We dance in the moonlight
you twist and turned me around
you held me by my waist
we danced and danced
you tell me forever you love me.
You hold me and kissed me under the light of a blue moon
under the light of billion stars.

Say Oh say you love me
Oh say you love me
I begged and begged
fell on my knee's and begged
as your hands let go my tears pour and pour out my eyes.
Till I drown in my tears
as I drown in my own tears
I realized you didn't care.

What am I doing? Why do I feel this way? Bolts of 24 runs in my vain, though bolts of emotions rush 100 bolts.
Where my heart burns in black coal, the volt of feelings rush in my vains
Strength of electrical emotions that I cannot control
Flashes of lightening bolts that run beneath my feat to catch his eyes, to catch those puddles of honey eyes that I lust for.
My heart rushes in a measure of electrical energy that I cannot measure.
Though 2kw generator generates 60 hertz, the blood that pumps in my heart generates 200 hertz
What is this feeling? What can be done to stop my heart from generating for you?
How do I stop my lips wanting to stick to yours like a magnet? Why do I lust for you?

Lily pollens glow
rain of tears drops though it rained
petals glow
lily gleam and glow through it reverses time
night crickets chitter in joy
clock hand reverse twelve
midnight bell rings
willow leaves raddle like reindeer bells
pasture sound chitters and shallow
river flow down the stream fast
the wind made tree leaves raddle
so quick time stopped beneath my feet.

In time will heal they say
Time doesnt heal anything
It just teaches you to live with the pain
I don’t need time
Because i am tired
Tired is fighting every single day
Tired of living with pain
I’m tired is fighting the pain of my feeling for someone who doesn’t love me
Tired of fighting for who know where he is
How he feels
Who knows if he even cares
I’m tired of waking up alone Missing you
Fight to fall asleep
Fighting the ache in My every heart beat
time doesn’t heal
time hurts
Am I not enough
Time will heal you
You’ll get over it in time
In time you’ll move on
No I won’t
Time won’t heal the pain
I won’t stop loving you
I hope one day time will bring someone who fights for my love
Time will not fill the emptiness inside me

I try to forget the painful past, I cannot
Day and night when I close my eyes I dream all my painful suffer's come back in my dreams. Night and day I cry in my sleep
I fight the nightmares but it doesn't go
The nightmare of my painful past is just too strong
Just too much
My painful past and all the memories are always here.

The thought of you happy with someone else still makes me smile
I will be happy with or without your arms wrapped around me
So if we fall apart and I see you with someone new
I will not shed a tear
I will be that you're happy
I will stay strong for you and your happiness that is the love I have for you
With or without your arms holding me
so don't worry about me if we fall apart.

I know what I said
I know what you said
Though I wish I didn’t hear your words that hurt like a 1000 bee sting in my chest
My heart hit the dirt that I can’t clean even with waters of the sea. I hate and I hate and hate the words he spoke
I hate and hate the tongues he used to scream in my ear
I wish it was word of lyrics to my ear but they were nothing but pain
“Didn’t mean a thing”
How?
Why?
Was the things I told not mean a thing? Was the world I wanted to give not enough? Was the heart I gave you nothing but a moment of being complacent?
“Only a moment of feeling that’s not worth the wild” “ not worth the time” how can my tongue not repeat when it hurts so much! Told a lie, pushed him away with the  wind of the south
Build the burlón wall to keep my heart from beating
Broke the Golden Gate Bridge to keep a sea of distance
I know what I said
Swallowed my own words
To keep you from knowing the truth
I called him brother to make my heart a living hell
Build a dungeon to keep my thought in
Lit a fire beneath my feet to burn myself
I know what I said
Duty comes first but my cold, selfish, evil heart speaks the truth I wish to drown at the bottom of the Atlantic Ocean
The selfish heart I stabbed beyond the lives of this cruel world kept healing
I know what you said
Though how am I to heal that pain?
Why can’t I let you go? Why did I let you in or did you come uninvited? How do I keep hating you?

Pass midnight
I’m awake
Lying in bed
Bed that is cold as ice without you
With my fingiré tips gripping my phone
Wishing you’d call
Where did I go wrong
We were so in love
Love story of Romeo and Juliet
When did we mess up
I’m missing you like crazy
You got me mesmerized
I’m so hypnotized
With your honey gold eyes
Feeling every emotion in me clearer than silver water
Day dreaming till midnight tripping over you
Please don’t leave
I need you to stay
Your love gets me higher than ******
Give my love a try
Don’t tell me you don’t know my love
You stole my heart in a weeks time
You told me to let it be
To let my heart love
Now I’m in love with you so be with me
I won’t push you away
I just want you to stay
When you left I said “you”
You it’s you
The days of you away  every single day I am dead
You
You are the curse in my heart
Love curse that I cannot reverse

I’d hold my breath, I bit my lips, I stayed strong, I didn’t shed a tear, I didn’t break,
You beat me with the power you stood in
The words you said kills my kindness
The lies you told made my hatred
The love one you took from me killed my blooming buds
Though I stayed strong and I wiped my sadness like an umbrella protecting rain from my shoulders
I stayed strong, how long I hold until you broke me,
My tears flooded the city of my kindness
My hatred killed my love
My sadness shattered me into pieces that I can’t count
I picked myself up but my finger tips bleeded
The lies you told to take my love
To take my life
To break me in pieces
To **** my dreams
To take what I worked for in life
You took without a thought
Without a care
Without a blink
The lie you told that made me break
That made me a monster
The monster that started the games you played
The game you thought you won
A game you should have never started
But you didn’t care of what you’ve done. You didn’t care