Raised to be someone else,
forced to focus on everyone else.

Now you're finally free from everybody, but who are you?

You must find yourself first, to become who it is YOU ARE!

A life spent pretending to be someone you aren't, isn't a life. 

You must find happiness within your true-self, to find inner peace 


      "The bitterness from the past will.   continously cloud all future sunshine,
      until you make a new forecast."

Because I’m not happy 
you never will be 

Because I have insecurities 
I will point out your flaws 

Because my past is frightening 
our future together will be too 

Because I was scared 
I will continue to scare you 

Because I deserved better 
you will always deserve better 

Because I’m the product 
you will never reach the solution 

Because I love you 
I will never let you go 

Because I told you this 
you have moved on 

Because you moved on 
I decided to get help 

Because I got help 
I have started to grow 

Because you loved me 
I felt the need to change 

Because it killed me to hurt you 
you know it did wholeheartedly 

Because we both knew 
I never did it intentionally 

Because I was a victim 
to some bad patterns 

Because you fought me 
I was able to break free 

Because you loved me 
you helped me to change

A Rubiks Cube 
traveling 1100 mph
​​​colliding against 
A deck of cards
laying face up 
fully exposed

A humans soul 
many sides
very colorful 
A humans soul 
many suits
very unpredictable 

A Rubiks Cube
traveling 1100 mph
colliding against 
A deck of cards 
laying face down 
fully hidden 

A humans soul 
many faces
very dark 
A humans soul 
many numbers 
very predictable

Timing in life is 
EVERYTHING
Lining my life up 
CONTINUOSLY 
******* my life away
OCCASIONALLY 
Life is all timing 
EVERYTIME
Life lines up 
CONTRADICTION 
Life ****** on me
OCCASIONALLY

Habitat to bad habits, habitually harvesting bad moments, helplessly in need of heroics, hopefully soon as these heights in which I suffer up to are humiliating my humanity, hindering my happiness and ******* with my head! I'm only human and cannot help the hidden agendas of this heartless world!

Let the danger come!
I'll gladly avoid it all.
I am not afraid!

King to Queen,
peasant to peasant,
I prefer "excuse me miss"
"I beg your pardon sir" she replies
Not really but somewhere between any of these is really fine, nothing special necessary for the gEnUiNe, good energy trumps all. EnErGiZe Me, eliminate gravity and raise me Up! Floating thin air, dare to care, fair? Nah this life never wasn't but the players couldn't be more uneven talent. All walks of life with bad past and bad present. Where's the gift, do I deserve to live? I complain about heartbreak but if I could avoid it, I would complain too! She took me to becoming whole from thousands of pieces and then took me from whole and split me into two,  she was the glue that made me glued, she was the adhesion goo gone too that separated all the seems she had sewn and sealed! BrOkEn I rEmAiN!