I’m bound to the endless planets that spin around my soul
The crying moon singing sweet sad blues
Lost in the unsynchronized rhythm drifting in swelling syllables
I can feel the swirling breeze surrounding my body
How I’m all alone in this sunken landscape
Drawn to the slow dragging sounds pounding my brain relentlessly

I was drowning
in the waves down
where the drunken
rivers screamed out
in agony, lost in darkened
dungeons, starless horizons
steady sinking inside mugshot
mountains buried beneath
rotten dirt.  I was into deep
with my feelings, drifting
between various realms,
disconnected from the
inner and outer inventions
that lingered around
my existence, trying to
break through my damaged
heart.  My chests were growing
numb.  I could feel the pain
intensifying upon me,
jagged letters slashed
across my throat,
embroidered in scarlet
depictions – strange
and cracking, flamed
and shattering, a swirling
hallway of vast illusions
suffocating my kingdom
in the dreadful night.

My heart was pounding, heavy sounding, drowning,
hung upside down from a tree, my ankles tied, my eyes
drained and dying, my lips rusted and crushed,
as a violent gang soaked my dank body in gasoline
and motor oil, setting me on fire as I screamed out in pain,
straining to breathe through the flames.  My brain was
going insane, locked away in damaged domains, trying
to hang on and stay strong, but my physique was sizzling
in high degrees, my beauty fading as they split my abdomen
open with a steel knife, my unborn child falling to the ground,
my soul feeling and unsound and shattered, crashing
into sporadic directions, not knowing if I was coming or going,
going or coming, flowing out of rhythm, my baby stomped
and sunken as bloodshot bullets punctured my flawed flesh.

Somehow, I have drowned in his masculinity,
breathing in all his past and present memories
where I lay on my bed staring outside
through the windowpane at the starry blue sky,
how the stars and moon shine upon me, revealing
my deep love for his serene soul.  

He was in my mind, reaching into my subconscious,
changing my thought process and love language
as I rolled over in the bed, embracing the sleek sheets,
vivid visions of him spinning around in my head,
mesmerized by his captivating swag, his invigorating
cologne that made me wish he was next to me in this moment
in time, passionately kissing me, turning me on
with his strong geometry.

His sun-rich skin made my ******* vulnerable
in his dimension, sexually licking my lips,
my face pressed on the cozy pillow, slow jams
surrounding my existence, listening to the beat
unfold in this glorious space and yearning for his
sumptuous taste.  To embrace his masculine arms,
such power infiltrating in my bloodstream,
hypnotizing me in the darkened night,
making me linger in his flowing river,
his scintillating handsomeness, his style
I couldn’t get out of my mind.

I yearned for your lean physique,
the softness in your chiseled cheeks,
brandy brown eyes so hypnotizing
I could drown inside their deep dimensions
of wildness and feel the magic awaken my soul.

I could embrace your passionate wave,
drink deeply of your flesh, breathing
in your masculine scent, your enticing chemistry,
forever lost in your captivating nation.

There was a time when our love
could have saved the world,
created vast bridges that could
have magnified into a thousand
bright stars filled with amazing
enchantment, adding fire and spice,
an equilibrium of harmonious rhymes
blending in with time, powerful forces
increasing the possibilities of life
and dreams.  We had an unbreakable
chemistry intensified with energy,
static electricity, sparking shocks
skyrocketing beyond heartwarming
Neptune and soothing Pluto. We were
two derivatives finding our way
in this magical place of promising
paradise, two heartbeats breathing
in the chill breeze in the summertime
scene, taking it all in, our muscles
filled with hypnotic horizons, heavenly
clouds in our dreamy and sublime eyes,
divine and infinite seas streaming
in unity with you and me.  There was
nothing that could stand in our way
or overpower our ray of light.  
We were a crescendo of drumbeating
lyrics surprising the world with our musical
*******, embracing our ambitions,
diving into the deepest layers of our creation
to unveil the hidden treasure that was
buried below salty and yellowed sand.  
I thought our love would prevail through
the storm, but I realized that we were not
as strong as I thought we were.  Everything
that felt so right became a solitary square
sinking in despair, a scorched star deported
elsewhere, a ruined moon unaware of its majesty,
a fallen mountain drowning with no sound.

I remember when you walked
out of my life and shattered
my world, the wailing and
thrashing whirling overboard,
unspoken diction stuck inside
my soul, scrambled riddles, as
I inhaled hellfire and damnation,
every part of my existence filled
with drunken madness.

There was a fire between us
that kept us burning and yearning
for more passion,
drunk in love,
our breaths moaning
in the hotness of each other,
escaping away inside amazing galaxies.

Last night I laid inside your car
found true meaning in your continent
growing homeland within my inland
releasing melodies of me into your countryside
unanticipated sounds, palette of dreams
seeking salvation  from your moonlit mansion
You were more like a fungus stung to my soul
dysfunctional, deformative, touching every
exterior equate with my personality
And still, I wanted to stay forever
journey inside your drunken ocean
feel your velocity soar through my spectrum
worldwide drumbeats blazing down Brooklyn Bridge
saxophones and trombones running rampant
circling my inner planet Saturn, leaving stains in my membranes
I’m in the fast lane now, my astrological mind tangled
mangled, no longer intellectualized,  unlearned thoughts                                                         ­        
sinking overboard, disfiguring my ship as I lay imprisoned      
by your manifest drums
Your clouded configurations have extinguished my knowledge
no source of power
But spinning backwards in your evolution

I was dying inside down by the docks
where the seas were rising and shifting
uncontrollably around me, harsh winds
and shattered breezes creeping upon
me, as I tried to take in every breath
of its suffocating shadows.  The pain
was unbearable and I could feel every
layer of my surface burning without
meaning.  I thought I had moved on
from his love and found my spark.
But the more I stared at the immense
waves, whirling equations blasting
cruel and crashing diction, deep
unsettling alliteration, smashed
vibrations, my heart was shutting
down in the fallen horizon, lost
in his labyrinth of sunken love.

I was everything that they wanted
to break apart, a living existence
that they wanted to smash and leave
bleeding in the swirling seas.  They
knew me inside and out, the essence
of my true world that welcomed
tranquility and blossoming sensations,
starlit equations and exhilarating mazes.
But I could feel their stabbed flaming
domain shuddering my soul, shifting
it towards bottomless borders, fractured
frames, decapitated depths, as they stood
over me watching me slowly die in the
drunken distance.