All the good things from my past are past
and my future looks like a ghost empty vast.
Tremors are worse, memory is going too fast
Clocks are breaking and time will never last.

I live my life in tiny parts
steal pieces of my heart
reluctant in fits and starts
wish I were here  for my part.

My memory is less than it was before.
I can't remember my five wives names.
I can't forget thunder of  slamming door.
I will never heal my cruel inflicted pains.

Her fingernails grow
like vampire teeth
bleed your back slow
when I come I seethe.
The hottest heartbeat
explodes in lust flame.
You're my kindest treat
no sin left for any blame.

It's getting worse
memory fading
away each day
grow old curse.
I know I know
but I just forget.
Were we in love
with love's regret?

My bike was broke
dad fixed the spoke.
My heart was broke
Jeanie gave me smoke.
Eileen walked forever
listened to my bother.
Kevin bailed me free
I stole dimes for candy.
Terry looked other way
while I ****** the day.

Is apathy
ever free
civil war
in the bar
drunks fight
for the right
take a stand
**** the band
bury the hate
never too late
bury our dead
drink instead.