You are beside me, but not with me
   I can see you, but I can’t feel you
You are literally sitting beside me, but you’re so far away from me
          You are too close to me
        yet too far away.

You decided a break
You centered my pain
You made it too clear
‘I need a break from you’
and the pain kept running inside me
and then you made it worse
‘Don’t talk to me’
I still can’t get over this
a piece of me broke when
you said that
I kept hoping that you will break the break
But you made it worse
You said hurtful stuff
And I always seem to digest hurtful words because that how i was raised
But it still hurts, being used to pain doesn’t make it any less painful
You keep hurting me
and I’m too attached to the warm you
To the one who hugged my pain away
But I can’t seem to find him anymore
You changed
and I miss you

This is not a beautiful poem, because you never made me feel beautiful. This is how I feel: mostly blue(sad)mostly red(angry), and the yellow is the old me. Stained white is what I became because of you.
This is how I feel every time you break my soul, this is why I always feel down. Never up always down.

You.
Its you.
I can feel it.
You are my comfort zone.
I feel so warm with you,
Just the idea of losing you
destroys me
You feel so right to me
I love you, you’re so in me
I’m so into you
I love you.
Please, stay.

You used to be
my comfort zone
you used to be my getaway
you used to be my fav being
you used to be the highlight of the day
But thats just in the past now.
Now..
now you only make
me feel sad
You only shatter me with your cold eyes
you are not warm to me anymore
I miss you, but not now you
I miss the warm you
Because now I only feel more lonely with you