in the matters of what I have done
no other holds higher guilt

in the matters of love and trust
forgive me until I am barren of innocence

These arent just stories
these arent just words
These are emotions felt
these are feelings dealt
Love these words
and their meanings
or
Hate these words
and their meanings
ReGaRdLeSs
I lived them
I got served every
Verb
i got called
or
heard every
Adjective
and
noun, proper too: Noun
My mind
the ground
Every sick, twisted, sad, wreckless, romantic and depressing thought, idea, decision was a product from a childhood seed planted
Cultivated from
a healing mind
Some call it art, some call it poetry
regardless
your thoughts, opinions
to me
its
THERAPY

The_ _ _ _ _ _ boy is _ _ _ _ _
That _ _ _ _ girl is too
The _ _ _ _ woman down the
street is dating Mr._ _ _ _ _
and Mrs._ _ _ _ _ hasn't a clue
What am I to do ? NOTHING! These blanks aren't mine to fill, these labels aren't mine to create, these rumors aren't mine to spread, these opinions should've never been: BROUGHT TO LIFE

Mean
Anger
stranger
be nice
Moisturizer cream
Apply
To yourself
Soak
It up
Dont
Give up
Again
Win
The battle
quit
SINNING
LIVING LIFE
gone
Left, right
Shoulders
One side
Weighted
Boulders
An angel
Battling
Across from
Your devil
Bass to
Trebble
words fading
Contemplating
Feelings
Screaming
**** the world
Hell on earth
FADED
LOST
COST
MIGHT BE
your life ?
all lower case
Why ?
BECAUSE
EMPHASIS
wanted
To be
Or not
But was
Conveyed
To present
The fact
you are
iNsIgNiFiCaNt
TO ME
LOOK UP
to see me
I look down
still letting you
BREATHE

Boy genius
no Jimmy Neutron
got game
Out of this
WORLD
Bigger, better
stronger, battered, lost
Amidst this
life long play
The Devil
calling some shots
I remain
a victim to
Adam still
SIN
One bite
One fight
One might
RETHINK
advice from
the snake
MISTAKE
Dont worry
great story
Loose lips
sink ships
Hungry mouths
got fed
Fed up
with
This ****
LIFE
Beliefs
Opinions
Decisions
All contradicting
Price
COST
Pay Up
Keep your head
Down
LOST

Eye dont care
eyes wont either
Wether one or two
They refuse to pay attention
Those images I just can't
AFFORD
LISTEN
Those words mean something
they accept their purpose
Wether one or two
ears both hear
Ear will hear

Paranoid
avoid
Gift
lift
Suspicions
intuitions
Telling
selling
Yourself
help
Decide
hide
Reply
try
Voices
choices
Who
you
How
now
Will
****
Somehow
bow
Down
frown
Remain
gain
Nothing
something
Avoid
paranoid
Please
freeze
Be
free
Trial
smile
Think
blink
Retrieve
believe
Before
more
To
do