOU
YOURSELF
and
NOBODY-ELSE

Tearless shoulders
never a rock
for someone
to lean on
I'm not
a bad friend
I'm just
not capable
of being
a good one
SUBJECT TO CHANGE

PUNCH PACKED POETIC WRITE

PUNCH FELT REALISTIC FIGHT

PAIN INSIDE AND OUTSIDE THIS MIND

LET IT OUT, POETIC WRITE

LET IT OUT, REALISTIC FIGHT

"love it or leave it"
SHE
left

"love something
let it go,
it'll come back"
SHE
never did

"diamonds are forever"
not this one
SHE
wore

"two heads are
better than one"
SHE
disagreed

GONE

Covered in sin
torn again
feel felt found
DISCOVERED
the truth never
uncovered
falsely labeled
DAMAGED
Covered in doubt
hurt again
all fingers pointing
BLAMED
the lies always
NAMED
unknown strangers
to me
But no one
will believe me
So I remain quiet
and let them all
think they won
LOSER

Time ticks away
life ticks away
Until it all
comes to an
END

Neither seem
to bother me
Until i fall
back in love
AGAIN

PuRpOsE

When you try
your best
and it wasn't
good enough
it really *****

Everyday i work
everyday is a job
just look around
and you to shall
SEE

Everyday i love
everyday is a relationship
just look around
and you to shall
FEEL

Everyday i fight
everyday is a battle
just look around
and you to shall
DEFEND

Everyday i see
an everyday cause
that demands
everyday deeds
STAND

......... . SUDDENLY
            T             O
       DROPS        V
       A   P             E
       M  SUDDENLY
  GONE               Y

SUDDENLY STOPS
**** LOVELY
SUDDENLY DROPS
GONE

Confused
Abused
Infused
With
Some
Really
Bad
****
Hint
I'm
******
Up
But
Regardless
The
Darkness
But
Regardless
The pain
Regardless
The numbers
Or
Regardless
The
Strain
I'm
A
Survivor
And
I
Wouldn't
Rather
Be
Anything
Else
Because
I'm
Walking
Talking
Living
Proof
Of
A
Life
Not
Becoming
Victim
To
A
Hopeless
Birth

She's here
She's gone
She's in
She's out
She's content
She's fed-up
I'm here
I'm here
I'm in
I'm in
I'm content
I'm content
But it's not
just about me
Oops I forgot
SELFISH

Love me or leave me
but please don't do
BOTH

Who cares ?
Well i do ,
so i guess no one !

Poetry is easy
at least for me
This beautiful mind
HA HA that made me
LAUGH
More like
twisted
demented
narcassistic
and
****** up
Has brilliant ideas
no nonsense
But when the dust settles
and the fans fade away
my problems will still
REMAIN
Beauty from Pain
Poetry from insecurities
art from disabilities
sky bound from gravity
OUT OF THIS WORLD
POETRY

I was free
for those first
nine months

I guess
they found
me guilty

I caused
her water
to break

After that
all Hell
broke loose

Delivered
Into a
Life Sentence

COMMON NUMERATOR
HER           HER
-------    =    --------
HIM           HIM
COMMON DENOMINATOR
MATH SAYS
THIS IS  
EQUAL
________
________
UNCOMM­ON NUMERATOR
HER            HIM
-------   ❤   --------
HIM            HER
UNCOMMON DENOMINATOR
LOVE SAYS
THIS IS    
EQUAL  
COMPROMISE

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He said
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I wonder what my ex is up to ?
Or better yet,
What are your kids up to?
At home

Words   u                         E
O       o   n
N       l    f
T       v    o
..........everything
................t
...............u
...............n
............­...a            B
.............otherwIse
...............e      o ­ o
.............. lost  u
..............y        l
........................d
......­..................n'
.........................t

Words WONT
solve everything
unfortunately
otherwise I
wouldn't Be
so lost ........................

When emotions want to be explained
When pain wants to be heard
When insecurities desire to feel strong
When stress begs to release itself
When anger tries to build up
When happiness tries to hide
When fear attempts to rise
When love continues to show its flaws
When death takes another loved one
When loneliness feels like home
I WRITE

Title:

Two kinds of tears
1: the ones that cost us
2: the ones we would pay for

voiceless victims
they speak no words
held in the arms
of the ones that are
supposed to love them
the most ..............

Would love exist
without loss?
Would pain exist
without love?
For all we know
the answer is "NO"
I always loved her
but never as much
as I do now
NOW THAT SHE'S GONE
For all we know
the answer is "NO"
I always felt pain
but never as much
as I do now
NOW THAT SHE'S GONE
Would love exist
without loss?
Would pain exist
without love?

Subtraction
Attraction
Distraction

Subtraction : I'm taken away
Attraction : By her beauty
Distraction : All else fades

S :
A :
D :

I quit blaming my eyes for I know in my heart it's my mind that makes these visions come to life

I'm scarred internally
innocent sights dissolve
against the wind of insecurities I bare

I quit blaming my eyes for I know they are just windows to the world outside, a place I create mentally

I'm scared internally
innocent thoughts dissolve
against the wind of past trauma I bare

Why wait
for the
darkest hour
In the
darkest night
When you
can look
in my
MIND

Dark thoughts come to life
In the dark hours of night

Lightyears ahead bright ideas born in open skies of day

Sunglasses at night a sure sign of a heart in disguise

We may be shades apart in life but I'll still save you

He will
he shall
well so
Will I
RISE AGAIN

Understand
before
JUDGEMENT

What do YOU have
against ME
It only could be
WORDS
or lack of
My poetry is BOLD
I will not APOLOGIZE
for I SPEAK
from MY HEART
I could careless
if YOU follow ME
or not
But please dont
PRETEND TO BE
interested
LAME

The highest probability of getting the outcome desired is following the process

Or so they say in every morning sales meeting before we get started

I listen and take their advice with a grain of salt knowing my closing percent

In an industry where 1 in 10 conversion is considered extremely good

I average 1 deal for every 5 customers I speak to, with above average grosses

I don't sell cars or follow a script based process like a computer programmed robot

I connect with my customers by building from a foundation of common ground

I don't sell cars but rather sell emotions, once the bond is made the sale follows shortly after  

My boss reminds me regularly I defy gravity and  break all rules but he enjoys the profit

He reminds me hard work will always outshine raw talent but I know what he's doing

He's merely trying to sell me on working harder knowing we both would benefit larger

I remind him I dont do this job because I have to but rather because I'm a people person

99'/, of sales is a transfer of enthusiasm and energy so I cannot fake it or pretend

When you invest that much effort into your work it requires a lot more energy
than a robot

Inhale negativity
Exhale positivity
OPTIMISM
Inhale positivity
Exhale negativity
PESSIMISM
Don't take
Life for
GRANTED

I hate statistics
because I have
defied all odds

Raised by a
single mom
no father

She had me
at the age
of only 16

Many step-dads
in and out
bad influences

3 more siblings
3 different dads
I was the oldest

Mom abused drugs
before finally
growing up

2 failed marriages
then finally
settled down

To the dad
of my youngest
two siblings

He was a wreck
alcohol abuser
bad tempered

Abusive to mom
and us kids
mentally unstable

9 different
public schools
total before 8th grade

I got good
at making new friends
out of necessity

Home was Hell
the devil my
step-dad

Subject to every
type of abuse
known to mankind

High-school dropout
teenage pregnancy
emancipated age 17

Finally free from
an unstable and
undesirable environment

I hate statistics
because I have
defied all odds

I've never hit a woman
I'm not dead from an
overdose or suicide

I battled my demons
with alcohol but never
led to doing drugs

I have remained
a good father
to my son

I've held a job
and always
have worked hard

Sure I have
my flaws
but dont we all

I've learned
about mental health
and how to grow

A lesson I wish
our schools
promoted more

I got my GED
I have a great
paying job

Statistics are just
very misleading sometimes
our hearts and minds

Can overcome all math
If we can realize
not all things are our fault