A burden in my heart
Has prevented me from speaking
As my words can cut through diamond
And still is not enough
To express the heavy burden
That is in my heart

Love is blind
Love is pain
Love is intensely
Both beautiful and strange

Do I have regrets?
It always starts with a yes
And ends with a no
For the things I wish have happened
We’re not meant to be
And the things I wished to never
We’re absolutely crucial
To form, grow, and stand
The beautiful person I am

Speaking is a sign of weakness
Silence is a sign of weakness

Running is a sign of weakness
Staying is a sign of weakness

Love is a sign of weakness
Hate is a sign of weakness

Quitting is a sign of weakness
Pursuing is a sign of weakness

People will always try to define you as weak
Whenever they want, whenever they seek

So do what feels right and fine
And ignore their “signs”

Sometimes I am on the verge
On the verge to cry
On the verge to break
On the verge to die
For all I really want
Is someone by my side

A candy corner filled with treats
All eating and all laughing
As I came closer in delight
Of all the sweets I can get
An old woman reached down
To get the box of treats she fed
But came back up as a witch
With grey strikes on her hair
A gloomy wrinkly face
And darkness cursed in the air
She took what was in her hand
And instantly she stabbed
As I woke up with my hip in pain
This nightmare has left me faint

I want what they have
Oh I want it so bad
If I have what they have
I will feel so glad
This is what I demand
Not walking on broken glass
But having what they have

And as they all looked back at me and exhaled
I want what she has
Oh I want it so bad
If I have what she has
I will feel so glad
This is what I demand
Not walking on broken glass
But having what she has

And at that I slowly rested my eyes and said
Maybe I don’t want what they have
Maybe I don’t feel so bad
The part of what makes me glad
Is right where I stand
And not having what they have