Life no longer teases you when you know your purpose 
Then and only then...
Life threatens you from being able to achieve it in time

Hard wired 
DNA tired 
genetics invented 
man created life 
overcoming
sickness 
politics threatened 
rocking right to left'em
BEHIND 
time 
lightyears 
AHEAD 
of light 
Dark-ages 
pages 
written 
on human flesh 
with sacrificial blood 
lost ones 
forever gone 
RETURN 
back home 
before the 
INVENTIONS 
that started 
HELL ON
EARTH 
simple

No, no,no,no,no 
No not today, not at all
No, no not today

NOTES:
(Buster my 31lb Shih-tzu that saved my life ... literally! )

My dog, my angel 
my hero and my savior 
my one and only

Square tiles 
line the floors 
Square files 
line the drawers
Square piles 
stacked from 
the floors to 
the ceiling 
Blocking the 
doors to the
files upon the 
floors preventing
the drawers from 
OPENING, secured

Adrenaline 
My drug 
of choice 
Every heartbreak 
every single lie 
made up
pumped blood 
ExTra 
getting me off 
to the drama 
love loves to be 
a part of 
pain 
Gain, game 
strain, insane 
GONE
lost, the cost 
HeAd-GaMeS
SHOTS 
relapse 
high again 
ON 
LoVe

Love me, or leave me 
They all decided to leave 
So im used to it