I'm changing,slowly rearranging, I'm not the same! **** fake love, I've grown from the ones that have been GENUINE, I'll become someone I can be proud of, regardless the scars or hopeless stars I wished on, regardless the ones that trapped this soul, I WILL OVERCOME

I can't constantly be funny
or have a witty reply.
Even the sun doesn't shine all the time.
So here's me without all the lies:
On the inside I'm shy,
expectations make me wanna die,
and sometimes I just want someone
to hold me while I cry.

I'm a little boy within this skin of what resembles a normal looking man
I'm a psychopath within this skin of what resembles a normal looking man.
I'm a healing soul within this skin of what resembles a normal looking man.
I'm a little boy within this skin of mine that resembles a normal looking man.
There's nothing normal at all about me or what lies within the skin of what appears to be a normal looking man.
I AM a man kindly reminding you
" things aren't always as they appear "

Fix those that seek growth,
break those that fake growth

Fix yourself you pathetic phony, seek with purpose

We're not broken or fixed, it's not a permanent label

Forever it can change within the same days and so on

You want what you want, you don't what you don't

Accept who you are, what you desire and live your life

But whatever you do please, don't waste anymore time

ITS _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _.(Poem title)

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I got a knot in my neck
I got a lump in my throat
I got a whole in my heart
and there's only one......
It's her

"Mentality plays" roles on sexuality, what "we find" attractive may be "fueled by" encounters with trauma.

Lack of love translates to "someone who chases", much love might look like someone being "taken for granted."

These are comparisons in the "lightest form", I have alot of real life experiences with the "darkest forms." imagined

What makes you attractive is the question to "ask yourself." Make sure to "be honest!"

"Don't feel bad if" you don't  offer much, "I had no answer" when I asked "MYSELF FIRST"

Loves a stranger, captive to anger, danger seems normal.
Since she's been gone
life has become more bitter.
Days are slow, nights are long
the only lyrics I hear are from sad love songs, so unfair.
Bare my life has become without the one to complete me. My better half, my better laugh, my ounce of hope, my only wish that ever came true, GONE!