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Ava Lennon Jan 2021
Make me real make me real
You shouldn't have ever made that deal
Why does living come with a price
Why did you have to roll the dice
You ran away in a fright
Afraid of sin's bite
Wandering out in the darkest of night
Make me real make me real
I wish I could just feel
Feel something inside of me
Why can't I be real
Around my empty heart lies a shield
I cried as I ran to the field
Make me real make me real
Ava Lennon Jan 2021
The wind blowing in my face
Show no fear
Show no trace
Don't shed a single tear
Invisibility is a survival skill
Though my heart can be empty
There's no need to fill
Sometimes the hurt weighs heavy
But I always get through it
My heart could take a hit
No need to fill my heart
Never be apart
Sometimes it would be nice
To feel what it's like
But I will suffice
Ava Lennon Jan 2021
Still trying to figure out my motives
I'm finally free
Yet I feel like everything's happening so fast
I feel amazingly overwhelmed
Not wanting to be last
Dauntless? Maybe I should rebel
Just to have fun, no need to tell
Yeah still tryna figure out my motives
Wandering around downtown
Feeling like I'm on top of the world
Like nothing can bring me down
But all the sounds
I still don't have that crown
Look out cuz my world has just been wonderfully turned
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Ava Lennon Jan 2021
Wake me up inside
Call my name
Help me to the other side
Never the same
I will never be tamed
I don't care that I was unnamed
Wake me up inside
Find me on the other side
Look out world
Here comes a girl with fire
For good or bad I will never tire
Wake me up inside
I will no longer hide
Can feel the darkness
I love it
Knowing I should hate it
Ava Lennon Jan 2021
My voice is now filled with wrath
But I feel like I'm finally on my path
Now I know once you have a choice
You hear the voice
The voice of revenge
I will use it carefully, seeing how it can destroy people
You can become dark and hurtful
But you can hear the plea's
Of those you have hurt
Those you kicked to the dirt
Like your friends, and family like me
Ava Lennon Jan 2021
One day If I were to ever be a parent this is what I would say
Don't worry child
I won't let anyone hurt you
I will be here telling you that you're a masterpiece
To you I will protect to you I will be true
I will try to make the best future for you
If you think you are not enough & you think you need to change it all
There's nothing you have to be
God loves you and me
I'll be there when you fall
I'll be right there when you call
Guess this is to my future kid, if I ever have one LOL
Ava Lennon Jan 2021
Pay me to lower my voice
Even when I don't have a choice
I can feel the anger rising in my throat
Come on just leave me alone
I said I was not gonna fight you
I will not be ignored
This time Ima fight
This time I'm going to show you what's right
I can feel anger rising in my throat
I'm not gonna put on the coat
Look out I'm coming back ten times harder
You ruined my story I want to ruin yours, yeah it's rewrote
I'm gonna set you afloat
I'm gonna make you pay
Pay me to lower my voice?!?
But now I have a choice
Now I have a voice
It may be filled with anger and pain
But you drove me insane
I no longer have any chains
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