ok okay: Poems

5d · 148

Bzzz

ok okay 5d

Bzzz

Silence claimed my mind
Cerulean became the sky
Hazel became the color that fled right from my eyes
Green were the leaves that fell beneath the trees
What a lovely time
To see a happy buzzy bee

I like bees right now idk why but yay

Nov 6 · 26

Free

ok okay Nov 6

Free

A lonely sight with you not here
I turned off my phone
And ran away
I cried for hours
It rained for days
The sun came out
A friendly face
She dried my tears
Her rays I embraced
The moon soon beckoned
He and I relate
We talked and watched the stars
My mind wandered forever far

Maybe this is life
Away from it all
But in tune with the world
I am not lonely
Nor am I alone
Finally I am free

Healing is tough

Oct 28 · 24

Bee with me

ok okay Oct 28

Bee with me

Silence echoes
Fallen leaves
I miss the happy buzzy bees

It is actually spring here, YAY

Oct 15 · 43

Paradox

ok okay Oct 15

Paradox

His head was empty
Yet filled with doubt
He was a paradox
Trapped beneath the clouds

Oct 14 · 339

Fall Apart Together

ok okay Oct 14

Fall Apart Together

Lets fall apart together
No more pretending
We can watch the pouring rain
And fall in love again

Oct 2 · 33

Take Me There

ok okay Oct 2

Take Me There

Swerving by the stars
Moonlight in my eyes
Could you take me to infinity?
I just lost my mind
Darkness all around me
But these diamonds shining bright

Could you take me to infinity?
Together we could lose our minds

:)

Sep 24 · 44

Ghost

ok okay Sep 24

Ghost

I am a ghost
A shadow without a host
Silence echoes in this room
A lone reflection shows my frame
What it lacks in colour
Is succumbed by nightfall

I wonder if you can see ghosts
Maybe you see right through them

Sep 23 · 39

Close

ok okay Sep 23

Close

Life can be truly terrible
But beautiful too
Last night the sky was teary
And lost was the moon
Yet I felt you closer
As you tapped on my roof

The sky is crying w me

Sep 10 · 130

Disappear

ok okay Sep 10

Disappear

The world looked blurry
Like a background in a movie
All I could see was you
But once I closed my eyes
I awoke alone in my room

Sometimes life flashes before your eyes

Sep 10 · 37

Finding Peace

ok okay Sep 10

Finding Peace

silence lay beneath the stars
A lone puddle looked back at me with deceiving eyes
Who am I?
My shadow never shows at night
A part of me lost
Longing
I wonder
As I look up towards the stars
I speak
'Take me away
The silence is becoming too loud'

Sep 2 · 47

1:21 am

ok okay Sep 2

1:21 am

Darkness has permeated my space
I wish to be an astronaut
And leave this empty place
There is nothing here but echoes
One day my mind might leave without a trace

Lying alone in my bed
A dream away from peace
I see nothing
And feel less
I wonder what life means

I think it is time for change
Maybe when my blinds are open
There will be a sunny day

Aug 27 · 42

Falling Alone

ok okay Aug 27

Falling Alone

Why is falling so easy
My words must be too much to take
I feel like nothing matters
Until someone utters my name
Love is so easy
Maybe it's fake
All around me is chaos
It is so hard to change
Time waits for no one
Yet I wait for fate
Why is falling so easy
Life is too much to take

Aug 24 · 48

Made my Day

ok okay Aug 24

Made my Day

Your words allure in the depth of night
From my phone you are my light
Winter came and brought the cold
But suddenly my heart feels warm
Worries and troubles slip away
These night talks have made my day

Aug 21 · 266

Away

ok okay Aug 21

Away

I always try to look for what's beautiful
But sometimes the world feels so ugly
That I just want to dream

Aug 18 · 48

Missing

ok okay Aug 18

Missing

It's so easy to understand others
Yet when I look in the mirror
I see an empty picture

Aug 12 · 635

The Falling Stars Can Watch Us Dream

ok okay Aug 12

The Falling Stars Can Watch Us Dream

Take me beyond these rainy days
Clutch my hand
Let's go away
I can write us to another place
Where no shadows exist
A great escape

A meadow can find us
And hold us near
All our fears will disappear

We can watch the seasons change
The faded colours will not stay

The falling stars can watch us dream

Nothing is truly as it seems

The ending could be interpreted in a couple of ways. I see it positively :)

Aug 1 · 83

Hold Phone Sideways

ok okay Aug 1

Hold Phone Sideways

Grey has become of the sky                     Blue has taken control of the sky
Bewitching the street lights below            Alluring the birds below

Empty sidewalks                                       Buzzing sidewalks
Crowded clouds                                         One single lonely cloud
This must be a dream                                This must be a dream
I feel empty                                                 I feel complete
Absent                                                          Present
Is this to be alive                                          Is this to be alive

I can not see the diamonds up above        I can see the diamonds up above
It is lonely here outside                               It is lovely here outside
This day felt dreary                                    This day felt joyful
The night feels numb                                 This night feels sympathetic
Unlike the crowded clouds                        Like the blue sky
Hollow is my mind                                    Fulfilled is my mind

Grey has become of the sky                      Blue has taken control of the sky
Bewitching my sunken eyes                      Alluring my hopeful eyes

Hold phone sideways

Jul 24 · 56

Voices in the rain

ok okay Jul 24

Voices in the rain

I like it here
I think we should stay
Under this umbrella
Let's watch the world rot away

Jul 18 · 77

Half Empty

ok okay Jul 18

Half Empty

Suddenly this room is half full
Maybe half empty to you

Breakups are tough

Jul 11 · 145

I Live Where Nothing Is

ok okay Jul 11

I Live Where Nothing Is

I live beyond the street lights that beckon in the midnight sky
Past the tar roads that turn to gravel when afar
Above the raging waterfalls that can turn your mind astray
Through the lovely meadows where lullabies lock your heart away
Above the empty mountains that call upon to be found
I live where nothing is
I exist within the clouds

Jun 25 · 64

Sombre were the Stars

ok okay Jun 25

Sombre were the Stars

Sombre
Torn
He lay upon a bed of thorns
Soft words escaped his lips
'I wish to awake from this horrid abyss'

The moon allured his sight
Into the depths of night
Waiting for sleep
While darkness creeps
Slumber had never felt so warm

Sombre were the stars
The moon forever mourns

Jun 19 · 155

Falling

ok okay Jun 19

Falling

I think we are falling
Time has long since gone by
The clouds are all leaving
Blue has eluded the sky
This world is spinning
But I'm lost in your eyes

Jun 11 · 235

Untitled

ok okay Jun 11

Untitled

I saw her looking out the window
Searching for brighter days
It would be all so easy if it all just went away
The clouds have been complacent
They can not seem to decide
To rain or shine
Or to waste away in time

May 27 · 55

I Swear I Saw Her Dancing Yesterday

ok okay May 27

I Swear I Saw Her Dancing Yesterday

Lost in a hurricane
Her words were so torn
Distorted was her vision
She was growing horns
Her reflection found a puddle
But her likeness looked away
Ugly as the impending clouds
Life had never felt so grey

Eyes stranded in the center of the storm
Breath no longer warm
I could have sworn
She was dancing in the sun yesterday
Now she lives in between a storm
One final wish before she disintegrates
'I wish to be reborn'

May 15 · 78

Untitled

ok okay May 15

Untitled

Vivid green grass
A hollow day
I am stuck looking down
Her eyes await
Birds singing lullabies
Lost in a daze
This city is burning
We will become ash one day
Maybe I should look up
To see your face

Apr 19 · 81

Silence is my Misery

ok okay Apr 19

Silence is my Misery

I have not found peace for a while
Even when it rains
My hands still shake
I am not scared of the world
I am scared of myself
And the complexities my mind faces
Dreams are no longer my solitude
They are horrors that leave me no escape
I can find chaos anywhere
Even beyond your brightest smile
Below my feet from where I tread
The soil grounds me and consumes my voice
Sometimes thoughts feel so close
Yet words feel so far away
And so silence becomes my misery
Freedom seems too abstract to be true
Maybe I am just too harsh on myself
Or too selfish to this world
There is beauty here
Beneath the stars
We do not have to look so far away
When my heart beats out of my chest
I must remember that everything will be okay

Apr 13 · 66

Untitled

ok okay Apr 13

Untitled

Take me where your eyes desire
Your heart stopped beating long ago

Apr 13 · 187

Untitled

ok okay Apr 13

Untitled

I spend so much time in my head
Sometimes I forget what is real

Apr 9 · 142

Too Soon

ok okay Apr 9

Too Soon

I saw your eyes wander out the window
Watching the daisies dancing in the breeze
Autumn came too soon
Now all I see are fallen leaves

Apr 2 · 72

It Feels like Deja Vu

ok okay Apr 2

It Feels like Deja Vu

Bourbon mixed with sweet decay
Empty sheets
A hollow day
Tell me things you should not say
Our dreams can take us far away
Along the river
Under the stars
Past the meadow where nothing lasts
Far away
Let us disappear
Until we wake up and repeat it all again

Mar 23 · 183

See You On Another Day

ok okay Mar 23

See You On Another Day

See you on another day
I lost my way in the lonely grey
Decay said the stars
They would not stay
Alone became the moon
She loomed above where we used to play
June approached and went away
I see the chaos where we once lay
Swooning as midnight approached
With not one single thought that we would lose our way

Mar 18 · 172

Mayhem

ok okay Mar 18

Mayhem

I am mayhem
Trapped beneath the stars

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Mar 17 · 97

Blue

ok okay Mar 17

Blue

The impact you had
If only you knew
I got lost in your troubles
Now I sit alone in my room

Mar 16 · 138

Where I Lay

ok okay Mar 16

Where I Lay

Where I lay
Flowers grow
They tell me things that no one knows
Under the stars
I dream upon
This soil will hold me and not let go
Petals fall with the sullen rain
They kiss my skin
As I slip away
Beyond this soil and the stars
I find what I have been looking for

Mar 15 · 129

Silence

ok okay Mar 15

Silence

In silence I fall
Into the endless abyss

Mar 11 · 121

Another Page

ok okay Mar 11

Another Page

Another page has turned
Yet somehow things just feel the same
This ink never seems to last
It always seems to run away

Mar 11 · 71

Nothing Truly Stays

ok okay Mar 11

Nothing Truly Stays

Once upon a time
I saw you walking straight my way
Now I no longer see you
You have walked too far away
Please do not leave
No just get the **** away
I fell for your touch
And you fell for the words that I would say
My eyes saw the world differently
You heard that my voice had changed
I used to dream that you would stay
But now I just see the demons
You left in my space

Mar 7 · 158

Goodnight

ok okay Mar 7

Goodnight

She ran for miles
Past the oppressive bright lights
Under the lonely lit moon
The shallow gleam caught her eyes
Into the dark where shadows do not exist
She fell from this land into the endless abyss
Her tears slipped through her fingers
They pierced the night sky
Away with all else
She told the world goodnight

She escaped another day into the dead of the night.

Mar 2 · 194

Brighter Days

ok okay Mar 2

Brighter Days

The wind whispered gently
It will all be okay
His thoughts slipped with the teeming rain
The meadow held him where he lay
Slumber came
Time went by
But he would not awake
Flowers grew and took his place
He dreamed of brighter days

Sometimes life gets so confusing and overwhelming and we just need someone to say its going to be okay. And even if it isnt, it will be one day. I think nature is telling us it is all okay. We can look at the stars and the rain. They are connected to us as we are to them.

Feb 26 · 159

Falling

ok okay Feb 26

Falling

Fragile were the stars
They were nowhere to be seen
Midnight crawled to an end
As she fell into a dream

Feb 21 · 192

Numb

ok okay Feb 21

Numb

A fractured smile
And telling eyes
The depths of my dreams
Fell through empty skies

Feb 15 · 95

Stranded

ok okay Feb 15

Stranded

I lay stranded in my bed
Waiting for my dreams to take me away

The floor sinks around me
Dragging me further into the abyss

The moon bleeds red
It seeps through the blinds in my room

Silence echoes in my head
It exists where nothing ever was

When I am gone
I will be reduced to words

I wonder if anyone will read them

I feel so lost

Feb 14 · 158

Lost

ok okay Feb 14

Lost

Scattered rain
A midnight sky
My words have been lost
Lost in your eyes

Feb 12 · 99

Reborn

ok okay Feb 12

Reborn

Silent is the setting sun
Forever fields where my mind runs
A sudden rush and scarlet skies
Where eyes wander and time flies by
The moon soon will beckon
As if doom impends
The stars died long ago
But their light transcends
Time will filter and slowly mend
I wander through this starry night
The lights above me take my sight
Consumed by chaos
My wings will form
And take me to where I will be reborn

Feb 11 · 168

Is This a Dream?

ok okay Feb 11

Is This a Dream?

Dreaming of a cerulean sky
A lovely smile and tender eyes
Petals falling as if it rained
This flowerbed is where I lie
Tuis dance above the trees
And sing their favourite melodies
Is this a real or fantasy?
These bed sheets know the best of me

Feb 10 · 138

Untitled

ok okay Feb 10

Untitled

Nothing lasts forever
Some things will never feel the same
Soon the lush greens will fade away
The cicadas will make their bed
Hollow will be the falling sky
As I face existential dread
But soon enough
Summer will return
As if the sun had never left

Feb 8 · 182

Too Stunned to Speak

ok okay Feb 8

Too Stunned to Speak

The day was still young
My mind chose to leave
All solitude left
No more summer breeze
Flowers decayed
The sun harshly beamed
Slowly but surely
I fell into a dream
Her eyes stole my words
I was too stunned to speak
Only witness her smile and the soft sunlight on her cheeks

Maybe I fell in love

Feb 8 · 75

Untitled

ok okay Feb 8

Untitled

I don't want to hurt anyone
Maybe that just means I will end up hurting everyone

Feb 7 · 76

Live Not to Remember

ok okay Feb 7

Live Not to Remember

I live not to remember
Or else these days will repeat
The memories and their echoes will never leave
Spring has become hollow
Like a lost fever dream
Maybe all this time just means nothing
And nothing has become me
Some days feel endless
As if sleep will not come
Other days feel too precious
To accept they are gone
Live not just for the moment
But the moments yet to come
Or you will feel stranded with no one to love

Feb 4 · 71

Who are You?

ok okay Feb 4

Who are You?

A stranger in my room
If only then I knew