ghost queen

ghost queen Jul 2021

east of the sun
west of the moon
blueing of the night
stars shine

passing pleasures
of bygone lovers
lasting memories
of forgotten kisses

a tender touch
kindles love
healing a broken heart

ghost queen Jul 2021

one last kiss

a blue
withered
rose

guarded
by dead
fools

for a ghost
queen

praying
to gods

for one
last
wish

a kiss

just one
last
kiss

before
she
dies

ghost queen Jul 2021

high low

i want
need
to get high

**** the feelings
welling up
deep
from within

take a hit
soar
crash
wake up
to new lows

ghost queen Jul 2021

real girls

i write
create
elaborate
romantic
love stories

i am a coward
afraid of real girls
live through my words
terrified of being hurt…, again

ghost queen Jun 2021

blue roses

love letters
and
blue roses
truth is fatal
so are lies

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blue_rose

ghost queen Jun 2021

the here & now

the past is about grief
the future fear
slow down
stop
let go
surrender
accept
its all about
THE HERE & NOW

ghost queen Jun 2021

God is dead

reeling from grief
realizing my
God is dead
how do i make sense
find meaning
tell me please
what is the purpose
how do i escape
the bleak
lonely reality
other than in
the bliss of ******