You hate the sound
Of joyful laughter
If I find it funny
Is it wrong to laugh
With the foe
Of my friend
Now laughing is
Forbidden when about you
But it is funny
How the words spoken
From the fiend are true
You fall into the trap
Made by words of his
And I laugh in the corner
At how helpless you are
Then you saw
Now my only comfort
Is also gone
This quiet world of mine
Can never be filled again

I live my days
Carrying a heavy burden
Knowing that my heart is
A black hole
I feel nothing everyday
Walk though the halls
Among people like a ghost
Where feeling and emotions
There is a black hole
Eyes glued to the tiled floor
No point in looking at your face
Whether you smile, cry, or frown
My mouth is a straight-line
I look anywhere but you
'Cause my I have a black hole
Living inside me

You see me swaying around
Unable to stay steady or straight
But I make it to my house
Up in the mountains where
The grass grows wilder and greener
I put the bottle down hard
And sing my sorrows to the moon
The world is holding its breath
A few moments of silence
The woods are listening quietly
As animals gather around the
Sad drunk singing her sorrows

Its pounding like a drum
Its squeezing my thoughts
There's a crimson battle waging
All while I am screaming
I have a ****** headache every time
I look into those heartless eyes
Staring while I am kneeling
The curses you speak
The threats of violence spoken
Have given me a ****** headache
For someone of unimportance
You put a lot of effort just to
Make me beg and plea
After all the trauma and agony
I have finally been set free
For I have done the forbidden
Deed that will land me in hell

It does not have to be long
You don't have to tell a tale
Say anything you want
May it be cruel words coming
Or lies just spoken
I want to hear your voice
I want you to talk to me
Stare holes into your eyes
Speak nonsense if you wish
Just don't be quite
I like it when we talk
Hearing your sweet words
That were never spoken to me
It makes me feel closer
Like friends even though
we have nothing in
Common

Words can be shot
As fast as bullets
On impact they hurt
In more places than one
Sinners enjoy the misery
They create while
Victims suffer a great fall
To escape the bullets
They ricochet off of
People with no feeling
Until they hit someone
Who can bleed tears
But just because I am
Bulletproof it don't
Mean I can't get
Hurt

Happy and smiling
The skin on my face
Shows that I am joyful
But only on the surface
I walk through the door
And shed the day old skin
Like the snake I am within
I can finally be myself
So I drown out the noise
Around me with songs
Of heavy metal
And disappear to a world of dark