When I first saw you I'd loved you forever. We danced in Pompeii died welded together under blankets of ash statues of our history witness carnal cash, *******'s mystery.
I never believed in anything as much as I believed in us. I'll never forget dog breath. You taught me how to trust. You taught me patience and humility and to be kind when it wasn't deserved but atone. I need you more than ever to show me the way back home.
I'm always tired lately. Can't wait for bedtime to lay me to rest and wake tomorrow to the same day again. I'm caught in a whirlpool forever. What can I drink or smoke or inject? What religion will help me out here? Maybe I'm dead and don't know it yet?
The hundred dollar bill in 1998 buys less than a twenty in 1958. Tax us to battlefields for wars. Pay for *******'s lovely ******. Forget unwashed trash's pains. Genocide removes their stains.
Come now, child, life is long. Learn loves, hates and pains as you hum your silly song a cancer with cruel refrains, never really actually a Fair. Most of the herd won't care. Some will always beware of a bad luck death stare.
I harbor a sadness in my heart I wish I could destroy but time stops before it has time to start. It's gravity heavy in my own bed with God's fierce sinner's weight I broke my vows we wed now dead.