"Hello Doctor,"
the woman said;
"How long before,
this thing is dead?"
-
"A half-an-hour,
give or take;
Then you'll be rid,
of this dreadful mistake."
-
"Will the Fetus feel,
very much pain;"
"It is so small,
won't feel a thing."
-
Then the Doctor inserted,
a shiny blade;
And slowly began,
to scrape him away.
-
The blade sliced off,
a piece of his leg;
It was the first time,
this child was afraid.
-
Inch by inch,
the Scalpel dug deep;
The arms, the hands,
then both of his feet.
-
One last scrape,
o'er the tiny head;
Then the evil one,
pronounced him dead.
-

The four month old Fetus,
asleep in the Womb;
Is quite unaware,
that her life will end soon.
-
She was the result,
of a one night stand;
The pain that she'll feel,
she'll ne'er understand.
-
The hose from the ******* machine,
grabs onto her hip;
The tears from her pain,
signifies it's
been ripped.
-
She flinches away,
as it grabs her left leg;
It pulls it apart,
in a cold fit of rage.
-
The child's heart,
ceases to beat;
All from the actions,
of that ******* machine.

I checked my mail, the other day;
And I found a letter,
from far away.
-
My Heavenly Father,
from up above;
Sent it to this Sinner,
of whom He loves.
-
"Dear Child,
I'm writing this to you,
in hopes that you'll be writing soon;
I wanted to tell you,
so many things;
And my love for you,
will endure anything.
-
I wish you wouldn't, worry so much,
about your Salvation, your fears and such.
-
Just lay your problems,
at my feet;
I'll gladly take them,
to set you free.
-
Before I close,
I want to say;
Come to me,
when e'er you stray.
-
Now set aside,
your worries and doubts;
For that is what,
I'm all about."

These four walls,
can't hold me back;
For it's not courage,
that I lack.
-
I stay because,
I'm needed here;
I always want,
them to be near.
-
And though I'm needed, everyday;
I need them too,
in my own way.

The murky water,
is inhabited by Snakes;
one bite will **** you.

In all their glory,
leaves change from green to orange.
Fall is here again.

My God is such a great God,
He loves me very much;
How do I know He cares for me,
I feel it in His touch!
-
My God can perform miracles,
He does it everyday;
He wants the best for you and I,
in every single way.
-
My God gives to me Blessings,
according to His Will;
His love is never ending,
His Grace is truly real.
-
My God is most remarkable,
and in Him I do trust;
I could not live without Him,
His prescence is a must!

When I think of what, a Mother is;
You are at
the top,
of the most special list.
-
Your touch is as soft,
as a fluffy, white cloud;
I'm always Blessed,
when you are around.
-
You always have time,
to spend with me;
You certainly are,
a Blessing indeed.
-
So on this Merry Christmas Mom,
I wish I could give you,
more than this song;
I'd give you the World, I'd give you the Stars,
and I'd help you to see,
how special you are.

All throughout my darkest night,
shadows seem to come to life;
Closets house such ghastly things,
I see them in my every dream.
-
Demons gloat with every tear,
as they feed upon my hidden fears;
I shut my eyes with all my might,
as I have done throughout my nights.
-
The things of which I've seen and heard,
can't be described with just one word;
I can not take this very much more,
as howls cry out behind the door.

"Give me your life,"
the Lord told me;
"And I will set,
your Spirit free.
-
I will fill your heart,  with wonderous peace;
I'll provide
for you, all of your needs.
-
I'll lift you up, should you e'er fall;
You'll always hear me,
when I call.
-
Always remember,
that I love you;
No matter what,
you say or do.
-
Now trust in me,
and do not fear;
For I am always,
very near."

The cool, Ocean breeze,
is quite invigerating,
and calms my Spirit.

Nestled in her Mother's womb,
she's beginning to run out of room;
She ***** her thumb without a clue,
of what is coming very soon.
-
To a clinic tomorrow, her Mommy will go, where she will be, ****** through a hose;
This child did not have a choice,
this child did not have a voice.
-
The day arrives when she will die,
the Doctor has at last arrived;
It's not too late to change her mind,
and on the wall, the clock chimes nine.
-
A hose is inserted,
inside the womb,
it will all be over very soon;
The child winches away in pain,
her suffering is her Mother's gain.
-
Each piece of this child,
is ****** right out,
no one can hear her cries and shouts;
  The tears in her blue eyes can't be seen,
thanks to the horror,
of that ******* machine.

A deadly Spider,
is the Wandering Spider;
death is imminent.

The Honey Badger,
is a fearless animal; He kills what he hunts.

I do not wish,
to ever be touched;
For the pain
spills out,
it's simply too much.
-
Touches make me feel,
***** and confused;
Since I was but a child,
of maybe one or two.
-
They robbed me of my innosence,
they robbed me of my youth;
In the dark of the night,
in my dingy little
room.
-
The nightmares unfolded,
until I was nine;
They invaded my privacy,
stole a chunk of my life.

Trees sway in the breeze,
as their leaves blow to and frow;
Autumn is coming.

"Caw," goes the black Crow,
as he sits atop a Tree;
in the foggy air.

Curled up in a tiny ball,
I can not stand,
for fear I'll fall.
-
So much pain,
I must endure,
of which I haven't, found a cure.
-
Raindrops land upon my roof,
my desperationneeds no proof;
My sorrow sticks to me like glue,
I do not know,
what I will do.
-
Cries of help,
always unheard;
I do not speak,
a single word.
-
Don't take offence,
if I don't speak;
For some it comes,
so easily.

The leaves are vibrant,
as they change colors for Fall;
red and yellow hues.

I gently kiss,
your voluptuous lips,
and I find myself,
in total bliss.
-
The love in your eyes,
bares no disguise;
Neither does it come,
with deceipt or lies.
-
You tightly hold,
me in your
arms;
Where I feel safe,
and free from harm.
-
When we go to bed,
I lay upon your chest,
how could I ask for more;
A loving man,
who understands,
exactly what loves for.

Freshly falling Snow,
blakets the landscape with white,
a sledders' dream.

How do I move a Mountain, when I can't even budge a Tree?
-
How do I stay afloat, when I can't even swim?
-
How do I tame a Lion,
when my own Dog bites?
-
How do I mend,
when I'm broken inside?
-
How do I dream, when I can't even sleep?
-
How do I love,
when my heart has been torn from my chest?

Puffing out its' hood,
the King Cobra is deadly,
its' venom toxic.

The deadly Viper,
coiled up in the dense bush,
awaiting its' prey.

Eyes glow in the night,
as a Panther stalks its' prey,
in the full Moon sky.

Ants should be leery,
of an Anteaters tongue,
which preys upon them.

Two Love Birds nestle,
upon a sturdy branch.
Their love is priceless.

When the Sun goes down,
at the end of the day;
I think about,
how much I've strayed.
-
I ask God's forgiveness,
for all of my sins;
And at times I don't know,
just where to begin.
-
God's Grace is sufficient,
to bare all my pain;
And to ease my heart,
in my sorrow and shame.
-
He reaches down,
puts my feet on the
floor;
How could I ask,
for anything more?

Against a blue sky,
stands a Mountain tall and proud,
majestic to view.

The deadly Mongoose,
hunts and kills a King Cobra,
by crushing its' neck.

A Newborn Baby,
so precious and innocent,
God's gift to us all!

Red breasted Robins,
are a sign that Spring is here.
A beautiful sight.

Small but venomous,
beautiful Krait snakes are blue.
Their bite is deadly.

I'm sorry I'm a burden,
count the hours, count the days;
'Til I won't be here anymore,
and off your shoulders falls this weight.
-
I hate the way you look
at me,
when I ask something from you;
Seems lately I can see that look,
in everything I do.
-
I know I must leave soon,
it's better for both of us;
for I lost something you've never had,
a simple thing called trust.

The feared, King Cobra,
is the heaviest land snake,
in south Africa.

Daddy, I don't tell you often,
how much you mean to me;
Your guidance is a must,
your love, it comes for free.
-
Your wisdom is so vast,
your knowledge stretches on;
I come to you for strength,
you'll never steer me wrong.
-
You've done so much for me,
I cherish the time we spend;
I call you, "My special daddy,"
you are my very best friend.
-
Happy Father's Day dear daddy,
to the best Dad in the world;
I know deep in your heart,
I'm forever your little girl.

Why do I do bad things,
when I wake up every day;
Could be my sinfull nature,
to play in Jesus name?
-
I try to do the right things,
watch the words I dare to say;
But inside of my mind,
in Jesus name I play.
-
I rarely read my Bible,
other things get in my way;
I think the reason why's because,
in Jesus name I play.
-
I pray to God for a refreshed heart,
one that will not sway;
But I will not recieve it,
if in Jesus name I play.

Down at
the High School,
there is a ghastly beast;
His name is known as Janitor,
a Wolf disguised as a Sheep.
-
He preys on all the girls,
trying to gain their trust;
To have them for his friends,
was to him a total must.
-
But one day he approached me,
his words were sticky as glue;
Oh the things he wanted done,
I'd never, ever do.
-
I reported him to the Principal,
some other girls did too;
He was locked up in a cell,
with his new roomate named Lou.

God stepped down from His mighty Throne,
to become Christ in the flesh;
His mighty love for all mankind,
assured He'd do His best.
-
Some men truly loved Him,
there were those who turned away;
It has always been like this,
up to this very day.
-
Jesus healed the sick and deaf,
He made the blind to see;
He shed His blood for all the World,
and died for you and me.
-
By the acceptance of His blood,
t'was His greatest sacrifice;
Those who accept His gift,
will go to Paradise.

Inside I'm curled up in a ball,
afraid to stand for I might fall;
I tell my feelings to no one,
it's hard for me to just feel loved.
-
No one seems to understand,
no one's there to lift a hand;
I yearn to laugh,
I long to smile;
I guess I'm much to evil and vile.
-

So here I stay,
in my man-made shell,
is there any way that I'm in Hell;
In here I feel both safe and sound,
even when my teardrops hit the ground.

I went to my new Therapist,
She seemed so very nice;
But divulging how I felt inside,
I truly had to think twice.
-
She ask me many questions,
about my childhood;
I answered them quite truthfully,
I did the best I could.
-
It was not fun to delve into,
the memories of my past;
But I knew I had to do it,
if I wanted to heal quite fast.
-
The problems I was facing, plagued yesterday and today;
I felt just like a failure,
letting them get in my way.
-
When the session finally ended,
I sort of felt complete;
For the first in my life,
someone sat and listened to me.

In the darkness hours of my life,
I see things that aren't there;
A belt becomes a snake,
I hear voices everywhere-
I have no sense of direction,
I bump into everything;
The walls, the cabinets, the furniture,
I'm bruised  from head to feet.
-
Clothes that are in my closet,
become Monsters in disguise;
I fear they will jump out at me,
and scare me out of life.
-
I won't look in the mirror,
too afraid of what I'll see;
Will there be a Troll or Demon,
staring back at me?
-
I have no feelings on my skin,
I'm as numb as I can be; Still  I can feel creeping things,
crawling over me.
-
How long will I have to
face,
this nightmare I am in;
Not until I get a 'script,
for my priceless Klonopin.

Oh Holy Spirit, help me,
please guide me on my way;
For I feel lost and all alone,
be with me on this day.
-
Comfort me when I've no Peace,
show me where to go;
Teach me how to witness,
to those I do not know.
-
Give me strength in this evil World,
I pray my fears subside;
I truly want to thank you,
for helping me survive.

I just don't understand, Satan very well;
He gave up everything he had,
to secure a place in Hell.
-
He began as a beautiful Angel,
then sin crept in his heart;
He wished to be, just like God,
so the Father yelled, "Depart!"
-
He took one- third of the Angels,
as they all fell from the sky;
And as they all were falling,
it looked like sheeds of black ice.
-
Into the fiery furnace,
the Demons were all thrown;
For what you surely reap,
you will ultimately sow!

Enveloped within the Womb,
the Fetus
***** her thumb;
Unaware that very soon,
her life will come undone.
-
Her mother doesn't want her,
or believes that she's alive;
All that she believes in,
are Satan's filthy lies.
-
This Fetus has ten fingers,
and ten l'il toes;
Her mother's deep, blue eyes,
and daddy's botton nose.
-
Her eyelashes  are black,
as is the hair on her head;
It is not her own fault,
that mommy wants her dead.
-
And so walks in the Doctor,
scalpel in his hand;
He digs around within the Womb,
Mother's little plan.
-
Now when the scalpel meets her arms,
it slices the right one off;
Through all the pain this Fetus feels,
this child is thinking, "STOP!"
-
It slices and dices this Fetus up,
until there is nothing left;
Then Jesus takes her by the hand,
this one who was Heaven sent.

A Mountain Lion, also known as a Cougar,
kills before thinking.

Nightmares come to me,
when at last I go to sleep;
Monsters I have to live with,
disguised as little Sheep.
-
At first they seem quite harmless,
I feel no threat at all;
But then their appearance changes,
their teeth turn ten feet tall.
-
Their bodies, covered in fur,
from their heads down to their toes;
Where they all do come from,
I truly do not know.
-
Their eyes are crimson red,
their claws as sharp as knives;
I curl up in a ball,
trembling with fright.
-
Finally I awaken,
sweat runs down my cheeks;
I swear I'll never sleep again,
to avoid these ghastly Beasts.

There is no greater love,
then found in Jesus Christ;
Because of His great love,
He sacrificed His life.
-
Throughout the years He lived,
He never once did sin;
He healed the Lame and Blind,
taught people to forgive.
-
No evil thought did He once think,
no foul words from His mouth;
Yet there were those mocked Him,
and those who lived in doubt.
-
He took all of our sins,
and claimed them as His own;
Upon the Cross He hung,
He felt so all alone.
-
He came to die for all of us,
to give eternal life;
He did all this to save us,
to save all of Mankind.