Its been such a long time
Since I have felt such a joy
That has made me feel
Like living is worthwhile
The emotion that comes
On usual days
Are sharp pangs!
That come and go away
Then the dull, bleak, and gray feeling awaits
That makes my eyes
Go lifeless
And my whole body void
Of emotion and life
But this!
This feeling!
Is this it?
The feeling I have awaited
The one I have longed for
Subconsciously
The feeling of joy!
Pure in all its forms
The feeling of flowers at springtime
The sun shining on your face in the summer
The joy that does not go away
But rather, lingers
In my body and the air
It turns me lively with energy
It fills me with pleasure I have never known before
And maybe now, I know
What life is all about
The pursuit
Of this feeling
It is the reason we all live
I see it on the streets
In the air
Everywhere
Because
It has changed me
And maybe this is not why I live
But perhaps it is
But, for as long as I live
Will I remember this feeling
In my heart and forever on