Confidence is that green sphere within the hardboiled Ego

One may realize how fragile they both are, be humble

Seconds passed unnoticed
minutes seemed like hours

Hours were longer than days
days never seemed to amaze

Nights always feared most
weeks combined flew by

Months were very slow years
& the years were forever gone

This pretty much sums up
my confused childhood

Gray skies filled with clouds
unfamiliar hidden sunshine

Hungry for unacquainted love
starving for good attention  

But all these conclusions
weren't known back then

Nor were they made quick
however Im glad for them

True signs through life
that finally I've become a man

Time tells all tales needed
but time never gaurantees

Time invested in yourself
may determine being free

Time we cannot get back
nor can we ever create more

But that doesn't mean for one second we can't invest it

To fix times we weren't ourselves in an effort to grow

"TO BECOME WITH TIME, WHO IT IS, WE TRULY DESIRE TO BE"

"TIME ISN'T JUST A MEASUREMENT BUT ALSO A LOST LOVE"

I went from having nothing to owning everything and to what do I owe all my success? ACCEPTANCE
I went from having nothing to owning everything and to whom do I owe all my success? MYSELF

Early resentment
from working long hours
blame pointed towards
each other's direction
Pain felt forever

Late resentment
from the forever pain
still causing havoc in
each other's direction
Pain felt forever

Tuning in and out of what I desire
and what I got
Amidst a perception
trapped in reality
Floating above
many hopes
Beneath
all of
it all.
ME!

Cobwebs draped over a dust covered beautiful mind forever meant to be hidden on purpose from the young soul who called it his very own

Forever meant to be forgotten and never shared with anyone for fear he might be able to save other trapped souls cut from the same cloth

Sinful crime and murderous plots the result and plan from the hands that were supposed to hold him dear and love him the very most without doubt

Shallow frail roots must be to blame for a mentally-unstable name claiming to be of family with no knowledge of what it means or the role it plays too

MOTHER NATURE IS FUNNY

Layers upon layers
and still I see you
Beneath them all
you remain scared
Take your time dear
only you can take them off
One by one they will fall
don't try to conquer them all
At once.......