Oh, evil one why don't you leave me alone?
why do you need to come and bother me?
what have I done to make you like this?
it hurts me so
when you call me your own
but I know I do not belong
to someone so cold.

He cast his spell and gave me a life of hell  
stolen my heart and tore my life apart;
this is my living nightmare;
this is a life I would never wish upon anyone.
One day, I do pray this nightmare will end
until the it will keep one being written.

My heart is falling apart without love in it,
What must I do?
So I put a candle next to my bedroom window
to let this beast know
I'm okay on my own.

But it didn't take long for the old beast
to bring on the pain
to drive me insane
he deserve all the blame.

The rain came  pouring down
the more he would tell me I am his queen
the more I prayed for him to just leave
my poor heart is collapsing
because I feel there isn't a way out of this nightmare.

- Judy Emery © 2009 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh flounder mind you move the sea
Oh come and look at me
I pray night and day
for love to come my way,
I look deep with my mind
for the inward part of me
why I had to shout all doors
and now I look for more,
Mine has been working overtime
that keeps me up late at night
that is the way the old sea cry's
leaving my mind stain as glassed
looking beyond the past,
Oh why does my mind keep my heart to flounder?
It is taken me to a place I had once crave
I started feeling so much intense needs
with vivid of hunger of sweet delight
on the other side of my wildest dreams
I would see so much evergreen,
Oh what a beautiful things I did see
into the night the stars did shine so ever bright
re flicking their shades of beauty on the sea
twinkling away at me
all darkness made its round like lost and found
without a sound for solid grounds,
the confusion came over me
like I was lost into a dream
fear and lost made a bust so deadly over me
all my emotions for true devotions
submerged beneath my wildest dreams
the earth was no longer under my feet
oh how I do feel so weak
like a child so scared holding on to fear
that seems to always stand so near,
All the beauty I once had taken in
had shadowed me in so many sins
I was lost and not yet found on true solid grounds
I started feeling empty like the waves of the sea
bringing on sadness in dreams
guilt and hate with so much blame
from the past of another time,
I started thinking about how
often I would be laid in my bed
thinking back to an old beaten down past
my mind moved along like the wind
sing out the sad old sound of back then
now every time I think about sleeping
my mind starts weeping
because I don't want to fall asleep into darken dreams.
This old fear is so dreadful to me
it always comes back to me in nightmares
that eat away at my mind
cutting deep within me
every time I tried to get this off of my mind
I could hear the old wind crying over again
the old strings of time
that was never mine,
All my emotions got lost behind all closed doors
I tried so hard to get what it was I missed
I get up feeling so scared
hold my body like it had been wounded
voices from these closed doors
crying out saying open the door, please
let your pain run out like rain
I started feeling like all my bones were broken,
All walls started building up
my mind didn't want to give up
the truth and love was at my inter doors
but my mind felt all the pain of lost time
My world started crashing down
while everyone else just studs around
just to watch me bleed and weep
like the old wind of time
stripping away my spirit of faith
Oh floundering soul where did you go?

- Judy Emery © 1994
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, moon what have you done
Look at me, my poor heart is on the run
Where love could never find me,
What have I ever done
To make someone hurt me like this?
my soul is starting to grow cold
I was left all alone in the snow,
I feel lost and confused
Not knowing what to do
Oh, moon you look gloom
The same as I do,
I feel so divided in this world
my heart feels so empty
where darkness is starting to make a home,
old moon, things are starting to get out of control
I know you have seen the show
Of what happened long ago,
The traps that were sitting out for me to fall in,
Traps of lies that holds in his yes
Words of love that wasn’t true,
All he wanted was to break me down
And keep me lost in the dark
Broken and weak
to pick up the pieces of me,
in my eyes, I get visions of ancient time
but never for me to see what is going
to happen to me,
I will always be on the run
I will always keep love from me
I will always cry to the old sea and the moon
that was always good to me.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, my love, I have been reaching out for you,
But the more I reached,
the farther you got away from me,
I craved your touch for many hard years,
Oh, how my tears do flow, in the silence of my pains,
The autumn winds hollow at me again,
memories echoing its own enchantments,
Right in my mind of a time when it was with you
my eyes danced around with a gazing of our past,
I remember that stunning looks you gave me
While you swept my heart away,
You, my love, gave me years of true delight,
your love whispers throughout my life,
Your words always calmed me,
beneath your hidden voice
my name was always spoken,
You, my love, will always be apart of me.

Judy Emery © 2017
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Oh, shattered memories stay away from my mind you take up too much of my time.

- Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dreams of darkness roll around in my mind where I hear the screams most of the time. I see blackbirds in the fields looking kinda ill, I hear a voice crying out over the land saying: "Comes the little blackbirds and tell me all your lies," the bird of death sitting in its nest always taking in another breath.

The little blackbirds just look around as they stand hidden in a crowd, shadows that are dark and powerful, Oh, little blackbirds what are you going to do when he comes to get you?  You already know you will soon be found and bound as your body feels so cold, yet you still try to stand so bold while he locks you back up in your own cage, Oh, don't you feel the rage? when he drinks up all the water you crave.

You will have a mirror of your ugliness, you must pay for all you have done that kept loved ones always on the run, life is a beautiful gift, and love is as beautiful as one could ever receive so why did you try to take it from them? Oh, Little blackbirds look what you have done! You whispered lies to keep other birds just to get them to flock with you.

Your secrets are deadly full of poison and fear, but soon that too will despair from this old atmosphere, little blackbirds, you will soon be caught you will never be free from this cage of darken dreams.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Old  desires made the fire
every time I think about you
I feel the flame burning deep within me
I think about those blissful years
when there were no sad tears,

I had written to you in my heart
sometime ago
when loves curtain open
for the world to see our show of long ago
those old comforted memories
of you and I made me cry,

Now the curtain of our love closed
it burns the old fire out
all we have is the smoke from the flames
that brought on yesterday's pains
given so much rain
I feel so a shame
to let or love end this away,

Those old desires
made long-lasting memories
when your love was with me
I could almost feel your every touch
when the wind blows my way
it is almost like you are kissing at my lips
oh, how that burns deep within me,

Those old desires
kept that flame burning on high
with those fragile moments
where tears started to flow
and the curtain began to close
and that was the end of our show
of long ago smoke.


Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Just call me old-fashion because
of the humiliations of darken dreams
where things are never what they seem
old fashion is ancient,
But ancient is the power to our day,
So, that is who I am,
I will take my stand,
old fashion is a fashion statement,
others make to get their way,
I am old fashion but I look good in it,
blessing is always at my hands,
where the prince takes my hand
with a wedding band to put on my finger,
for our love to last forever,
I’m always on a true journey in something
of ancient, my painting hanging on the walls
down that long hall, where fashion
of old ways showed many how to keep their faith,
old fashion is truly something of beauty,
that keeps the spirit strong,
Somewhere over a colorful rainbow
will find something or someone
of beauty that lays upon a beating heart,
that will write in an old fashion way
but will relay what it is that one is trying to say,
in a poem, or in a song, love will move on.
something of ancient time,
which you've thrown away,
holds the mix of you and me,
somewhere under a shadow
there will be a shining light,
my soul had engraved your name
in my heart and it has not erased,
somewhere in my mind,
I will always hold a vision of you,
somewhere in this big old fashion way
our love will always remain.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Old wounds cut deep
The passion did leave,
Which I once consumed,
When I look at the colored sky
held a story to my eyes
of long ago where stories are told
but mine stayed buried deep within.
that keeps cut with no end,
This old pain has given much rain
I remember a time where you pushed
me down the stairs with no care
It had given me lifetime nightmares,
The pains hurt so bad
I don't have the words to say how I feel
but I try over and over as I write
day after days my life is in gray
your words come to me out of the blues,
It’s like being in a heated-up hurricane
that holds no knowledge of love
I looked at what we had become
it was too much for me to endure
I must say I am glad you moved away.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

When I look at the colored sky
held a story so deep into my eyes
that would have made anyone want to cry
long ago where stories are being told
but mine stayed buried deep within.
that keeps cut with no end,

This old pain has given much rain
I remember a time where you pushed
me down the stairs with no care
It had given me lifetime nightmares,

The pains hurt so bad
I don't have the words to say how I feel
but I try over and over as I write
day after days my life is in gray
your words come to me out of the blues,

It's like being in a heated up hurricane
that holds no knowledge of love
I looked at what we had become
it was too much for me to endure
I must say I am glad you moved away.

Judy Emery © 1983
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Oh, why September rains

keep the memories a flowing

If we only had taken some time

you could see I had never lied

but now I set out in that cold September rains

crying out so many pains

I try to rest my head upon my bed

but when I fall into a deep sleep

I will see you

what is my poor heart to do

when I still Love You?

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Dark Angel is feeling his own flames of evil ecstasy on a cold September night, I started having very bad dreams were something I haven't had before so I get up and made me some tea, yet I felt someone watching me through my bedroom window. I get up from my bed to see if anyone was outside my bedroom window I looked around I didn't see anything unusual on the land near my home so I just started to get back into bed and started to read while I sip on tea but then I felt the breath of autumn woods.
Within the winter silences, I could hear that old sound of darkening wind cry in deep pain like death like mourning  I felt so cold and lost deep within my soul and that is when. Dark Angel had started playing games with my mind so when I would sleep I would be afraid of what was waiting for me.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Oh, deadly black rose, you were once in beautiful colors the classic of all flowers, soon you weathered up into rose dust, you were once so loved until you turned in lust now you cut so deep leaving so many weeping in a place of darken dreams.

-Judy Emery © 1989
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

One Day

Some days I am lonesome
because I want to talk to you  
I stand by my window
next to my bed looking out to
a darken sky

  
Even the stars wondering where you are  
Why do you have to be so far from me?
I call you and tell you I love you
because my love is true
I need You

When I dream
I dream of only being with You  
In my dream, I am typing away ox to you
even when I am so blue crying over You

  
When I tell you, I love you?
It comes right from the heart
to you in a call hoping it reaches
your heart

When this old body is with your old body
What a happy day that will be
in beautiful Spring  

We can watch the sun come up
and watch the stars shine above
in so much Love

But until then we must keep on
talking on the phone hoping  
And wishing to be near each other

Dreaming for our first Kiss
Today I was going to write you a poem
I made a pie instead  

It took about the same amount of time,
of course, the pie was a final draft
A poem would have taken some time
Some days

Maybe even weeks and months to come
In a year, you will be heard with me
You say in a phone call away
  
I hear your words
I love you on the phone and it sounds
so, clear to me

Oh, how I wish you were here my dear  
Someday I pray this loneliness will
go away with the clouds of gray
  
I woke up from a dream
then I slept again with so much going on
and had many more dreams
you were here with me

Then today an artist comes to me can I draw you
a photo of the weather on your end?  
Then he draws away of brighter days
  
He put a smile on my face  
This winter afternoon I saw and Old man
and woman walking by my window
And it has drawn me back you

The love they have in their eyes will be
One day you and me
and not just in dreams

I hold on and one day you will come
home to stay
That will be the start of You and me
a Love that never died.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen OF Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

On Holy Grounds
Loyal souls are upon the land
among the blind
that dance with time
the earth began to
shake and rock
the mountains themselves
became very agitated
the lost sheep of the field
they had fallen down
upon the holy ground
the eyes of the lost sheep
became open for the world to see
God is standing among these
they moved upon the ground
on bidden knees
asking God to forgive them
for all their deeds
God washed them clean

  Judy Emery © 1995
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I had fallen into the dark of darken dreams it is a long fall from where I once was, I will try not to make a fuss, about us, I will see you on the way down.

Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Love and flame my poor heart speaks
I encourage true love
if I was a little girl
I would change everything that gave pain
I would wrap myself up in love,
But I am no longer a child
I am a woman that had been in and out of love
How sad it is to understand the pain of it all
when love leaves you to fall
Some say that is the beauty of it all,
Image the astonishing beauty of rain
I touch many artist eyes
readers minds as I write out my pains
I understand my own faith
yet, for my own sake, I rather let out my cries
in the number of years, I felt my heart slowly die,
I unwrapped my pains into my faithful diary
it is a heavy yet rough plaid material
it fastened with brass clasp
but as soon as it was to be open
the heartaches begin
with an outcry pain that has no end.

Judy Emery © 1999
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I am an orphan on God's highway
All the warriors gathered around
to take all of the children of the lost and found
To a shelter home
I'll share my troubles if you go my way
to tell my story of better days
I have no mother, no father
I only had been left with a note
with no hope to ever know love
No sister, no brother
but the new one I have made along the way
I am an orphan girl that no one loved
I have had friendships pure and golden
until they all came dark with no heart
as I got older I kept my heart with God
But someone had his eyes on me
Only love can hurt like this
must have been given a deadly kiss
with time he started playing games on me
Your kisses burn into my skin
eating away at my heart over and over again
Only love can hurt like this
when you live in a world of darkness.

Judy Emery ©1977
The Queen of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

In the night
your Love shine bright like a diamond
Whose herds with milk
whose fields with bread
with the sight of Your light that
shines so bright
Your Love shines across
The Mediterranean Sea with summers breeze
the moon glistens over the sea
I choose to be happy and that is when
I found you in June
with you in my life, I am on high
You and I this Love will always shine
We're like diamonds in the midnight sky
flying on high for others too see
what true Love brings
to see we are running free
The knowledge I see in your eyes is an ample
Your Love holds me keeps me clean
You're a shooting star of ecstasy
that runs right into me
you are that star that my heart needs
When you hold me
my world starts to come alive
for the first time
You have given me a reason to keep on living
We're like diamonds in the sky
sing our Love on high
in that big beautiful sky
Your Love to me is like one of a kind
You light my heart like a burning star
beaming from far-right to my heart
in the night sky, we will fly
Your Love is like a dream
A dream that came true
In times of my Life, it was hard to find
Mr. Right
Your Life
your love takes me places I never been
I never have seen or been only in dreams
Your Love is the applause to my heart
I knew that we'd become one
right from the start
I felt the energy of your words
lite of my soul like the sun rays
I saw my life-changing
when you came in it
inside your eyes, I have seen me
The knowledge You have given me
given me the strength to believe in Love
Your Love shot a spark right in my heart
like a blaze that hit so deep within me
This Love is beautiful
It's like diamonds in the sky
Singing love song on high
just for you and I
You are the noble one of my heart
I was froze lost at sea but you saved me.

Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I was born in a painful storm

the memories stayed with me

oh, how the pains had cut me deep

the words that hurt made bigger storms

I hold my breath like I was dead

thinking it would all end,

I now realize as I got older

you cannot fix anyone

that don't want the help

so why in the hell did this life paint me

and put me down into a devastating storm

the past has a way to paint my life gray

this is the part of me that bleeds.

- Judy Emery © 1980
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Darkness and pain is the life you have given me  I cried out with shivers down my spine losing my mind out in the cold I looked at him as he takes my hand for the next dance to get under my skin.
You have my heart and you locked it down as he spins me around
he uses his words as a weapon from my soul to fear but I will not shed any more tears for you to hear.

- Judy Emery © 1993
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Those pains don't ever want to go away
the old memories keep on creeping in
like they already made a home
inside my mind most of the time.

Where all those hateful words he would say
they would play over and over again
leaving me looked in his world of sin
in the fear of the night
I see you again all over in my mind.

Judy Emery © 2012
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery

Belied is what I hide behind my eyes
or my own inner sensitivities ;
trapped is I.
Oh, how I do cry most of the time
trying to get you off my mind,
You caged me up like a bird
you had taken my freedom from me
and locked me away in darken dreams
you had never been easy on me
even the sea agrees with me,
Oh, the lonely moon I see you
hanging so low with no hope ;
I understand so clearly
I am feeling your pains
waiting to be set free
from darkening dreams of he,
Oh, look at me :
I am so lost in the dark of the unknown places
looked down on from all enemies
they just love to see me bleed out like the sea
they always have something bad to say
they twisted my words and make so many lies,
Oh, you Dark Angel hold the key
of me that makes me weep ;
Who would ever believe you were with me
Others had always looked down on you
but when it comes to me
I was always the beauty you craved
so you needed me to be broken
left out to bleed like you
just to feel all your hurt and pains others gave
You have given me your world of darkness
in pains of rains that don't go away.

Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

I  stood tall as he painted me on the wall
my nerves stayed strong
I didn't let him see me fall
flesh and blood
he loved so much
while he put the brush
in the water
he would lick his lips
hungering for my kiss
but that I held cold
while I stood bold
silently he moved the brush
without many fuses
silence flew into
the cold darken room
energy started drained from me
like a sad movie
had taken me down into
a heavy sleep
that is  where I lost my head
I found myself in the waters of the angry sea
of darken dreams.

Judy Emery © 1992
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery

Paris love of Dark Angel dreams,
running in the rain is me.
My thoughts are on the streets of Paris love,
watching lovers;
laugh, kiss, and making dreams.
I sit and write whatever came to my mind,
up the stairs in
My Paris room Dark Angel is watching
my every move and
Every thought he is making sure
I stay true to only him.
Writing out how I feel,
my needs to be free from the
An evil that is around me.
tears stream down my face why
Dark Angel has a smile on
his face, he likes me to be this away. No
one can see a dark,
lonely angel like me happy and free,
I felt no ****** in my
mind I write out my words.
Dark Angel went up to the staircase
to see all my work in paintings
my words I put in writing,
No one can see the world as I do
my world of sorrow and pain
that Dark Angel gave.
blood is on the paper soul
can be seen of lost dreams,
full of ashes;
nothing that can grow of love in the full moon.
reflecting on my pale face,
Dark Angel cry's out, new moon
is what I gave.
‘’Moonlight, ’Dark Angel, exclaims;
with a fit of anger in a battle cry,
‘’Why’’ do you put your mind on worldly things,
You must change, without making any noise,
then deep rain came of my
Pains cries of a lost cold life, ****** is what you did!
I didn't ask for this;
The hurt never ends, I want my life back
the way it was.
Without feeling anything inside like this I cried.
Because my emotions are lost in the darkness of Paris.

- Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery