Alice went down the
Rabbit Hole
Time flew all around her
As she fell farther away
From the place called "Home"
At the end she saw
A magical world
And met beings
Both odd and abnormal
She faced the wacky
Queen of Hearts
And Alice escapes the mysterious
Wonderland
She wakes up on her sister's lap
At the end of the journey
Now the lesson learned here is
"If you ever dream of something
Like this, you are most likely
&!?#@MAD%^$(."

It is like a drug
To help you forget the worries haunting you
It is like chocolate
That adds flavor to this bland world
It is an addiction
And I Love Every Bit Of It
I am on it
24/7
It heals my mind
From the physiologic scars
Keeping me from the world
Don't disturb me
Can't you see
I'm in HEAVEN

Always the good girl
Never questioning decisions
"The Obedient Little Girl"
See me now
Screaming, Yelling, Hitting
You say the little girl is "lost"
Can't argue with that
But you're no better
Before you would care 'bout
What happened to me
Now that girl disappeared
You won't find her
'Cause she is
Lost

People look at me weird.
Is it the way I
Walk, Talk, Breathe
Or the way I stare off into space?
Is it because I am broken?
Can they see the flaws I
Hide from them?
I don't go out much.
Is that a flaw.
We don't have much in common,
But I just smile and nod.
Is that also a flaw.
I look at you and I smile.
Is that a flaw, too.
I can say for certain
That one flaw people have
Is the ability to no know
That the person who
Smiles the most
Is also the one
Crying the hardest.

There is no other way
But your way in this house
It can't be my way
It can only be your way
But I don't like your way
Don't move that
Don't use it like that
You will forget where you put things
And I will never find it again
Just let be
Just ignore it
Like you ignore me
Everything cannot always be
Your Way

Death asked be
"Why don't you join me in Hell?
It is a place similar to this.
Come on, I'll give you a VIP treatment."
My answer was very simple
"No thank you,
I thought about it and
All the ways I could join you,
But no.
The Hell I live in
Is a lot easier to get to.
What can I say?
I am Lazy."

Laugh, Joy, Happy, Enjoy, Fun
Emotions a child should show
I am a child in mind and heart
Who wishes these emotions
Could be hers
Why can't I stay a child?
I am still young
Shouldn't I be treated as such?
Why should I act like an adult?
Why should I answer questions
You're suppose to answer?
Why come to me?
I still watch cartoons
I still love fairy tales
So why am I suppose to be your
Therapist
I have things to tell as well
So why don't you listen?
Is it because I am a child
You think it won't affect me?
It does
I know everything
Is that your reason?
It is a stupid one
I am a child
And I should be treated as such.