Happy and smiling
The skin on my face
Shows that I am joyful
But only on the surface
I walk through the door
And shed the day old skin
Like the snake I am within
I can finally be myself
So I drown out the noise
Around me with songs
Of heavy metal
And disappear to a world of dark

Soar the sky
Fly up high
See the sun
Blanket the earth
In forever warmth
The little sparrow
Is in a nest
On a mighty branch
So many things
Can happen before
The sparrow is free
The sky is sinking
The sun is sleeping
The cold is seeping
The branch is breaking
The sparrow is falling
And it can never fly
Again

Hang myself
Not for the crimes that
I committed
Hang myself
Not for the deeds
Left untold
Hang myself
Not for the acts
That scarred my body
I hang myself
For the thoughts of
Death ease me
From the never-ending
Agony

Why are you staring at me?
With that clown face
Sometimes you are smiling
Mostly you are frowning
Why do you ask me
To let you sit beside me?
I won't bite, scratch
Or claw at you
Why do you pester me?
Buzzing around me like
A fly to a daisy
Do I seem all that
Lonely to you
I guess you are right
But even a speck of light
Won't matter in a sea
Of black tears

The walls are white
There is a chair in
The middle of the room
I come in
Eyes puffy and red
Strapped in a tight jacket
A man comes in
Through the only door
In the room
He brings a chair over and sits
I can't lookup
One drop
Three drops
How is it raining in the room?
He asked me
"Why?"
I hate that word
He repeats the word
Over, Over, and Over
I stare at him for hours
Finally
He hears something from me
I laughed right at his ***** face
He didn't look surprised
I felt sleepy at last
And he left me
Alone in
That Room

I will be waiting for you
May it be a hundred years or two
On the corner of 25th Avenue
Where the little girl in blue is
Waiting for you

I will be waiting for you
On the clear ocean blue
In a great big balloon
Looking, far as the eye can see
Your little bumblebee
Waiting for thee

She will be waiting for him
Through hail, wind, and snow
Your little girl shivering from
Head to toe

Thou you have no plan
On letting her know
That you will not be coming
Through hail, wind, and snow

Alice went down the
Rabbit Hole
Time flew all around her
As she fell farther away
From the place called "Home"
At the end she saw
A magical world
And met beings
Both odd and abnormal
She faced the wacky
Queen of Hearts
And Alice escapes the mysterious
Wonderland
She wakes up on her sister's lap
At the end of the journey
Now the lesson learned here is
"If you ever dream of something
Like this, you are most likely
&!?#@MAD%^$(."