Now, it’s only written down in a book where all wants to take a look at the light of the moon saddens in late June.

- Judy Emery © 2018
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

What joy and satisfaction it gives me  to see that my words
made a difference in your world. The simple to loves is a path to satisfaction of deep appetite of you and me that is all over the place of Washington D.C. our love sealed the sea. Is there something in particular that Love has not given to us if so let find what it is to get the satisfaction of it with our names on it for the world of New Jersey, to see and read on their job of true love research what it is that we have and discovered they want if to love is the satisfaction that makes the world a batter place the satisfaction of love is better physical in heath of mind body and spirit. New York City asks for more I hear business people talking about how Love can heal the broken heart' ed shines a light on fulfilling the need, desires of a Cinderella, and sleeping beauty of a Love ever after like You and me. California to Texas the newspapers have our names in it. The '' employee of satisfaction '' when they read Love is the key. A film of ideas that is much more interesting than its actual satisfactions. Love is the heartfelt need that makes the air easier to breathe love is what the world needs, But you are the satisfaction of me.

- Judy Emery © 1985
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, never reveal who it is you love,
Love is a secrete between two,
Love is something untold,
Love isn’t to be sold,
Oh, gentle winds that touched the skin
You hold the love of all time,
Your touch is smooth
Yet, it is cool and silently invisible,
Love is the music to my ears,
Only I can hear,
Love kissed me on my lips,
Love whispered his heart to me,
Trembling bodies upon the sand
A place where we once danced,
We made romance in lover’s memories,
Cold, sea blown winds,
Casting its spells again,
In ghastly fears, we go
To a place of the unknown
Where lies are always being told.
Oh, how love departed,
Left me broken-hearted,
Soon after the fall, I traveled on.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, never reveal who it is you love,
Love is a secrete between two,
Love is something untold,
Love isn’t to be sold,
Oh, gentle winds that touched the skin
You hold a love of all time,
Your touch is smooth
Yet, it is cool and silently invisible,
Love is the music to my ears,
Only I can hear,
Love kissed me on my lips,
Love whispered his heart to me,
Trembling bodies upon the sand
A place where we once danced,
We made romance in lover’s memories,
Cold, sea blown winds,
Casting its spells again,
In ghastly fears, we go
To a place of the unknown
Where lies are always being told.
Oh, how love departed,
Left me broken-hearted,
Soon after the fall, I traveled on.

-Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

He has given me the pain of rain that will never go away September will always be remembered.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

It was a sad cold September night
when you had taken over my life
Why do you say things that are not true?
you take me in your arms that night
and dance away with my life
you take me to darken places
I had never seen
you give me bad darken dreams,
You told me it’s not what it looks like
things are never what they seem
oh, why do you give my heart so many wounds
look at me and tell me what you see
Oh, Dark Angel, you can never give me back
what you had taken from me,
Bullets of fire hit the sky
upon on that cold September night
oh, mirror let him see
I left my mark on him indeed
just like he did to me
Oh, you cut me deep
this anyone could see.
You left me out to bleed
just like that old crying sea
you Dark Angel covered me in scares
and you give me roses
that had lots of thorns
you have written a note saying
I love you more than you'll ever know.

Judy Emery © 2000
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

When I look into your eyes
it is like I am looking in stain glass
seeing a fire burning on high
we'll you hold restrain from me
I can see the pains you hold
but you stand so bold
just to tell me you have a love for me
that I am your queen
but I cried out how can that be
you don't even know me
and this is what he told me
I cast pain upon all who see's you
because I will never let another have you
or love you
You will always be my everything
when Dark Angel has taken me down
he looked deep into my crying eyes
I will always be your only one
I am your king of darkness
the one you will always miss
I had cast my spells upon on your head
you will never forget
this cold September night
Dark Angel would tell me his stories
and tell me so many lies
just to keep me on your side
Don't you see what you are doing to me?
you are cutting me way too deep
I am starting to feel I can no longer breath
you are taking the life out of me
I know nothing last forever
this is something you tell me most of the time
but when I look into your eyes
I see stain glass of blood running into the sea
I start to cry because that is my life
you handed down to me
in darken dreams
I know deep within my heart
people do change
Why don't you give it a try
then I told him over and over
I could never love a man like you
that would be so hard for me to love someone
when he isn't free to love me back
the way I need him too
your heart is so cold
I 'm starting to think that is all you know
is a life of darkness
So I hold a candle up on high
into that cold September sky
oh did it rain with no end to the pain
this old candle has your name
I tell myself don't feel a shame
because I know I am not the blame
of yesterdays pains
Oh, why September rains
keep the memories a flowing
If we only had taken some time
you could see I had never lied
but now I set out in that cold September rains
crying out so many pains
I try to rest my head upon my bed
but when I fall into a deep sleep
I will see you
what is my poor heart to do
when I still Love You?

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

When I look into your eyes

it is like I am looking in stain glass

seeing a fire burning on high

while you hold restrain from me

I can see the pains you hold

but you stand so bold

just to tell me you have a love for me

that I am your queen

but I cried out how can that be

you don't even know me

and this is what he told me

I cast pain upon all who see's you

because I will never let another have you

or love you

You will always be my everything

when Dark Angel has taken me down

he looked deep into my crying eyes

I will always be your only one

I am your king of darkness

the one you will always miss

I had cast my spells upon on your head

you will never forget

this cold September night

Dark Angel would tell me his stories

and tell me so many lies

just to keep me on your side

Don't you see what you are doing to me?

you are cutting me way too deep

I am starting to feel I can no longer breath

you are taking the life out of me

I know nothing last forever

this is something you tell me most of the time

but when I look into your eyes

I see stain glass of blood running into the sea

I start to cry because that is my life

you handed down to me

in darken dreams

I know deep within my heart

people do change

Why don't you give it a try

then I told him over and over

I could never love a man like you

that would be so hard for me to love someone

when he isn't free to love me back

the way I need him too

your heart is so cold

I 'm starting to think that is all you know

is a life of darkness

So I hold a candle upon hight

into that cold September sky

oh did it rain with no end to the pain

this old candle has your name

I tell myself don't feel a shame

because I know I am not the blame

of yesterdays pains

Oh, why September rains

keep the memories a flowing

If we only had taken some time

you could see I had never lied

but now I set out in that cold September rains

crying out so many pains

I try to rest my head upon my bed

but when I fall into a deep sleep

I will see you

what is my poor heart to do

when I still Love You?

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The bank's braes and streams all around
The castle of Dark Angel
Green by woods and fair flowers
There is a great depression
that will overtake your souls
Dark Angel and the Black Magic woman,
will cast the spell of darken dreams
your heart will scream
it will flood like the sea
crying out to thee
into every inch, you hold of your soul
it will never let go,
you will never find an honest soul
darkness id all they know
Dark Angel will give
wonders and worries
throughout your days
your life of hate
this is the life Dark Angel gave,
to the heart of pain
the flood of tears is everywhere
no souls to spare
the expressions on their face
has so much hate  
you will never see the light of faith
in them darken eyes,
Oh, pale, pale lips cry out to me
Dark Angel calls me
I assure myself everything is going
to be okay
But the who am I to say
any fool can see
Dark Angel has me,
I pleaded for Dark Angel to let me be,
I am crying with the sea
His rage came over me  
I'm afraid and very weak to even think
When I try to explain
what I was feeling
it didn't matter anyway,
Oh, pale lips come
Oh, pale of rosy lips
kiss me of death
to your King
Dark Angel walks over to me
I am hearing bad things
I hear things I must not speak,
I must stay strong and meek
But Dark Angel
has a battle of his own to keep?
I am in way too deep
I'm losing the fight for my own rights,
Then Dark Angel kissed me
I feel I could no longer breath
he is taken the life out of me
He has given me the pain of rain
that will never go away
September will always be remembered.


Copyright © Judy Emery 2000
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The banks; braes and streams all around
The castle of Dark Angel
Green by woods and fair flowers
There is a great depression
that will overtake your souls
Dark Angel and the Black Magic woman,
will cast the spell of darken dreams
your heart will scream
it will flood like the sea
crying out to thee
into every inch, you hold of your soul
it will never let go,
you will never find an honest soul
darkness id all they know
Dark Angel will give
wonders and worries
throughout your days
your life of hate
this is the life Dark Angel gave,
to the heart of pain
the flood of tears is everywhere
no souls to spare
the expressions on their face
has so much hate  
you will never see the light of faith
in them darken eyes,
Oh, pale, pale lips cry out to me
Dark Angel calls me
I assure myself everything is going
to be okay
But the who am I to say
any fool can see
Dark Angel has me,
I pleaded for Dark Angel
to let me be,
I am crying with the sea
His rage came over me  
I'm afraid and very weak to even think
When I try to explain
what I was feeling
it didn't matter anyway,
Oh, pale lips come
Oh, pale of rosy lips
kiss me of death
to your King
Dark Angel walks over to me
I am hearing bad things
I hear things I must not speak,
I must stay strong and meek
But Dark Angel
has a battle of his own to keep?
I am in the way too deep
I'm losing the fight for my own rights,
Then Dark Angel kissed me
I feel I could no longer breath
he is taken the life out of me
He has given me the pain of rain
that will never go away
September will always be remembered.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

The intellectual interests of scorn twilight
Is shining its beauty into the night?
Upon the meadowlands,
Where the elder knight stands,
Tall and very bold
Ivory skin
Big blue eyes
With plumped lips,
A man I once kissed,
His shadow I still see dancing with me,
It was a dance I will never forget,
But at times my poor heart wants to follow
The shadow of that summer night,
He gave me so much delight
Love was in the making
But I again ran from love
Because of what I hold within,
I know, don’t understand why
I let love slip from my hands,
His words shadow me with a summers song,
That keeps me holding on,
But tonight, I hear another kind of song
Music of true madness
It became very dark in vain,
Tracking of a hunter for my life,
Dark Angel, wanting me for his wife.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Shadows Of A Storm
Messages are all in silence
while the angry  waves
move along like a sad song
tragic new's spreads like a storm
words are handwritten
down in bloodstain ink
oh, how the ship will soon sink
souls are doomed
into a nightmare of darkening dreams
oh, how we all do scream
windows are broken
life was once a token
freedom will never be
souls will always bleed out into the sea
in many darken dreams
shadows of a storm
dances along the shore
the sea of dreams
are always with me
railing of time
messes with my mind
wounded, lost
entwines into my thoughts
whispering wind
cry's to me again.

Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Shattered like glass
When we had departed
my heart shattered like glass
oh, how the silence
brought on the tears
thinking back on those years
we had to make love fun
but that was way before
that darken storm
had taken our love away
oh, how I miss those days
running around on the beach
playing with each other's feet
dancing around just to snick a kiss
oh, those days I will always miss
now I am brokenhearted
while the years pass
my heart is still shattered like glass
these old cold hours
made so many rain shows
of true sorrows of what
an ending Love foretold
so many years ago.

Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

She fled to Brutus as she wept
The water is greatly valued
the waves of the sea give out its anger
and the heavens cry out to Moonlight
letting her know danger is near her soul
Her ***** heaved as she stepped aside
as conscious of Dark Angel looking at her
she steps suddenly, with timorous eye
She fled to Brutus as she wept
Moonlight knows Dark Angel is anger
Moonlight pressed with a meek embrace
she bending back her head, looked up
in a deep gaze upon Brutus' face
Dark Angel tell Moonlight what is this that I see
are you playing around on me
with Brutus my butler
then she gets up and tells Dark Angel this is not true
then Dark Angel looks with a smile
did you just lie too me
That I might rather feel than to see
the swelling of her heart is to thee
I calmed her fears, and she was calm
And told her love with true pride
And so I won Moonlight Dark Angel smiled
She is my queen
The beauteous Bride of my darken life
I give to you my love for life
Then Moonlight started to cry with the velvet moon
Brutus do you have something to ask me
Dark Angel exclaimed
Then Brutus walks away without a word.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Darkness and pain is the life you gave me  I cried out with shivers down my spine losing my mind out in the cold I looked at him as he takes my hand for the next dance to get under my skin.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I was always known deep within to keep all away from me because of their moral ways, the castle is surrounded by a legion of armed knights, but things are starting to get way out of hand Dark Angel and all his iniquity are ground very deep.

-Judy Emery © 1982
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

A place of silence
is a very cold place to be
words are never really heard
my pains hold its own language
for others to read
Oh, how my body feels so weak
Silence holds no peace
when a witness is around
they see me fall to the ground
what they hold in their eyes
is a sense of wonder
what is happening in my life  
that made me this away
Silence is a place of gray
with pains that never go away
I wanted to tell them
what was truly going on with me
but I didn't think
they would understand
I didn't want to be caught up
in the talk of the town
to have my name past around
like a beat-up clown
rages are upon my skin
while my poor heart
sinks deeper in
Silence is a place
that holds no faith
all I see is the rain
that falls from clouds of gray
I long to be the comfort
but that day
never made its way.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Oh, unsteady shapes haunting out the night

cold darken sea is a silent grave to me,

Dark Angels eyes showed clouded sight to mine

lost in his own darkness that holds fast in his ways

his temptation rise deep in a haze for me,

In a late autumn breeze, I could feel magic out on the sea

that old darken power follows me

like eyes on me at all times

cold touch had laid upon my face

tears had been shed like rain

voices cry out in so many pains

the sounds of kicking and screaming,

But I could never see a thing,

In the ship, we all do sail on an autumn night of Hell

I could hear ringing bells from far

but could never see where it came from

the fog is thick holding tricks of the night

making so much fright

then a voice cried out saying

Drive my sadden thoughts over the sea

and then let it come back to me

with an unextinguished heart

words will turn into ashes in the dark,

Then A stronger voice came over to me

saying ''Moonlight'' do not worry I am with you

that is when a Raven came near for me to see

he has red-yellow eyes shining in the night

looking at me as if the Raven was the one talking to me

But as soon as I started walking towards the raven

it flew away in the fog of the night

but the voice kept saying; I know you can hear me

the Dark Angel out of nowhere appeared,

He walked over to me handing me a glass of wine

saying drink to our love Moonlight

Please don't say a word, Just drink my love

so you will understand all my commands

then he kissed and tasted my tears

then said if you ever get the strength to leave

I will find you and that will not be a good thing for you

So drink and sleep Moonlight don't say a word

let me walk you to your room.

- Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

The shades of the night of July
Black Tulips into a glass velvet vase
it shows no beauty to face,
If you could describe a bird in a cage
what would it look like?
what would it sing
if it holds in its mouth a silent tongue?
If you cut the cord to the heartstrings
there would be a darken place that holds pain,
If you face the beast eye to eye what would you see?
would you marvel over the rain?
My thoughts...
My tears are dim...
I wreck the rest of the best of me
is when my love cut me deep,
I was to pluck out the memories of my heart
what would be left for me to write about?
I think into my darkened room;
looking back at a crying moon
that is shining into the night of my dooms,
I must find what will make my heart sing
what will make my body move like spring,
I feel like the bird with no tongue
crying into the cage of my darkened room,
my silent cries hold my thoughts like a broken clock,
with a shattered note on the weaker heartbeat of me.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Sing and weep
while memories creep
as I scream deep within
pushing away all those sins
this is how the war begins.

Judy Emery © 2020
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I want to sing with ravens, I want to sing with ravens I want to cry with the rain, I want to find the perfect rhymes to fit into my life; You love, you learn, you lie, you try.
You even **** my heart slowly is the flames I know that you may go a lot crazy I don't want to face the changes in your ways high over the rainbow of the darkening sky, I don't see any lullabies but the pain in your eyes I know that you may go into a darkening mood,
having to have everything your way, I don't want to face the changes but I must if I am here with you.

- Judy Emery © 1986
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Deception is a part of life
that you want to leave behind
Betrayal is its friend of the night
that you want to take
Off your mind and let it run in
summers breeze so free
Without it just being a dream
If you watch closely to your pains
You will only find many doors you left open
And you will never be free
The people that gave so much pain's in your life
They’re not different in the end
So let them go
Let go of the pain and let
the rain comes down
Slam that door as hard
as you can and move on in life
You cannot have both so just let go
I know love is bliss
Sadly I will never have a part of this
Just another dream that faded away just as fast
Lost in the moment of one lasting kiss
Something my poor heart miss
Oh this hurts so bad
My heart is taken the beatings
that it should never have
Gladsome things are gone
washed away in the rain
But there are still some pains that remain
Slamming doors that yet have not came
You are like a song that I will not miss
But when the rain comes
I will cry out slamming doors
I need your love today
But then I don't need
no more pains from you and all
Those sad lies you tell
I need you now before you go away
Trying to hold on, I know the cause is lost
Does this mean nothing?
I promised you, my heart
was crossed in the rain of your pains
I've  kept all my  promises to you
Can you say the same?
We're losing touch what is true love
You're driving me insane
I cannot keep playing your games
Are you so heartless to say you still love me
When I saw you with you know who
You must have me confused
My heart was open, the key was yours
But now all I'm doing is slamming the doors
Walking out of this darken life of your lies
Slamming all the doors.
I hate these childish games
Let the rain pour because
I'm slamming this door.

Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

You kept me on confused I was so afraid to ever cross you I still hear your voice, your words of all evil telling me I will never see love or never to be loved, I could still hear your laughter as you walked away.

Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Someday's I am lonesome because I want to talk to you I stand by my window next to my bed looking out to a darkened sky.

- Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

There is a great deal of depression in my soul, something that happen to me long ago, that gave me a lifetime of pain that almost made me go into sain, and it will be he I give all the blame, for all this pain. oh, how this body aches, I know nobody truly knows me if they did would do anything to push them away. Dark Angel has overtaken over my soul, this happen so long ago, now I have fallen from the heavens down with him, the one who haunts me in darken dreams, where I always hear the screams. I long for the day when I escape this life of this darkened place. All he wants is full control over me, so he tries so hard to enter into my mind, but he knows he cannot do such a thing, so he cuts me deep within my soul, and hunts me down into my dreams while I sleep, he makes me weep. He loves to watch me bleed and to see my heart bleed out like ink that pours into the sea, but most of the time, he loves to play games upon my mind. His words are like an old sad love song that keeps playing along, they never stop playing in my mind, that keeps cutting me so deep cast me in a place of true agony. My mind is filled with deep thoughts of so many plots,  where so many had got so lost, the tears that flow from my eyes, I cried a flood that never ends deep within, while Dark Angel cast on more sins. I was too young to understand why my life was never right in my own mother's eyes, no matter how hard I ever try, she would always make me cry, just like he who keeps haunting me in my sleep.
All she has seen was the dark side of me, this is what she would keep telling me. she called me her black seed, I was only two when I started crying out to my God. asking God to take this pain away, but this became my fate, I must face. I remember those painful words that seem to have no end. I don't understand why they even began. As I got older the pains had grown stronger, I would get down on my knees asking God, Please make the hurt come to its end, but they never did, they just got stronger deep within, I had to learn how to forgive, but never forget. I would cry deep in the night asking why did my own mother why did she not love me;
why did my father leave me like this?  I held on as long as I could, I screamed so loud saying I didn't ask for this, But I now hold a very big old mess they left me in. They faded into the night without any words of goodbyes, I just sighed with so many thoughts of WHY.
they never said a word to ease my pains. Every day this old pain
has given me so much rain that cast me into a place called darken dreams.

- Judy Emery © 1977
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Silence blows in the wind if it is at peace, but when it comes to those darken dreams all those who would fall in them would lose ever thing they thought they once known, where their heart is the screams in true agony, down in this darkness that brings on the fears,  that something is trying to control them, hunting them like a wild animal taking over all their healthy emotions.

-Judy Emery © 1998
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Sometimes at night, I cry I look to the midnight sky the stars look like shining teardrops the more I look at them the more. My memories come back to when we were so in love. Just thinking back makes me smile in my heart, you will always be the more I think about you I start missing you.

Then I had to ask myself "why?" did you hurt me as you did?
You left me so wounded of you not knowing what is true and what was lies. "Why do I love you?" I think and smile. Maybe because I know what we once had felt so right at that time in our lives, you were a very big part of me.

My list could run on for miles the whispers of your voice still runs in my mind. The warmth of your love and touch of your hands
your kiss so sweet so true. So many little things that had said so much to me. We held on to what we called love.

We sing to each other even at the clubs we were so in love this anyone could see. The songs we sung to each other was called your still the one, your eyes just shine within the mine the deeper we looked within each other's eyes.

You could see the love we have for one another made I love you so much more. The way you support me even in my silly ways the way that you care for me when I was sick. Or got out of hand, you were there for me even when I was blue over you.

You showed me such devotion the way that your kiss fills me with desire and how you held me in so much passion. The way your eyes shine like the stars in the night when you look at me it felt so right.  You act as you were the ''King'' and I was your ''Queen.''

When you look at me my world felt so safe at the time when you were still mine. My love for you was so strong I was so Lost in you forever in love so I had thought, your love was the same for me.
Oh how wrong you are to hurt me as you truly did.

My world changed in a heartbeat when I had found out your love was so untrue. I believed in you, I believe what we had was true
the way that I feel When you are by my side a sense of completeness with an overflowing pride the dreams that I dream had always involved you.

The possibilities that I could see the things that we can do and become but I see our love was only a lies inside my heart, I weep inside my soul, I had lost that part of me. You were that very important part of me.

- Judy Emery © 2013
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Just call me old-fashion because
That is who I am;
Bliss is the one to find me on my
The journey getting past you,
Somewhere over your rainbows,
Lies still my beating heart,
Which you've thrown away,
The mixers what is right and what is
Wrong with the love we had ;
What did I do to make you so bad?
Somewhere under your shadows
You will see me crying over you,
My soul had engraved your name in my
Heart and it has not erased,
Somewhere in your mind,
you had a vision
Of me holding me,
loving me like we once
Did moments like this I do miss,
Somewhere in this big old world, you are
Wishing you never hurt me as you did!
When you see, another rainbow crossing your
Way after a rainy day,
Just know it means I got past you.


Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Just call me old-fashion because
That is who I am;
Bliss is the one to find me on my
The journey getting past you,

Somewhere over your rainbows,
Lies still my beating heart,
Which you've thrown away,

The mixers what is right and what is
Wrong with the love we had ;
What did I do to make you so bad?

Somewhere under your shadows
You will see me crying over you,
My soul had engraved your name in my
Heart and it has not erased,

Somewhere in your mind,
you had a vision
Of me holding me,
loving me like we once
Did moments like this I do miss,

Somewhere in this big old world, you are
Wishing you never hurt me as you did!
When you see, another rainbow crossing your
Way after a rainy day,
Just know it means I got past you.


Judy Emery © 1990
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Somewhere in the dark

someone is crying

darkness will always be,

I try so hard to move past you

I could never open my heart

to someone of the dark,  

In darken dreams, you come to me

always make me scream

calling out my name

doing the same old things,

you’re always so mean

you love to see me bleed

the old earth vibrates in so many pains,

the velvet moon is always in the gloom,

you take love out of the room

round we go in the cloud of smoke

your old words echo out to the crying sea

into darken dreams,

at night, the sky holds no stars

you token that too;

you cast your evil all over the land

just for your anger to stand

your heart is so cold

you are something I could never hold.

- Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Somewhere in the darkness will always be you
I try so hard to move past you
I could never open my heart
to someone of the dark,
In darken dreams you always make me scream
you are so mean you love to see me bleed
the old earth vibrates in so many pains,
The velvet moon is always in the gloom
you took love out of the room round we go
in the cloud of smoke your old words
Oh how they echo out to the crying sea
into darken dreams,
At night the sky holds no stars you taken that too
you cast your evil all over the land
just for your anger to stand your heart is so cold
you are something I could never hold.

Judy Emery © 1993
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Every day it will rain until my pains go away Dark Angel always loves to see me in pain. Darkness is always around me all hope of an escape has left me this is knowing the life I live pain and agony the grunt of grinding teeth. My pain's run deep within my veins cut's of darkness that never stops this is all my poor soul knows
that it knows takes hold the hurt that consumes me with no heartbeat I'm hurt.  It is like clockwork A rain that will never go away as long as there is pain. Oh, the shame that holds me in Dark Angels lust I don't want to cry you see that is a weakness in his eyes. I'm along most of the time  I'm locked away with no hope of an escape, I sit around with my black velvet gown with red roses in my black hair, my lips are silked red and my eyes as blue as they could get. My bed is ready to be played in of lustful sin when darkness descends on my light skin the moon shines on dim Dark Angel wants to party. Just to scattered more pieces of my soul lying around just to be found to gather up again I can hear a knocking at my door just to find Dark Angel wanting more. I can feel his lust creeping upon me his hunger his needs for me. His breath, his eyes on my every move his cold touch of death this fight is a fight I could never seem to win his darkness mad it's the way in it has consumed me. I felt I couldn't breathe his lust is all over me his voice has softened by telling me a story how much he waited to find his Dark Angel. Dark Angel exclaimed: I found you Moonlight
it was the best thing that ever happened to me in my darken life then he looked at me and proceeded to say more I waited yet again
For you to let my dark love in. But you keep hanging on to a faith that is no more you don't have escape you don't have strong enough faith your rain will never go away.

- Judy Emery © 1981
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Speak to me, Oh graveyard
where the souls sleep  
surrender your somber mind
why drink in this dead like life in,
take with you old cold darkness
this pain I hold in my soul,  
take my empty desires and make a fair,
the moon doesn't shine anymore,
I sigh with the wind of the silence of the night ,  
the sound of love gives me so much fright,
shattered dreams became a part of me,
Loneliness is all I know,
It became a friend to me,
Oh, graveyards with the souls that sleep,
Hold me and keep me warm,
My life runs in the night,
With no one to hold in my life,
No home to go to and call mine,
I'm still trying to figure out what my life is  
what does it mean,
why would someone give birth and never claimed
what that one made!
when your lost were does, life began.
all I see is the end.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery