The way my arms ache when they are not around her. When going on adventure feels so empty because she's not there to make the trip complete. The way my heartaches just to hear her voice. How she lightens my spirit with a mere text. When you crave her kiss because she's the only one that has made your lip quiver after a kiss. How often bite my lip thinking of her. When I cook I only think of things she may want to eat. How you breath in her pillow wanting to smell her scent. When you get that smile just thinking of our crazy times. Even when there is serious talk you know there is always us and no end. When all you think of is the future that your going to have with her, the adventures, the foot rubs, the look in her eyes, the way everything brightens with her presence. The way you want to better yourself because that's the man she deserves. Being that man that appreciates her ever moment of everyday. Knowing that God has purposed you to be together. Not thinking that love like this can really be written about but knowing your living it. Though you have to love in secret in this moment until it can come out in the open. How she has become your joy, your peace, your comfort, and the most amazing love. How she shares her pictures and it brings you so much joy, knowing she is happy. Even after our covid kiss, you'd want to kiss her even more. Knowing no sickness, disease, or even death could tarnish this love.

Dedicated to my only love, my Special K

I don't want ordinary love. I want it to be epic, forever. That's what I have with my Special K. It's the everlasting hunger, I have just to be near her to hold her the way she needs to be held. I feel this journey of love has no ending or is not defined by time. From the touch of her hand in mine knows that this kind of love comes the Divine. I can't wait for this love to be translucent.The freedom of exposure so it can truly develop into this epic love, that I want to give to devote my being to her in every way. I know this love will be more brilliant than any diamond or gem. This kind of love could never be written about or painted with words, it can only be lived with my love, my Special K. In this love there's no fears of failures, no lack of appreciation, or lack of display of affection. I long to wake up beside her to pull her close and stare into those portals of heaven and tell her how fortunate of a man I am to find this epic love. If I ever faulter let it be in words or grammar for I am no master of these but let every intention be felt as genuine as it is in my soul for she is my reason, my purpose, and my destiny. For no longer is it I but it is us.

Dedicated to us, myself and my Special K

This is not my virtue, but still I wait anticipating on meeting you...home.  It's crazy how time is drawing near but I feel so impatient, I only want to hold you for the rest of my life, to taste your kisses with every morning, to chastened away your pains, to help shoulder the yoke for your children and family. But yet I wait with prayerful heart asking my Father to strengthen me when I falter. And ask Him to place His angels around you until it's my time. I ask that He remove the aches and pains from you. I ask Him to teach me to be patient just a little more. That way when patience is done; my love will be perfected in you.

Dedicated to my love, my beautiful Special K

If I ever stumble or forget who I am, love; will you carry me through. When words fail me, love; speak for me volumes I can not utter. And when alli can see is the storm, love; show me the blue skies and let me know your peace. After the battle cry and when the battle is over, love; lead me home. Remind me, love; that I'm never alone. When I need to heal, love; treat my scars that can't be seen. I'm never running away, love; I'm just trying to find the words to say. You've brought me a long long way, love; you're everlasting. When you're tired and weary, love; I'm here for you. Praying everyday, love; it's going to be ok. For the things we can't see, love; has led us. So hold on tight, love; well take on the night and let our love shine. It's a gift from the Divine, love; it took us this long to find. Love... you and I.

Dedicated to my love, my Special K.

Everyday of our life, we have a choice multiple times in one day. Sometimes moments choose us to define our purpose. Three years ago, I chose you. I chose to love you without limits or time. I didn't choose how we met or why. I let the hug you chose to give, blossom into the most wondrous love. More than I could ever imagine. That moment chose us. The adventure of a lifetime only comes to those who choose to endure. Love chose us. I'll always choose you...for you are my beloved. I'll choose to hold you the rest of my life. I'll choose to rub away all the aches and pains. I'd choose you on your worst days only to give you my best. I'll choose to wake up with you every morning and reminding you how beautiful you are as I look into those amazing hazel eyes. I think God chose us to experience this wonderful love for one another.

Dedicated to my love, my Special K

You are my sun, who warms me throughput the day. You are the moon, who watches over me by night.  You are the stars, that gaze upon in amazement and awe. You are the rainbow after the storm, that reminds me of the promise of tomorrow. You are the water, that quenches my thirst. You are the meat, that brings forth my strength. You are the air, I breath to sustain my life. You are more than the beauty of all the flowers. You bring forth peace to my mind and my soul. You are love...if I could write a thousand years I'd never to tell the wonders that you are.


Dedicates to my love, my Special K

I wanted to surprise you by finding you a dress. I never knew how complicated it is to find what I hope to be a perfect fit. The sales lady looked perplexed with my desire to find the dress. She asks what does she look like. I replied simply perfect. Then I explain the size you told me. With colors that I imagine would compliment your tan skin. I imagined the fit. To be honest, I can't wait to see you try them on. I wondered about the length, the cut, and how it would look on such a beautiful woman as you. It's my delight to do shopping for you. One day, I'm sure I'll be searching for the shoes to match your dresses.


Dedicated to my beautiful love, my Special K