It feels like I’m breaking down
Thinking through these feelings
My eyes tearing, lips trembling
Disassembling dreams
Sweet melodies receding
Thoughtful poetry
Coming undone
As the suns light
Drifts out of sight
It excessively sends
Ample aches all around
My run-down body
I want to abstain from
Loving you
But when I do, it feels like
I’m suffocating
Greatly attempting
To regain my breath
I don’t make sense
Of why I allow you
To get to me in this way
All I know is that I need you
I am trapped in emptiness
Without you around me

How do I tell you
That your sexiness
Is overcrowding my brain?
How do I put a stop
To all these sensual thoughts of you?
How do I convince my conscious
That what I’m feeling is all invented sentiments?
How can I be in love with you
When I know you aren’t in love with me?

I walk into my bedroom
And gaze at the bare bed
Wishing I could
Fill it with your lovely existence
Feel your sweetness
Swirl in the air
As it awakens affection
Awaiting attention
Let the sunlight shine
Through the open
Window blinds
Allow the effervescence
Of the expansive
Crystal blue sky
To seep into our souls
Knowing that I never
Have to agonize over
Sleeping in separateness

I wondered how
I could approach you
To express how much
I was feeling you
How I wanted to be
More than just thick with you
I craved to emblazon
Your nation with my glamorousness
Demonstrate my adoration to you
Let you see how I could
Elevate your life

His salacious stance
Stimulates my existence
His eyes bright as boulevard lights
His lips begging to be kissed
Filled with countless beaming
Streams of dreamy bliss
I long to be inside his wildness
Taste his life without hindrance

I’m so hooked on
Your handsomeness
I get lost in your sauciness
In your hot thoughts
Wanting your fingers
To rub around my lips
Tenderly kiss my neck
Rock my splendorous ship
With your dopeness
Let me your spectacularly
Soothing breeze
Your tranquility
All your heart calls for

I want to be locked away
For eternity with you
Let your steamy breaths
Glide over my body
As I magically moan
Feeling your sexalicious kisses
Your pleasurable flesh
Becalming my bones
Taking your time
To love the collectiveness
Of my existence