Impatiently waiting, the time strikes two
Slowly anticipating, filled with chaos and doubt,
Frustrated glares and mixed faces, Eating more than I can chew
Sinking spaces, racing thoughts, experiencing drought

Your smile, your lips, your eyes
The windows to my soul breaks apart
Looking back at these empty places
Tracing my steps to where I came from
You catch me and I hold you in my arms
We both smile and our tears break us apart

Stretched eyebrows and fake laughters
Awkward smiles, pacing back and forth
The small lit brick fills the room with light
Darkness encloses me in
And eventually, I set it free

Stumbled across crossroads
Conflicted, confused, indecisive, and blurry
Slow moving steps, walking as I go
Training my mind how to grow
Blossoming and blooming yet failing to glow
Craving and crying, these tears then show
Recovering and dying, staring and shivering
The self will be set free once I learn to know

Seeing this light from an empty void
I rise up and let you in
You rise me up and raise my voice
Light shines from my red lips
You give me hope and faith to shine again