Be yourself…
**** that.
No one wants that
Myself….
What is that?
A ******* nutcase
Why do I even try?
I am lame…
And not quite the same
I messed up.
Yet I know
They got around it?
And now
We’re ******….
Because
I will put ‘em off.
And then, that’s it
Because
I don’t do that
The placating ****…
I see it
Want to throw up
Therefore,
I’m done.

(Like an over cooked steak)

Nobody knows
Nobody cares
Yet everyone stares
Until it’s too much to bear
And the weight of your sorrows
Crash into tomorrow

Am I An idiot?
yeah I felt more
thought more
maybe you’d go for more


for keeping you
or trying to keep you
then continue to push you

away

and yet …

you keep coming back

anyone there?
don’t want to be
alone tonight
so I begin

a Dance with a stranger
as we Kiss in step
into a new sugar High
and you…

sweet as a Beast
in a river of Fire
let it Rain down
And let the Storm rage

So be It
Send me over
The Edge
And I’m Hung
Up and Overdue
For You

… let’s figure it out
and in, again

I think…
I don’t want to be …
I’ll be …
But that’s it
No more of the …
Cuz it feels so fake
I’m too confused
I’m …
but not …
We aren’t in a …
And I should enjoy …
They aren’t going to …. … ..
It’s just my …..

Well…
I’m learning …

****!

How do I do this now?