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yndnmncnll Aug 2023
It was not your side of the story to tell
You thought you knew me well
Well, you’re wrong
You’re wrong

It was not your side of the story to tell
Your ears are like bells
It rings and you gossip
You chill and take a sip

You don’t know what happened to me
You don’t have the right to judge me
You only know my story, not the whole me
So stop concluding what never happened to me

Don’t assume, never expect
Not everything I say is all about you
Never consume so much of what you wanna accept
Not everything is all about you

Do not disclose any confidential information about yours
Or they would use it against you
He tells stories from one another like he was on tours
It might break or ruin you

They are a two-faced *****
Trying to tear you down
But what they didn’t know is that I am indestructible
Wherein, their mouth itchy that needs to be scratched or ditch
I am not gullible
I’m just an observant ***** trying to tear you all down
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
She growls like an uneducated, unmannered woman
She ain't an athlete
But she chases a man like she's on a marathon
She's a desperate woman
But a ***** you could easily defeat
With just a blow, she loses and I won

Why does she chase him?
When he already loved another
Why does she still stay and never let go of him?
They're no longer meant for each other

She’s just wasting her entire life
Her entire time just for him
He doesn’t deserve to be his wife
He’s too good for him

She lost her entire life trying her best
To be loved by him was a test
She was fooled and used
She was gullible and it’s no use

"Let them bark like Cerberus", said she
“Let them howl like she’s more beautiful than Venus”, said she
But she’s the real Cerberus
Chases and forces herself to be loved by

She's nothing compared to me
She's no match for me

She was more than what he meets in the eyes
She was once the apple of his eyes
Her life is filled with lies
She is comforted with lies

And is hurt by the truth
She never knows nor values her worth

She was beautiful but has poor judgment of character
She lets other people down
To gain self-satisfaction from others
She didn't even know she's already down

She bangs like a rifle
Explodes like a missile
She's so gullible in one in a million
She no longer has companion

She’s a trophy wife
Such a life would become bitter strife
A desperate, pathetic *****
No cure would get rid of the itch

Maybe her mouth needs stitching
Cerberus is quite noisy to be barking.
She is destined for growling, for howling

“I’m an educated *****”, said she
But Cerberus is a well-mannered *****, said he
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
Got me blinded by the probe lights
          It got me nauseous
          But I’ve been cautious
          Got my mind static to see bright flashing lights

          I’m so depressed
          Stressed
          I intake medicine to relieve the pain
          But I’m no longer numb enough
          To not feel the pain
          I know life is tough

          Can’t control my mind
          My mind controls me
          Can’t control my thoughts
          I overthink nonsense thoughts

          There’s an aura before it starts
          It brings strange smells and tastes
          Tingling sensations, a feeling out of control
          It brings memory slips and confusion

          I’m so fatigued
          Exhausted and weak
          Emotional waves, anxiety at its peak
          Fear and euphoria, they both intertwine

          But the thoughts keep racing
          They won’t slow down
          In this storm of sensations
          I’m caught in between

          So I take my medicine
          Hope for relief
          It’s a battle each day
          Amidst disbelief
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
Red orange sunset skies
Deep blue sea
Barefoot walking on the sand
With my slippers on my hand

Hold hands as we walk by
Never thought of loving you could be this high
I felt so free, when you're with me
I felt so safe and secured, your love's so pure

I wanna hug you tight, love you right
Be with you day and night
Like the stars we shine bright

I wanna try it all, try it all with you
I wanna try it all, try it all with you
Kiss under the rain
You take away the pain

Road trip, sound trip
Camping, hiking
Sleep in the tent with you
Cooking, grilling with you

Sitting by the fire next to you
Swim in the deep sea of blankets with you
Make love with you
Cuddle with you

You, I wanna try it all with you
I’ve been the best version of me because of you
You, you loved me with all of you
I wanna try it all with you

When you call my name
I'm no longer the same
When you loved me now
I wanna keep you now

I've never been more sure before
I've never felt this before

You've been my favorite since then
But now I couldn't remember when
Why is the sky blue?
You've always been my best view

You gave me everything, gave me the world
The universe, the love I deserve
I’m not asking for anything, without a word
But you gave me things not everyone could afford to give me

You loved me more than anything
Crowned and praised me at my best
Corrected and comforted me at my worst
Baby, I’ll always be your queen, so be my forever king
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
I didn't expect for you to arrive so soon
What I felt was so over the moon
When I met you, it was something special
This love was rather emotional or sentimental

Seeing you smile and happy made my day complete
While holding my hand or hugging me made my heart beat
Our blissful nights are for *******
And our glory mornings are for *******

What would life be without you?
Would life be worth living without you?

All my better days are the ones spent with you
I would never finish falling in love with you
And in the middle of my mess and chaos, there was you
Baby, your arms felt like home

With you, it will always feel like coming home
Then and now, my heart made its choice and it chose you

When I'm with you, I always forget my problems and sorrows
Only you can make me smile even in my lowest of lows
And only you is proud enough to love and accept me
Right before we became lovers

I knew that we were meant to be together
That you belong with me

I just wanna give the love you never had
I just wanna see you being glad
No more room for loneliness
I hope with me is where you would find your long lost happiness
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
Your absence left a hole in my heart
I hate the feeling that my heart was tearing apart
How I miss your presence being next to me
But why, I don't understand you, leaving me

Why didn't you wait for me
Now you're there lying cold six feet below the ground
I know your presence is still around
But now I'm drowning in my own misery

I miss the way you call my name
How you laugh and you smile
It made me happy too even just for a while
How I fix you in my gaze
I miss your pretty, angelic face
But when you left, I'm no longer the same

I still feel you here, here with me
Although I already felt lost
Dancing on my own with your ghost
I still need you here with me

Where were you when I need you most
I still can't believe it
I can't seem to get over it
Now that you're gone
I'm left here all alone
Wish you were here with me, I need you most

The sky is gloomy, I am moody
The weather is so cold
Yes I've been told

The wind flies away south
Gotta forget what this is all about

Now that you're gone
You're no longer here
When everything is said and done
I still want you here
yndnmncnll Aug 2023
Been staring at you for a while now
Been imagining positions in the back of my mind
How to ******* in different positions now
This is the holy grail you will ever find

I know you want this
How badly you need this
You deserve so much more
I know you want more

Come here and *** for me
I want you to *** inside me
Make me ***** baby
Make me drive you crazy

You always keep coming back for more
I know you want more
Let me be there for you
Satisfy you, gratify you

Make your rocket alive
Let me drive
Let me be the one to break you
With my bare hands and **** body
Moan you, urge you, want you
Keep it steady
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