Somehow, I have drowned in his masculinity,
breathing in all his past and present memories
where I lay on my bed staring outside
through the windowpane at the starry blue sky,
how the stars and moon shine upon me, revealing
my deep love for his serene soul.  

He was in my mind, reaching into my subconscious,
changing my thought process and love language
as I rolled over in the bed, embracing the sleek sheets,
vivid visions of him spinning around in my head,
mesmerized by his captivating swag, his invigorating
cologne that made me wish he was next to me in this moment
in time, passionately kissing me, turning me on
with his strong geometry.

His sun-rich skin made my ******* vulnerable
in his dimension, sexually licking my lips,
my face pressed on the cozy pillow, slow jams
surrounding my existence, listening to the beat
unfold in this glorious space and yearning for his
sumptuous taste.  To embrace his masculine arms,
such power infiltrating in my bloodstream,
hypnotizing me in the darkened night,
making me linger in his flowing river,
his scintillating handsomeness, his style
I couldn’t get out of my mind.

I yearned for your lean physique,
the softness in your chiseled cheeks,
brandy brown eyes so hypnotizing
I could drown inside their deep dimensions
of wildness and feel the magic awaken my soul.

I could embrace your passionate wave,
drink deeply of your flesh, breathing
in your masculine scent, your enticing chemistry,
forever lost in your captivating nation.

There was a time when our love
could have saved the world,
created vast bridges that could
have magnified into a thousand
bright stars filled with amazing
enchantment, adding fire and spice,
an equilibrium of harmonious rhymes
blending in with time, powerful forces
increasing the possibilities of life
and dreams.  We had an unbreakable
chemistry intensified with energy,
static electricity, sparking shocks
skyrocketing beyond heartwarming
Neptune and soothing Pluto. We were
two derivatives finding our way
in this magical place of promising
paradise, two heartbeats breathing
in the chill breeze in the summertime
scene, taking it all in, our muscles
filled with hypnotic horizons, heavenly
clouds in our dreamy and sublime eyes,
divine and infinite seas streaming
in unity with you and me.  There was
nothing that could stand in our way
or overpower our ray of light.  
We were a crescendo of drumbeating
lyrics surprising the world with our musical
*******, embracing our ambitions,
diving into the deepest layers of our creation
to unveil the hidden treasure that was
buried below salty and yellowed sand.  
I thought our love would prevail through
the storm, but I realized that we were not
as strong as I thought we were.  Everything
that felt so right became a solitary square
sinking in despair, a scorched star deported
elsewhere, a ruined moon unaware of its majesty,
a fallen mountain drowning with no sound.

I remember when you walked
out of my life and shattered
my world, the wailing and
thrashing whirling overboard,
unspoken diction stuck inside
my soul, scrambled riddles, as
I inhaled hellfire and damnation,
every part of my existence filled
with drunken madness.

There was a fire between us
that kept us burning and yearning
for more passion,
drunk in love,
our breaths moaning
in the hotness of each other,
escaping away inside amazing galaxies.

Last night I laid inside your car
found true meaning in your continent
growing homeland within my inland
releasing melodies of me into your countryside
unanticipated sounds, palette of dreams
seeking salvation  from your moonlit mansion
You were more like a fungus stung to my soul
dysfunctional, deformative, touching every
exterior equate with my personality
And still, I wanted to stay forever
journey inside your drunken ocean
feel your velocity soar through my spectrum
worldwide drumbeats blazing down Brooklyn Bridge
saxophones and trombones running rampant
circling my inner planet Saturn, leaving stains in my membranes
I’m in the fast lane now, my astrological mind tangled
mangled, no longer intellectualized,  unlearned thoughts                                                         ­        
sinking overboard, disfiguring my ship as I lay imprisoned      
by your manifest drums
Your clouded configurations have extinguished my knowledge
no source of power
But spinning backwards in your evolution

I was dying inside down by the docks
where the seas were rising and shifting
uncontrollably around me, harsh winds
and shattered breezes creeping upon
me, as I tried to take in every breath
of its suffocating shadows.  The pain
was unbearable and I could feel every
layer of my surface burning without
meaning.  I thought I had moved on
from his love and found my spark.
But the more I stared at the immense
waves, whirling equations blasting
cruel and crashing diction, deep
unsettling alliteration, smashed
vibrations, my heart was shutting
down in the fallen horizon, lost
in his labyrinth of sunken love.

I was everything that they wanted
to break apart, a living existence
that they wanted to smash and leave
bleeding in the swirling seas.  They
knew me inside and out, the essence
of my true world that welcomed
tranquility and blossoming sensations,
starlit equations and exhilarating mazes.
But I could feel their stabbed flaming
domain shuddering my soul, shifting
it towards bottomless borders, fractured
frames, decapitated depths, as they stood
over me watching me slowly die in the
drunken distance.

The immense trees stood quietly
in the background, its shattered
leaves under clouds of confusion,
the wind rowing a reverberating
beat of broken blues beneath
it's sunken surface.  I stared at
its swollen symmetry and
tangled angles, the scars splintered
inside its core, the crushed dreams
drifting in loneliness.  I could feel
its inner presence sifting inside
my dimension, the disintegrating
thought of closed chambers
crashing sporadically within
my veins, the quivering faces
of frozen features, the cracked
skies upon the dead, the suffering
shadows lingering in a corridor
of thinning sounds.  The darkness
was slowly closing in as I gazed
into the horizon at the body of
blanched hues, stark screams
echoing across the sky, seeping
inside me as I inhaled each stroke of
pain pounding deep within my domain.

I'm intrigued by your deep poetry that
sings to my heart over the shimmering balcony
and mesmerizes my flow.  Your attractive glow
whistles high notes like songbirds inside my ears.

You are born of brilliance and strength, everything
that my soul longs for, a bright sun simply sparkling
in the daylight, a novel of nobility and definition, those
thick outlines and transcendental shapes, temples of true
reasons and soulful metaphors.

Succulent lips, scintillating teeth glittering gold gems
long dreads demanding praise and glory.  Make every
sensation within my flesh rise like waves, like bursting
rockets.  Smile in the lustrous view.  Fascinate my life
with the swaying of your hips and loud *******.  

Take me inside your astonishing entrance and brainwash
every fiber of my existence.  "Let me take your body
places that you have never seen before.  Let me
take over your flame and magnify its radiance.
Just relax and let me take over the wheel."  

And  I'll let go of everything within me.  I'll fall inside
your hours and hours of hypnotizing rhymes, the
perfect space of east coast enchantment sparking my
heart throughout the night.