I misled you from the start. I adored your kind heart and your weaker knees spread apart to please. We made our Love baby no if and or maybe. 25 years we downsize sleep alone realize these rooms don't fit sleep in beds of regret.
I'm insecure bad boy unsure born broken first son token Dad a war hero speed freak curio temper short fuse love hate confuse minefield stroll security was stole.
Time warps are real God cheats, will steal minutes become hours night's stolen stars. We live in sideshows freaks nobody knows the rules to follow. It all seems shallow. It's right or wrong. It's weak or strong. all crooked rhyme warped bent time.
Where can I set my pain fears so as not to upset an apple cart? I ran away in desperate tears bleeding out from the start. 6 Alcott Lane disappears the homecoming heart.
My life is not a page full of pretty poetry more like fire of rage Hiroshima imagery molten hearts boiled tears flowers were never grown countless wasted years lives were never known.