I have caught this feeling
and now I'm healing
but all these sorrows that I buried deep down
are now coming back up again
I'm too close to relapsing
I just can't seem to relax in
So, I drive to your house and you let me in
I started berating and creating a mess
but you didn't throw me away like the rest
So, I thank you for putting up with all the mayhem I made
And now that I'm fine, I'm glad that you are by my side

Somewhere far away
there is a scared girl
standing on the rooftop
trying to escape from her troubles
she is holding back her tears
she is holding back everything
trying to look strong for the world
but inside she is fragile as a leaf in autumn
Oh I wish I could say to her everything will be all right
but the truth is life is unpredictable
with many twists and turns
I wish I could swap places and bear all her pain
and I wish I could put a real smile on her face
and I know that day is not far away
so don't you worry my dear
I will make everything clear.

I'm a pill-popping demon
you haven't seen before,
that's cause I'm always behind a smoke
and this ain't a joke
I have tried everything from smoke to coke
All that remains is for me to choke, on my own *****, you *****
I don't see a way to recover from this *******,
So, I'm just gonna keep snorting this **** until my heart has a hole
I guess the end isn't far, as I have started to cough up blood
And soon, I will be laid beneath the earth
and the search for freedom will also be over
Cause I'll get rid off all the scars that kept me locked up