It was an antiseptic space. The doctor said
something I couldn't quite hear because loud
seconds echoed from recent life I lived instead
and the waiting room had an infested crowd.
I heard stage 4, in your blood, invading your
entire body, maybe 3 months. The noise shone
louder. Each tick became a bomb in a war zone.
Deafening. I thanked her and shuffled home.
My girl just turned 2. Collateral damage.
What god does this to my wife and our baby?
I'm smaller each day disappearing in young age
I smile air kisses goodbye to my fading family.