The way my arms ache when they are not around her. When going on adventure feels so empty because she's not there to make the trip complete. The way my heartaches just to hear her voice. How she lightens my spirit with a mere text. When you crave her kiss because she's the only one that has made your lip quiver after a kiss. How often bite my lip thinking of her. When I cook I only think of things she may want to eat. How you breath in her pillow wanting to smell her scent. When you get that smile just thinking of our crazy times. Even when there is serious talk you know there is always us and no end. When all you think of is the future that your going to have with her, the adventures, the foot rubs, the look in her eyes, the way everything brightens with her presence. The way you want to better yourself because that's the man she deserves. Being that man that appreciates her ever moment of everyday. Knowing that God has purposed you to be together. Not thinking that love like this can really be written about but knowing your living it. Though you have to love in secret in this moment until it can come out in the open. How she has become your joy, your peace, your comfort, and the most amazing love. How she shares her pictures and it brings you so much joy, knowing she is happy. Even after our covid kiss, you'd want to kiss her even more. Knowing no sickness, disease, or even death could tarnish this love.

Dedicated to my only love, my Special K