Runner's High

The first time was sanctified
forever after was mystified
I'm still running until I died.
Bury me with my Nike's.

razor's edge
too sharp
to think
penthouse
don't jump
might awake
from dreams
die in trash
rats eat me
when I crash.

God, I have to ****
don't let me miss
I pray to be on time.
Need a good night kiss.

I made you beg again
for my tiny treasure.
Gold by the ounce sin.
Never mind a measure.

One more glass of wine
  this time machine moves
  before you killed a liver.
  We'll laugh until we cry.

  Morning kills our reverie.
  Now awake in tears again.
  I'll never forgive your
  weak end of the journey.

I'm just one in a million
broken heart gazillion.
I just ache never bleed
burning for your need.