Scammed as I could be
you picked my pocket
while you set me free
exploded my rocket.

Empathetic. Tear stains.
  Heart afire and broken.
  Youth. Broke vows. Broke
  family. Round the drain.
  Angel saved me. Broke her
  heart. Angels saved me.
  Broke their hearts. Devil
  saved me. Broke her heart.
  Queen Jayne saved me as
  stars in our dark night
  alone together we do it
  til we create new light.
We named her Bailey.
She shines so bright!

Those who did the deadly deeds
are now as dead as poison weeds.
Truth will always out finally
then we learn the true history.
CIA and FBI and Dulles brothers
and LBJ and J Edgar. Many others.

I first saw you in a treatment chair.
   Forgive my honest catatonic stare
   and my ****** up childhood prayer.
   Am I dead? Why do I see you there?
   Dead on a cross in your underwear
   strapped down I can't kneel I swear.

Never live or die
just disappear fly
too fast to splatter
too small to matter.

Missing me as I miss you
our fibers coming undone
I stare into the black mirror
an eternity a smoking gun
we both magically appear.

Katie was our first born.
Proof of our forever love.
Years evaporate, her scorn
tells us Good Bye shove.