She left in Autumn's harvest rich reds and orange and rust. I kept her love for many years through all the neglected tears. My nerves all burn in my shame fearing she can't recall my name.
She's bitter but comforts me, like mommy could never be. It haunts my mind with desire. I'm always looking for her fire. Sirens burned me up as we came. ****** saved me from the shame.
I cry without tears fight without fears love that disappears argue with mirrors. Keep myself confused a young girl abused by an uncle amused the *** was bruised. I'm less you're more. I'm a peasant ***** who refuses the door a dime for the poor.
Time warps are real, God cheats, will steal minutes become hours night's stolen stars. We live in sideshows freaks nobody knows the rules to follow. It all seems shallow. It's right or wrong. It's weak or strong.
I keep diminishing less each day older on to my finishing odd each day bolder Call me Buster give me a caring treat. Live and let live. I smell her in heat.