Mia Mcdaniel

Mia Mcdaniel Apr 2019

I hoped

He tells me to wait, to wait for his love
TO wait for his touch
so I wait every day and night waiting for the day when he takes me kisses me by the lips like there was no one around us.
Every night and day we talk he flirts with me I do the same
The day came it was a dance night
I hoped rot see him there
I hoped to dance with him there
As I hoped I dance with my girls looking for a sight of his face
But cannot find
Finally, I see a familiar face
A face I've been looking for all night
Then we dance he held my hand and with the other on my waist
I thought he kiss me but he didn't
The music ends he leaves
I see his lips touching his Ex lips my heart breaks my heart shatters It melt away but he didn't care.
He was selfish He was kissing his ex in front of me
He kisses her again my heart breaks all over again
And my tears shed out he didn't care
Then I realized I was ridiculous to fall for his tricks.

Mia Mcdaniel Apr 2019

Try

I try to forget the painful past, I cannot
Day and night when I close my eyes I dream all my painful suffer's come back in my dreams. Night and day I cry in my sleep
I fight the nightmares but it doesn't go
The nightmare of my painful past is just too strong
Just too much
My painful past and all the memories are always here.

Mia Mcdaniel Apr 2019

Lost

I lose my temper that I can not control
I cannot even though I try
my kindness sheds away
the more I lose my temper
the darkness take and takes me up peace by peace
although I fight the more the darkness takes me the more I try to love the more I lose my temper
My loving half is a gone
I'm taken by darkness
No kindness nor love
will ever find me nor bring me back to the light of day

Mia Mcdaniel Apr 2019

Apples Falls

I looked across beneath the tree
personalities ly on the pastures green
Flickering red hang from the tree
Mad at God for how it fell
I told my wrath what a poet
They fell on grass that didn't ly
Bore apples rote in pain
Poring tears, seedlings grew
Lighting flickers personalities grew
though my foe was my blood
My foe stretched beneath the tree
Turned around and made me bleed
I fell far from the tree

The new poetry I just wrote this morning

Mia Mcdaniel Apr 2019

I miss my baby

What hurts the most is that the memories I used to have near
you now are the memories I wish I could forget forever
But I cannot because I really love you.

Mia Mcdaniel Apr 2019

Look UP MOM

Walking down
Finals day of 5th grade
The ten-year-old little girl looks up at her momma
Phone scream is in the way
The phone never leaves
all the girl wanted was her momma to look up
She would notice the tears shed
She would notice her daughter crying
Standing in tears
Covering her feelings around her
She would notice her daughter is hurting in pain and needs her momma's help just for once.

Mia Mcdaniel Apr 2019

With or Without

The thought of you happy with someone else still makes me smile
I will be happy with or without your arms wrapped around me
So if we fall apart and I see you with someone new
I will not shed a tear
I will be that you're happy
I will stay strong for you and your happiness that is the love I have for you
With or without your arms holding me
so don't worry about me if we fall apart.