People say you only go up when you hit rock bottom
But I guess that ain't true for me
I have been lurking in the bottom of a barrel from the day I was born
born into a family of misfits where fights between families seemed fit
didn't get hit physically but mentally was malnourished
every opportunity of escape I found, took me deeper into the barrel where the light wasn't visible
and it seems the plan to live peacefully isn't feasible or doable
all I can do is curse my luck
but I know from time to time even I ******* up
What could I have done, when there was no one to back me up
I'm tired of climbing this endless barrel alone
so instead of getting old
I should end it while I'm bold

I have a scar in my heart
That cannot be gone
And you came over
and reminded me of what I lost
I don't think I will be able to break this curse
Oh, love! I have accepted my lose
The remainder of my days I will spend on this lonesome road
Writing a book just to feel less alone
But then again it only reminds me of how you were gone
I'm not the first one to live on this road
Many a great soul lived here before
Although some lost their way on this road
But I hope this labyrinth of a road leads me to the place
Where my heart will find its peace.

Take me to the side
Where I don’t have to fight
A place where I don’t have to be high
To fly like a kite
A place where I don’t have to wait till the night
Just to see your sight
and stay with you at all the right time
A place where I can call you mine and dine with some fine wine
cause on this side, you are not very kind
because over here all you care about is how to hide from your lies,
guess I have to take my goodbyes
because I'm tired of your denies
So goodbye my love, I'm sick of being just a shoulder to cry on

I have fallen for you
and to tell you the truth
it is not the first time that love has charmed me
unlike before, I'll try my best work things out with you
just say "yes" once and I'll come running towards you and bring nothing but peace for you
even if you don't say 'yes' I'll keep on making you smile
because you are the reason that my face still has something to smile about,
unlike others, I'm not loud
but my poems tell my heart's tale, so don't have any doubt
and take a leap of faith and be together till the end.

I have caught this feeling
and now I'm healing
but all these sorrows that I buried deep down
are now coming back up again
I'm too close to relapsing
I just can't seem to relax in
So, I drive to your house and you let me in
I started berating and creating a mess
but you didn't throw me away like the rest
So, I thank you for putting up with all the mayhem I made
And now that I'm fine, I'm glad that you are by my side