Come on brother stand up and act like a man
Don't play with that girl
If you'll never put a ring on her hand
This time I'm taking a stand

I'm finally free
Yeah I said it out loud
He no longer haunts me
I'm finally out of the crowd
My future I'm starting to see
I have a chance, an opportunity
I am finally free
Thank you God for getting me through this
Thank you friends for helping me
Thank you Thank you Thank you
I love you all
I'm no longer a slave to my own self
I put my pain on the back of the shelf
Though I'm still learning to love myself
I know I'm getting there
Though a lot of my life was unfair
Now I can start
My life has just begun
This time I'm going to walk towards the sun

Looking up at the sky
Trying to decide
Why oh why
What to do next, will I abide
Love or hate, which side
I want to be near the ocean
To go of the pain I keep in
To hear the waves rushing in
If only I wasn't afraid of drowning
Because if I wasn't I start swimming
Down Down Down
to the deep sea
to go there just to be
To be away from the world just for a minute
Please help us all find peace
I want to be near the ocean
maybe you can come to
To listen to the waves, deep and blue

Looking off into the distance
Wishing I had a pathway I could run away on
These things don't happen by chance
Things are meant for a reason
Maybe to teach me something
To go over my feeling
I hang on to everything
I hang on to every moment
Good and bad
I don't mean to be sad
I don't mean to be mad
But I am happy
Even with a life on the run
Even with a life filled with hurt, and that isn't always fun
God helps me see the light, the sun
My family is all around the world
Mom says she believes in me
Dad says God's working on a masterpiece
Ian says I would never make it you see
Sara cared about me
Logan was always there for me
My friends had been those I could fall back on
I love you all
Even those of you have only ever hurt me
You had a reason to act the way you did
I hope you will find your purpose like I did

Every time I look at you
I feel like my heart's beating out of my chest
Looking from the outside in
I tried to be my best
But I will try to win
I will have to go up against sin

Shards of broken glass
Staring out the window in the middle of class
Writing like I'm running out of time
Quick but silent as a mime
Tick tick tick goes the clock
I hear them at the door, knock, knock, knock

You should stay away from me
I'm dealing with a monster
The beast is ugly
Once you're in you can never get out