i find shelter
in your arms

forget the past
the pain and sorrow

your embrace
reassuring

enveloping me
in love and safety

your kisses
soothing

comforting
melting the world away

your touch
tells me so much

it heals my heart
anchors my soul

reminds me
i am not alone

locked eternally
in an embrace

i and you
you and me

together forever

the pain
is unbearable

the loneliness
overwhelming

my soul
is screaming in agony

it’s too hard

i can’t
won’t

do this anymore

i’m not going survive
this time

losing
living

existing
without you

I miss
the relationship
partying
drinking
*******
I just don’t miss
you

ahhhhhhhh
make it stop

the loneliness
and grief

we were full
of big plans
high hopes
but we were too young
and dumb
to know
how hard
it was going to be
we shattered
when confronted
with the reality

I left
walked out
i had too
you weren’t
my forever

alone
again
scared
vulnerable
like a fawn
laying
in a forest hollow

the loneliness
is unbearable
i’m numb
nausea
since you’ve
been gone

i miss
your body
it’s warmth
your skin
touching mine