Suhas Ghoke

Suhas Ghoke Oct 2018

Last night I enjoyed a lot .
I am still  craving for u ,
If you listen closely , you can feel my heart moaning .
Brought u so close .
To lay my lips and
The flavour of  yours ,
I can still feel them .
Right now you are the one I need
You have become my greed .
Just thinking about you, makes my heart go melt .
U have made me addicted .
You have become my drug .
Bad day , bad mood , tough time
But I feel better , with you by my side .
I need u desperately ,
I miss your touch on my lips
The satisfaction from you is unmatched .
Now I am deeply attached .
I miss you dearly ,
I need you ,
I want you ,
I love you so much .
For always u have made my heart fall for u .
My dearest # ice- cream .
                 ~Suhas Ghoke

Suhas Ghoke Oct 2018

Just stay away from me

Hey !! don't come close to me
It affects me .
I am simply crazy
I am going mad , bad and sad .
I am messed up .
I am not perfect
Just unable to connect .

Please  stay away from me.
Leave me alone .
I shout for no reason
I am just a shell
I am empty.
I have  matured with the damage
Not with the years and age .

I don't deserve anyone
Don't come close to me .
I just wanna stay alone ,
Wanna lay on my bed  with lights off , stare at the roof and get lost in my own world.
Don't ask me the reason for my sadness
There would be none .

Everyday i feel depressed and I myself don't know why
I just want to cry ..Cry like hell , cry like my pain all vanishes ,cry until my eyes turns red .
Don't come close to me to wipe out my tears ,
If u do so I won't let u go .
I would want u to stay forever and hold me in every situation .
But I will get habituated towards this .

No , even u will leave me .
Watching u go away  like that I will die .
I won't be able to tolerate this.
I am not that strong .
I don't deserve you ,
I don't deserve anyone
I am such a timid  and gloomy soul  .

                                    ~ Suhas Ghoke .

Suhas Ghoke Sep 2018

Perfect match

What I see is
The true perfect match
I realized I’ve fallen for you when
I got nervous and you held my hand,
comforting me with no words said;
I realized I loved you when
I turned you into poetry .

Each time you read this,
I only hope that you remember
You are loved.
I wonder if you think of me
As I do of you,
Crazy , foolish ,timid .
I wonder if you miss me
I'm such an utter fool,
I wonder if you'd tell me
What I've put you through,
Soon I will be just a memory
Of someone you once knew,
Isnt that true ?
So the question remains ..

Grow old with u .
An every second of our life as long as we both shall live
That pure innocent smile,
Your childish face and that side profile,
Your silky hair and that perfect hairstyle,
Your cute dimples and shiny teeth .
I realized I liked you when
our eyes met, then I immediately
looked away as if it was the first time
I laid .

~ Suhas Ghoke

Suhas Ghoke Sep 2018

Yes I do !!!!

" I guess dreams do come true."
For in my dreams, there you are with eyes of amazing hues,
Yet, in the dark, as I awake for another day, my eyes see the truth.
Wake me up from ur dream bcz i love u so much and want to live with it .
U are the woman of my dreams
Already in my arms ,snoozing away while looking.
Vivid, you were so close to me.
Your face is still the same .
The last time I saw you, beautiful !!
Ur eyes ..
I have fallen for .
Ur face leaves me in haze .
I miss ur smile .
Not even in my dreams have I ever dreamt of a woman as perfect as you,
And with my heart touched as I have no idea of what to do,
So tell me u love me ??

  The question remains same for me .
   I don't have an perfect answer to this .
  The vibes from u ,
  The smile in ur pic gets relay   on my face  .
  The laugh while talking to u
  Or the fact that u are always making me think about u even we    are not talking  at the moment
  What I write  is not what it means
  How u see it does. ....
  And with my heart i bleed as I have no idea of what to do,
   I kiss this woman on her forehead and say
   Yes I do !!

                                   ~Suhas Ghoke

Suhas Ghoke Sep 2018

Beauty lies in the eyes of beholder

I saw a glimpse of heaven
I wanted to reach out to the sky
not to touch any star ,
just to whisper to the moon
'How beautiful are u !!!
Innocence  in her eyes
Charm on her face .

She was the one, who speaks through her eyes .
While others use to waste time putting into words .
Her eyes has their own vocabulary
What a beautiful language to learn !!!
The kajal in her eyes ,
Her eyes sparkled  and were deep like ocean .
I want to drown in  it ...

Those Hypnotic black eyes,
makes  me go crazy,
She was an magician
I never believed in magic
Until I saw her sparkling eyes
I let myself be enchanted
By her wonderful magic.
Eyes so wide, so deep
Beauty in her eyes !!

You are the definition of Beauty.
Or shall I say,
Is Beauty compared to you ?
It feels shy and ashamed when I describe you.
Eyes which crinkle
and twinkle They are my catalyst .
They are a canvas on which I paint
the world.

                   ~ Suhas Ghoke

Suhas Ghoke Sep 2018

Silence

No sound
Just the tick tick of clock
It was 4 am in the morning
Laying on bed , darkness all around
Thoughts making up my mind
I wasn't asleep , neither i was awake
Dreaming with open eyes
Only thing I could do was hit the pen ,paper and scribble
Just scribble out
It was only time I could express what I was going through .
Penning down my thoughts
I wish I could write for hours and hours
No checking rhymes , no rythms
No such words , no breath taking sentences
But if I  try a little harder to think what to write then just
maybe the page won't stay forever white
I wrote myself on a white paper till paper become black .
It was just another of those sleepless nights where I  was free.
                                         ~ Suhas Ghoke

Suhas Ghoke Sep 2018

My Honey bunny

She often ask me how do u write in such a beautiful way?
U often make  feel me that someone knows my feelings better than me .
How should I say what she means to me .
Listen to my heart it screams out ur name .
You are my light in day and dark
I am ur half moon and ur my full star .
You are joy in  my heart
Sparkle in my eye,
Light in my life  .
You are the  winds to my wings ,
You are the steps to my dance ,
You are voice to my song
You are the reason for breathing .
Purpose for thriving ,
Cause for living .
You are as sweet as honey
Cute as bunny ,
Ur my girl
Whom I proudly called My honey bunny .
                   ~Suhas Ghoke