A glimmer of light shine so deep into the night
holding visions in my eyes;
while your hands are around my waist
asking me to tell you what it is I see,

I pray for true love to find its way
back into the deaden hearts that you have taken apart,
while I see you counting the hills across the way
just to see if you could find another heartache,

the sheets of clouds are making its way in,
I would hear you say repeatedly
That I am a falling star you left marked,
While a glimmer of lightning lights up the night
While you give me fright to save my own life,

I admit I'm a bit of a fool for playing by your rules
I've found my escape in your eyes;
That’s when I started to cry,
While I am alone with you
I learn to find love in my heart to forgive you,

But the more I true to do what is right
You started playing games on my mind,
you kept me on confuse about you,
Oh, I cry for you to turn down the sounds
Of your words of lies that haunt me in my life,

when we fight about your dark life
you take me by the bridge for me to see
the city that never sleeps;
here in the moment on the dark side of the screen
I see you looking back at me,

I hope one day soon your heart will unfreeze
I want to feel the warmth of you while you breathe.

Judy Emery © 2000
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

A glimmer of light shine so deep into the night
holding visions in my eyes;
while your hands are around my waist
asking me to tell you what it is I see,
I pray for true love to find its way
back into the deaden hearts that you have taken apart,
while I see you counting the hills across the way
just to see if you could find another heartache,
the sheets of clouds are making its way in,
I would hear you say repeatedly
That I am a falling star you left marked,
While a glimmer of lightning lights up the night
While you give me fright to save my own life,
I admit I'm a bit of a fool for playing by your rules
I've found my escape in your eyes;
That’s when I started to cry,
While I am alone with you
I learn to find love in my heart to forgive you,
But the more I true to do what is right
You started playing games on my mind,
you kept me on confuse about you,
Oh, I cry for you to turn down the sounds
Of your words of lies that haunt me in my life,
when we fight about your dark life
you take me by the bridge for me to see
the city that never sleeps;
here in the moment on the dark side of the screen
I see you looking back at me,
I hope one day soon your heart will unfreeze
I want to feel the warmth of you while you breathe.

-Judy Emery © 2000
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

My days or gloomy gray, I asked my God to take this nightmare away; then a voice came out of nowhere, saying this is the way it must be for you to understand my commands. This is where you will learn to take your stand and teach others about me. It wasn't long until I started to speak, to all who would hear what I needed to say, for I could lead away for many to find the beauty of the LORD.

But when it comes to darken dreams, no one wants to hear a thing, when it comes to Jehovah God and our Lord Jesus. Soon, it didn't take long for the news to spread what it is I said, and it was if I had done something bad. Dark Angel came out of nowhere, saying: You must have lost your mind, talking about love, and forgiveness, you could never help those who are already mine.

That is when he looked around his slaves had fallen to the ground, crying out to him because they were afraid of what he would do if they even looked another way. Moonlight, he would call out in anger, telling me I better stop the foolishness and find your way to me. Then he started laughing like he saw something funny.

I looked up at him, telling him I will never stop speaking what is true to all that has a chance to see anew life from a place as this,
they all need to know there is a stronger love, a stronger King, that will forgive if only they would change their ways and walk in the true faith. He started yelling out me in all kinds of languages, before long I was cast into a place of deeper dooms.

Dark Angel made things even ******* me, my nights are longer in pains, at times I feel I will go insane while he cast all kinds of blames, making me feel so ashamed. I toss and I turn, while I cry so many tears that seemed to last for many long years. Every time Dark Angel is coming near, he would cast on the fears.

His voice is deep, and he sounds so very mean, while he starts calling out my name, Moonlight comes to me and take my hand and walk with me while we can talk about your faith.
I took his hand as he started leading me to a strange place deep into the woods, telling me so many bad things that made me see him for what he really is.

His words are hurtful that cuts deep within your soul, marked the heart bleed and he will not let go, This made my body feel so many pains that I never felt before. no matter how I plied or cry, Dark Angel will always be next to me just watching me while I scream.

  -Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

To know God, It is Love.

Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Read 1John 4:8

Being alone was something I loved
because I got to be alone
with my heavenly love
that always stood by my side
no matter how bad at times, I cried
praying for so many lives that had died.
so many came around
acting like clowns
around this old town,
This isn't something new
when they are being used
by the evil one of this world
But in my life Jehovah my God
gave me the strength
to do what is right
In HIS EYES.

Poetic Judy Emery © 2019

The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Now what I see is everything we once had
is now gone with the wind left in the past
And all that is left within is the rapture of my soul
there is nothing else you can take from me
all that I have to give is the millions of pieces
of my broken heart that has gone cold.

I can still remember:
when we danced in so much romance
but all of that is a big darken memories
that our love has flown apart with no warnings
maybe the warnings were there all along
and I just didn't want to see them.

We are like the candle in the wind
and the hot flame of our love just burned out
and now we walk around so empty
without a spark of light to keep the candle burning
the wind has blown it out just like our love
all we have left is the faded footsteps of the past
of what we once had.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Green is the deep color of the sea,
Where far away thoughts are made,
Green is the eyes of Moonlight,
Her eyes changed with her moods
Just like the ancient moon,

Green is the color of many ancient books,
That poets write their famous lines,
In the green wood’s, where ravens fly
Where the grass is forever green,
Where lovers make their dreams,

Green is the frog that jumps on the lilies pads
that are floating on the pound,
Green is the sea moss
at the end of the sea banks,

Green is the color we all love to see
Green is the land where the queen takes her stand
Green is many things
even in darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Happiness
is the fullness
of the word of God
Don't miss the Brightness
that shine in this Darkness
Let GOD be your true Love.


Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

It was the haunting of lust,
the year 1836, 1 January
DARK Angel, thin aching lust
of his hunger and need
For what he could not have  
His penitence is running thin
You see. He looks to the high  
the low to take control
The Angel he wants is me  
My soul
My beautiful violence
the charm that could even charm the sea
My love is not free
it doesn't belong to what is of the dark
I love my true God
He is the high tower
that holds all the  power
the one Dark Angel
Is so jealous of
He put me through so much pain
brings on the rain
in darken dreams of true agony
but I will still stand strong
I will never give in
but my soul is growing weak
my body is in so much need
Dark Angel has my name
written upon his wing 's
''Moonlight ''
That is what he call's me
because of his eye's
because how the moon change
but most of all
he wants me as his queen of darkness
He has a way that never reached me too late
When music sounds off
in his mind becomes in lust
he goes out for a hunt
he is hungry for me
he feels he could no longer breath
he needs me for everything
His Lust is like silvery to a sultry fire
holding on to deep desire
that hold flames in his eyes
His envious heart  
can't stand to lose,
  His delight is to torture
a game he has not been able to win
He is an enemy in God's eyes
Dark Angel kills the soul of his people
that holds love for God
  Dark Angel, found me  when I had been
Walking around downtown
talking to everyone I could find
telling them all about the true faith
who would hear about my true God
  his kingdom will soon arise
My love for God
is what I live for
that was not good in Dark Angels eyes
He wanted what he couldn't have
that is my heart
that is true to the highest
Dark Angel watch me all the time
he stalking me in everything I do
my beauty burn deep within
My soul holds a place he could never be
a place he hungers to see
Dark Angel is like flames of all evil
On a cold September night
I started having very bad dreams
  something I haven't had
I get up and made me some tea
I felt someone watching me
through my bedroom window
I felt all eyes on me
I didn't see anything unusual upon the land
near my home
I just started to read and sip on my tea
while the winter night moved along
The breath of autumn woods
  silence is a place where the cold wind blows
time time again
you could hear the wind like a cry's
in deep pain
like death like mourning
Just then I felt a pain like never before.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

'Your hand, clenching in mine
and mine, clenching yours,
You had a look that turns in like
Dr. Hook,
I see your face lit up as you saw  
The light of a paradise,
a smile so rare that  
I just stare and stare
to keep it there with a love of the  
Most high.
Time at a still Life is simple,
beautiful, wonderful,
Oh, so wonderful like you,
I mustn't blink, If I do this feeling  
of you will be gone,
have you seen your perfection yet
then he looked and said not yet!  
having perfection is nothing you  
can ever reach; Only one man had  
ever exceed and that was Jesus.
the greatest gift is love,
this is the perfect gift from heaven above,
this is true love.

Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Every time  he would speak
I hunger for the words that are hidden,
I feel as if I am hearing an angel
words true and strong
like a song that carried on.

He would talk so much
about heavenly love
Love has a way to heal the soul
it can get you to dance into the rain
of yesterday's pains
and wash you clean.

Judy Emery © 2014
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Look at  my poor heart is on the run where love could never find me,
What have I ever done for things like this to happen?

-Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

He picked at my heart like he was hunting for the key
when he found it he left my heart to bleed.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Yes I do mean what I say
when I told you goodbye
I am glad you are out of my life
I would never want to be your wife,

You are something evil of the night
you give me so much fright
I know I was once wise
yet strong and soft to the touch
when love meant so much,

But that was then
but that is not now
I speak my mind very clearly
I hold affections of love
but not for you
then one that likes to make me blue,

Flee from me you evil thing
that gives me darken dreams
take your hands off of me
this is my smooth ceremony
of true exotic of my pains,

Oh, here comes the rain
whit more of your portion
of your anger
the skies are no more light
but very dark
You are eating away at my heart,

Yes I do speak my mind
but when it comes to you
You cast an evil spell of hell
upon me into darken dreams
that always makes me scream
out your name  
in so many pains
Oh, here comes the rain
of yesterday’s pains.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I prayed over and over for God to help me
I got lost in what was happening
this beast killed my spirit
shamed my name
and gave me all his blame
for treating me this away
told my friends and families so many lies
that they walked by his side,
they didn't even care I was walking in fear.
I told my religion what was going on
they just looked the other way
was it because I am a woman?
that I didn't have any right to speak
what is he was doing to me?
what he is still doing on the internet
who so many people forget,
Dear God, please set me free
from all my agony that has been put on me.

Judy Emery © 2005
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

He has sung his songs to me
In late winter upon the seas,
Where all color of men and woman
dancing around to the sound,

Oh, how he can sing the most beautiful love songs,
Which the sounds are strange,
but his words of true delight to the ears that hear,
Oh, sweet love jumps to the sounds of thump.

- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

He took hold of my small waist narrowing his hands almost at my ribs just to get a closer feel of what he hungers for, I will never let you go without a fight he looked deep in my eyes I started to cry in so much agony.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

He would tell me
every time I look
in your eyes
it is like reading a book.

You are the story
that has made history
you are the fairy tale
I love to read.

- Judy Emery © 2010 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

There are hidden secrets sounding off in the winter winds in the heavens of billions of stars are messages where the spirits talk and left secret.

-Judy Emery © 1983 The QueenOf Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

He tells me about love
of night and day  
to help me keep my faith
This beauty,-
the joy that comes from Him
The seed of this Love
I hold grown in wisdom
and trueness of His deepest love
that comes to me from heaven above.

Poetic Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

His Eyes are haunting and his kiss is deadly.
Dark Angel kissed me in dark spring
it was all in my dreams
where it is I hear painful screams.
He takes me down;
where all the fallen angels are standing around
just waiting to see him crowned;
yet he only looked at me so he could try to read me
to see what my eyes hold, he can see I'm bold.
Dark Angel cast his spell on me with a death kiss,
I was lost in that moment of another time,
Oh, he is playing on my mind.
I see so many things I never wanted to see
I feel the pains where I had been cast into ancient dreams
where it is I hear all those screams,
not knowing what it all means.
It all was like I was in a play
where so many asking him which way they should walk
or how they should talk or dress for the best
in a wedding fest,-
But in his eyes are very haunting
I see how he watches me day and night
bring on the fright where I must fight for what is right.
I must be insane to feel this away
my life is in his hands where he is always making commands.
I will never understand how he got a hold of me
and how he swept me off my feet,
every time he is near, I start to tremble into fear
as he speaks what's wrong dear,
his slightest touch takes me places I never been
it's like a craving deep within.

- Judy Emery © 1979
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dragging his hunger like thunder
deep into the September sky
holding his head up very high,
mocked by old lovers
that he once uncovered
hunger is his thunder
in the magic of time,
He stands before me
like never before
I can see by the way he looks at me
he has started to change
oh, here comes the rain
while we stand by the graves,
Sobbing in pains of yesterday's
howling coming from the wind
muzzling the sounds of the birds
that likes to chirp,
Dark Angel looks at me
telling me the loss of his panic
when drops of love were once among
but ashamed to love again
because it cuts deep within.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

His voice in my dream kept talking to me over and over about what could be if I would do as he said, he loves messing with my mind most of the time. I can still feel the hat and the unloved at the same time, He was showing me what he could mean to me, showing me images of all he would give to me, his love is dark and very painful, but he calls it joyful. I feel more pain knowing he is always in my mind most of the time telling me all kinds of lies. He is not right he needs some kind of help, and I do mean professional help. My world fell right at his feet while I sleep in darken dreams.
He would tell me how he will always hunt me down in my sleep and the deeper I deep will be harder for me to wake, even if we are millions of mile apart he will keep cut at heart. Soon his voice had ended I have woken up in tears again.

- Judy Emery © 1979
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

His words were not the same,
they kept on changing
like the seasons
but he had no good reason.

What I felt
wasn't the same as how he felt.
His words he would say
were played out like a cared game.
-Judy Emery © 1981 The QueenOf Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

I am still young not yet too old,
But they still say, leave me alone
To him, that comes around
playing the town then comes
Just to push me down,
We the crowed got him to leave
he told me I was a fool,
but what he didn’t know
the day he left I got control of my life again,
freedom from the pain he gave,
I didn’t know what love was yet,
So, I believed all the lies he ever told,
Oh, how he made my life feel so cold,
He would always come around deep into the night
Just to give me more fright,
He would always tell me, love isn’t what you think
Love is a word that will always make you sink,
Love is a show, a game people plays
Just to get their way,
It’s like having a dream then ends with pain,
A place that will leave you broken,
Love is never what it seems,
All it will do is make you scream,
It’s like watching a movie,
Just to see it all fall apart at the end,
Oh, how I learned never to trust a soul every again,
I would never let anyone get close,
All my desires for love flown out the window,
The wind would roll, pushing the waves around on the sea,
While the sobbing whispers of he keep haunting me.

Judy Emery © 2017

The Queen Of Darken Dreams Lilly Emery

Listen to the old sounds that cry at night
oh how the old wind blows again
holding back the years of pains deep within
I think about the fear I've had so long
I know deep down I must face the pains
but for now, I keep running with the wind
I pray that somebody will listen to my pains
I pray that life will not stay this away
Listen to the fear that's gone on way to long
can anybody help me, please
I am strangled by the wishes I begged for
I hoped for Love to find me someday
but all I have is broken down dreams
sooner or later Love will find me
Oh Lord please help me find my way
Holding back the years I held so long
I know this one day will be a song
A chance for me to escape from all I know
it will never be a word untold
I held back my deep emotions of unspoken pains
I held those long chocking tears of being alone
nothing here is wrong but this sad old song
that keeps hanging on
I've wasted all my tears holding on fear
I have no reason to let Love come near
I know I have to take care of what I held deep within
that has been cutting at my heart for a way too long
darkens of a broken home
the scares that yet hasn't held
the words of lies haunt me day and night
Wasted all those years just fighting back the pains
standing alone in the rain
hoping the rain would wash away all my pains
Nothing had the chance to be good
no way not in the hood
Nothing ever could go right with a mother and a father
never by my side, they left me in a cold darken world
all alone with no one to hold me
when the pain got too much for me
I'll keep holding on to the sound of the wind
sing out to me deep within
I made the wind and the moon my only friends.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Hold me close he would say, then ask me for a second dose
of another cold dance in the rain of a nasty thunderstorm
of his pain of deep control I just wanted to be free from his darkness, his madness, his lies, that cut me so deep, he leaves me feeling I cannot breathe, he has me is a dark state of mind just waiting for my death bed, this you got to know
PLEASE, please Dark Angel, let me go.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Horror and pain come to the mighty rain, In deep emotions, they do fall, I hear words of sorrow knocking at the doors of the poor while a noble slave tries to shine faith their way.

- Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery