I'm 75.
I'll die.
Death
Stares
in my
good eye
last breath
blow out
final candles
Cake on fire.
I hate that's
what
I desire.

I went online to Amazon
to get my purchase fix
but didn't need or want
anything in the crazy mix.

Jeff, you've filled my cart
with all my dreams cheap.
You drained my heart
with nothing left to keep.

The Queen of hearts from Wonderland
rules the moon tonight with madness
unbridled and welcomed out of hand
desperate to avoid any kind of sadness.

Explain Love's complex gears,
well maintained pocket watch.
How is it possible for years?
Tell me what's the fatal catch?

I miss the girl that I wed.
Midnight stars hover above?
I gave you passion in bed,
did I forget how to love?

Our God Almighty
so we breathe easy
forget about gulags
and pedophiles ******
betray us from above
lick us for your love
wear the rubber glove
embrace pain's shove.

I defy time and space
through your wormhole
I met us in a sticky place
impaled on final goal.

I was finally too old to see her arrive
at midnight the ***** drop in NYC .
I was dreaming of us way back when
we were both fit and fetching thin.

Saturday night and drunk again.
Stanley screams for Stella from
sidewalk to let her know he's
full of desire's kiss and ***.

Blanche thankful for strangers'
kindness saves her from guilt
wanting her sister's husband
but her roses will always wilt.