Scars scare the far fares of those who sight what only they see. Shallow intrigue these that believe, for one may be strucken with grief infinitely from false imagery. When labeled and condemned biasly from strictly physicality, one may just become the projection of those that seek to judge.

Depressing thoughts cost your life years, the Doctors re-asks " you're taking your pills?"

Depression results paid in full with time, the coroner's results" death caused by the cure!"

It is me, yes it is I.
The guy expected to fail,
the man that will continue to try.
For my life, yes for my love.
Two variables that continue to
consistently let me down. 

It is me, yes it is I.
The guy expected to fall,
the man that will continue to get up.
For my life, yes for my love.
Two variables that continue to
continuously pick me up!

I'm not sure how to explain what it is that caused the pain. I know the past has caused damage to my developing brain, what is right and wrong may have been blurred. She opened eyes that were closed and SCREAMED ******* LOOK! For once I finally saw, for once I finally witnessed, for once I became what it is I hated! Since then she's been gone, since then I haven't quit regretting, for I know I'm the cause! Born to an environment that demands pain, raised in an environment that maintains the birth, with no recollection or memory of something that resembles love! It's the ******* TRUTH!

Piece of mind within 
Dedicated to create 
An escape to peace

What's been said has been heard, what's been done has been did. What's been us has been you! 
Blame me and I'll take blame,
Hell! I blame myself too.
We're still apart today,
tomorrow we will be too!
I'll still be okay, or so I say.
I'll still be in pain but that's always been the case.
I cannot Mentally accept the lost love is lost because in my mind it has or never was! I love with all I have and all I got, whether you accept that love or not, I willing cannot shut it off, You are, were, was and still are the one I do, did, want and will still love! Yes you are my dear, you are the one.

Hugs and kisses 
accept our differences
Rockets and missiles
accept your decisions 
Love can conquer all 
but so can hate too