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I’m only human
Sometimes I caught myself
Calling my x husband
Daddy.
For 20 years of marriage
That’s what you got used to
Calling each.
Sometimes my x husband
Will calls me
Mama.
Hey, that’s life.
It’s like when you have a toddler
Trying to learn to walk or talk
Same you have to learn
Not to call each other
That.
47 · Jan 2019
Would you
I would walk from Vegas to California
Just for you
Would You?
I would hold on to my faith and hopes
Just for you.
Would you?
I wouldn't give up, if I was given millions dollars. Just for you
Would you?
I would change myself,  just for you
Would you?
47 · Apr 2019
Someone special
The movement of the heavenly bodies may encourage you to take action concerning someone to whom you are powerfully attracted. When you want something or someone, you are not shy about getting it. Fortunately, it seems that they may feel the same way about you, and so any arrangements that you make to get together will certainly be very successful. Make sure to wear warm and sunny colors.
47 · Apr 2019
Uncondittion love
First of it not health
For both partners
Mostly just separate yourself
That.
It's usefulness
There no meaning to it.
Silent
47 · Oct 2018
Karma stalks you
Karma why stalk him?
What crime have you committed, lies that you hiding inside to deserve this wraith.

Karma why stalk him?
What guilt you have. That your  bald to look in a mirror. To say I didn’t do anything.

Karma why stalk him?
If karma is stalking you. If you feel like you didn’t do nothing wrong.
Why can you come out your shell.
Be honest to yourself and other.
Anyone can give material things, but giving attention, loyalty, effort, and honesty is priceless.
and unconditional love - then this would be perfect! If only more people understood that, it would be a better world.

Looks like they are on vacation and he's happy she is there seeing something that they both think and feel in their heart something that is special.
47 · Jan 2020
Old lover
What’s sure is that this person represents doubt and uncertainty.

I think that things you’re not aware of are happening to you and those you love. You’re lost, and this person is there to help you discover the truth.

For now, everything’s quite vague Racheal, but I think it’s important to dig into this story a little further to find out what’s hiding behind this person and how they intend to influence your life.
47 · Jul 2019
How Do You Save Money
This how you save money
Don’t buy everything you see
Only get what you need
Don’t buy your friends
Your friends will always be there
Don’t have very Stenseth tasty
Alway Budget your money
Don’t spend all your money
Because your Alcoholic
Some people want material things. ME, I just want peace, happy times, and people who love me.

People want material things today, sad.

All I ever wanted is to love and be loved.  I am not destined for that.  I am destined for loneliness and isolation. I have no reason and no purpose.

Some people dont realize a blessing untill its gone and they things come and go but to really have someone who truly loves you and looks out for you 100% is the best thing you can give anyone.
I’ll never understand materialistic people. I hope that stuff is worth it when you’re looking back on your life and have nothing to show for it but long gone junk. Memories last forever!

Things don't buy you happiness.. They can give you a small window of feeling ok but then reality comes knocking back at your door. Happiness starts within you with how you choose to look at life and the things in it. They say your eyes are the windows to your soul, so how we look at things can be how we really feel..
46 · Oct 2018
Mind and body
My mind is lost in galaxies
Don't know which way to go
Confuse about a lot of things.
Some people makes hard for you, by making fun of you.

My body is floating in Universe
Can't feel anything,
So much had happened.
Still people makes fun of you.

Just can't fine to put my mind and body together.
Where am I at.
46 · Dec 2019
I’m Trying My Best
To open up
I’m not use to sharing
My feelings or what’s
Going on within
My life.
Last time I ever
Shared my feelings with
Anybody.
That’s was used against me.
They hint me in so anyway
You can’t imagine.
So, I learned to be
Silent.
46 · Apr 2019
Partner
Love is very tender, with the present planetary alignment, and some very expressive words could be exchanged with your partner (current or prospective). Although you generally go for the more bold and daring approach, you feel deeply sentimental right now, and would be willing to go to the ends of the earth and back for your true love if they asked you to do any special favors. Today, make them smile.
You may keep having the same thoughts over and over in your head, Virgo. Each day you may work out a different scenario for the way it comes to an end. You know that you will get to this critical decision at some point in your life, so why not experiment with all the solutions now? Stay calm and turn to others when you get into a bind along the way.
46 · Jun 2019
Stop, worrying
Sometimes you have to stop worrying, wondering, and doubting. Have faith that things will work out, maybe not how you planned, but just how it’s meant to be. - Unknown.
46 · Nov 2020
Be Honest
If you ever want to move forward in life,
the first person you have to be honest with is yourself,
forget everybody around you,
because either they are with you,
or just there to hold you back,
life too short to wonder about what if's,
make mistakes but know the consequences,
life feels better when you know who's truly by your side,
and who only there for the ride,
because when times get hard,
and you need somebody to talk to,
only those people who truly love you,
will be the only ones by your side,
so live life to the fullest,
laugh your **** off along the way,
and love the people who remind you who you are,
when you start to wonder off and get lost,
but most importantly,
always be honest with yourself.
You need to get out habits. Because **** don’t go your way. You like a little child. You go for next person. You think is going to be best for you. **** when things doesn’t go my way. I don’t act like a little child. Yes, I do text a lot.
But that in the pass. Now I just say oh well. Maybe next time. My habit is much different than yours. But you don’t see me picking Dave. Hey that’s you right. You grow right. You do what you want. Lieing don’t get you far in life. I’m honest person. If I feel you need to know I’ll tell. But mood tells me sometimes not to say anything to you. Because you take it the wrong way. Or you read it the wrong way.
Good luck with your life. Like I said I rather have honesty than be a liar. All I did actually watch everything. How you was trying to play me. It didn’t work right. I caught up with your game.
Honestly all I want
Is to hangout
With you.
Sorry if I get turned on
By you
When I’m just sitting next to you
Doesn’t mean
I’m only after one thing
Nope
I’m not that way.
I learned to take it
Slow. If is going to happen
I want able to enjoy it.
You still own me
One
46 · Jun 2020
Dearly my friend Rachel
Dear Racheal,

I did a reading about this person you’re always thinking about.

My cards showed something I wasn’t expecting. I see feelings that are developing.

This person is thinking about you all the time.

But I also see negative vibrations coming from a third party.
45 · Nov 2018
Frustration
I give you my all
But sometimes..
It's like I'm talking to a wall
You're so afraid you're gonna fall
But don't you see I'm here to catch you
You never seem to hear
All you do is fear
You're a brain washed
Something of a girl
You're thoughts are just a whirl
You can't get yourself together
Love the ones who ignore you
Ignore the ones who love you
That's all you do
It's nothing new
Like before
I’m afraid to open my heart.
To love again.
I once’s love a man
Who didn’t love me back.
I was blinded by him.
I was also so jealous.
The only way
I could continue with my life
I had to ask God to help
That’s when I realize
If I use my heart
People will take advantage of me.
If I use my brain and be wise
Nobody cannot
Take advantage of me.
God gave me a sign
It’s called
A wake up call
45 · Feb 2020
Why Are You So Insecure
Your not a bad looking man
Your average
That you got to be so
Insecure.
I would understand
If you ugly in the outside
Than you have every right to
Feel insecure.
When women see you
They are like Magnet to you.
I don’t understand why
Have so many girlfriends
Around
If one don’t meet your
Standard
You go for the second one
If that don’t work out
You back with the first one.
The only way you feel
Insecure
Because you ugly from outside
And to others
Probably to Human race
45 · Jan 2020
My vision
Racheal, It is no coincidence that this same person is always by your side in my visions and dreams.

I admit that this is starting to worry me because I feel their presence as a threat to you and to your happiness.
Every time I had a vision about you, the same person was there.

Never in the middle of the action, but always around you.

Observing what you’re doing, and sometimes try to intervene.

This indicates that you’re not aware of certain things happening in your life and they’re trying to inform you
Some you could talk to
About anything. When they
Speak, say something. Don't matter
What may the subject is.
They stick by it.
You got does one .....
Who speak and say one thing.
But totally do opposite,
What they say, they going to do.
In another hand.
You got men
Who's ******* tired dealing same
*******. And it's draining them.
They are the one automatic
Will walk away....
45 · Apr 2020
Someone you know
Could be a best friend
A person
hiding information from you.
It will be preferable to rebalance things,
endure the effects of the bad energies.
and to reverse the negative trends established over the last
impact this could have on your life Anthony!
I saw a beautiful thing that warmed my heart.
Thanks to somebody who loves you a lot,
The love is someone who’s
Just waiting for you.
Who’s there and kept you
Inspire
Play music that’s
Remember the things
The moment they where
In present.
A person
Will never stop loving you
45 · Apr 2019
What is a free load
Free load
Is person, who's
Always think he/She
Might get anything
From someone
They don't have to pay
Themselves.
45 · Jan 2019
Would you love
Me if I have **** up teeth
Me if I'm to old to walk
Me for me
Me if I can't clean
Me if I can't cook
Me if I can't speak English
Me if I'm to fat
45 · Aug 2020
What Do I Remember 1995
1995 I remember a lot
I was a single mother with two boys
Trying to make it
On my own, I didn’t ask my family for
Anything. To me, if I lay down with someone.
And had does two boys, own my own.
I’m going to try my best to take care of my kids.
I will do anything for my kids.
Working three jobs
Back on back
Just to make sure, I have food for my kids
And roof over there head.
I don’t depend on my family for anything.
If there’s away
You will do anything for it.
I have a lot struggling in the year of 1995.
I could easily get help from my family.
But I didn’t. I didn’t want to be just like all my sisters. Depending on are mother and father.
Until I meet someone at one of the places I work.
He affords to help me.
To just watch my kids for me.
Until I started to like him.
If you to compare now 2020 to 1995.
Back than it’s different
How man act’s than now.
2020 are more, let’s have ***. Nothing serious.
Back than you like someone. You get to know him. He takes you out. He come visit you at your apartment or house. Than go home.
They take there times.
That’s what I remember 1995 for me.
45 · Oct 2018
Unconditional love
I wish you knew,
How much I love you,
Don’t know why,
But I love you,
There may be many reasons,
But I can’t find one,
Just wish to stay with you forever,
Just wish to die in your arms,
I don’t want anything in return my dear,
Your love is enough for me,
With you, I feel no fear,
I love you!
I’m a woman who will try to take care
Everyone I love
I’m a woman people don’t understand
I’m a woman has too much responsibility
I’m a woman will only jump
For my love one
I’m a woman who will
Not give up.
I’m a woman the
The type doesn’t ask anyone for help
I’m a woman who says
I will. Meaning I will
45 · Nov 2020
Now All My kids Are Grown
I could do whatever I
Want.
I have passion and desire too
My passion and desire
Much bigger.
There’s so much in
My life.
That I want to do.
There’s nothing nor
Anybody could stop me.
I stop dreaming
I just focus on what
I want.
45 · Jul 2019
Insecure
Someone who extremely lacks self confidence. An insecure person, would be introverted. He/She won't know their worth. They would dislike their physical appearance & constantly compare themselves to their peers. Never feeling good enough, feeling sorry for themselves, feeling sorry for people who look at them. Insecure people are really kind at heart, they just don't love themselves. Due to the influence of other, be kind. Words do hurt, what you say matters.
You are the pillar of strength and always lovable for me you are my darling always.

God always loved me, He did teach me loving and always be in a special place inside me.

I wish I could find those special people who were there for me when I really did hit bottom. You are in that special place in my heart.
45 · Apr 2020
I have the Right
To stay away
Look what you
Put me through
I don’t want
The drama
And bs.
I’m happy with
My life now.
I let you
Have your
Happiness.
I let you be
Let me
Be.
45 · Dec 2020
Lover Boy
Come here lover boy

Babe, don't you know
I'm not letting you go

So come with me
Take a chance
You will see
This is more than romance

I love you boy
Don't you know

You pick me up when I'm feeling
Oh so blue

The way you pull my chin up
And kiss me so passionately

I'd never wanna lose
So please don't make me choose

I'll be your cat girl
Cause its a lovers world

I love the way you need me most
Like warm butter on toast
You make my heart melt

Sending its delicious rain over our love

Lover boy, you know its you, and only you.
44 · Jul 2020
Gives and takes
I give you clean air

You give me poisonous gas.

I give you mountains

You give me quarries.



I give you pure snow

You give me acid rain.

I give you spring fountains

You give me toxic canals.



I give you a butterfly

You gave me a plastic bottle.

I give you a blackbird

You gave me a stealth bomber.



I give you abundance

You give me waste.

I give you one last chance

You give me excuse after excuse.
You have slipt personality
Because how you
Where born
Maybe some people
Your hard to understand
Most of the time
You don’t know if you going
Or you staying
Not only that
You are so easy to be
Manipulate by other people
Surrounding you.
If Gemini ♊️
On the play
They are mostly overcome everything
No matter situation is.
Frankly
I’m lying to myself.
I wouldn’t be giving you
Another change
If I don’t still
Love you.
What I say
Is different
What I’m feeling inside.
I’m fighting with
Myself
44 · Jul 2020
I always give in
This time
Is your turn
I’m not giving in
Gone this far
To give in.
I’m afraid to even ask
How you doing
I’m afraid to even talk to you
I might fall in same bs
44 · Apr 2020
If I had one wish
I wish for love
I wish for normal life
I wish I’m
The only one
I wish for beautiful
Life.
I don’t care what I look like
As long I have good heart
That’s all it matters.
Because honestly is not
All about the looks.
What counts is
What inside is.
I’m intelligent
44 · Apr 2019
Where's my dream man
Whomever
I end up with
They will be
The most lucky man.

I don't cheat
I am very royal

When I love someone
I love to fullness.
Will never leave his side
Again.
Where's my dream man
44 · Sep 2020
I’m going to pray.
Lords please hear my prayers
Does people has nothing
Better to do
With there life.
I pray for them
That they accept you
In there heart and mind.
And even take all
The hates they have
Inside of them.
Lords I know each of
All of us
Has a good person inside
It’s not there fault
Because they became
Like that.
44 · Sep 2020
Good morning
Saying good morning is the best way,
To begin a hopeful and beautiful day.
A silent prayer for a day so good,
Asking the Lord to bless your day as He would.
Every day of happiness and health
Is the world's greatest wealth
44 · Sep 2020
Blind
No, I wasn’t blind
You wanted to know if I
Was blind
They say love is blind
Because you fall in
Love with the wrong person
That’s why
Love is blind.
I was madly in love with you
Before
But now is different
Rather not get close to anybody
If they cannot respect
My heart
But I wasn’t never blind
Over you
1234 mistakes in
The world we calls
Home.
That we got to put are self
In greater danger.
There’s more
In life
To do.
I don’t understand
Some people
Why rise your
Life’s for
Others
43 · Jun 2020
Going down
From head and toes
Touching ever part of your body
Feeling your energy
Feeling very hot
Looking at you
How you going down
Stop
Just right there
Your eyes going
Around circles
43 · Jun 2020
I am glad
The family I met
They trust me
Good people deserve
To be treated equally
With honesty.
Not push to one side
Not kept a secret
Not to be lied too.
I’m very happy
I met them.
I have more good
Memory.
43 · Jun 2020
Your to busy
To just make
Time for me.
Soon I’ll be busy too
Soon I won’t have
Time for
Anybody.
43 · Feb 2019
When I love someone
Meaning your the only one
I give myself to you in fullness
Your the only one
Could touch my lips, face and body
Your the only that hold
The key in my heart.
43 · Jun 2020
If I had a partner
I will take care him
Like he takes care me.
I will listen to him
Only him.
I would enjoy everything about
Him.
I will accept whatever he is
I will never turn my back on him.
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